I'm afraid
of how it would be
if
if we were
if I wasn't
if you did
if I couldn't
if you wouldn't
if we forgot

I'm afraid
of everything
frightened
sad
heartbroken

It doesn't feel right
I don't love you
anymore
and at the same time
I've never loved you more
than now

All I feel
is pain
and
I don't know
why.