Groaning amal woke up, rubbing her eyes she sat up on the bed and looking around her head started spinning . Covering herself with the blanket she looked towards ghazan who was deep in sleep laying on his back.
The events of last night started circulating in front of her eyes and she held her forehead in hands. Tears threatening to come out.

"Uff ye kia kardia mene ? ( uff, what have I done?)" Panic attack was now taking over her.

"Ghazan! Utho.!( ghazan  wake up)"
Shaking him from his shoulders she yelled.

"What happened amal, let me sleep. " He groaned in his sleep turning towards her.

"Ghazi, utho abhi. ( wake up now!)"
Tears had fallen from her eyes and listening to her sobs he sat up bewildered.

"Amal!"  Is all he could mutter seeing her discheveled condition, flashbacks attacking his soul and mind also and amals condition did not seem well.

"Ghazi, ye sab kia hogaya, ye ,ye sahi nahi hai. ( ghazi, what has happened  its not alright!)"
She cried resting her head against his chest and he sighed.

"Amal," .. He seemed speechless too. In the heat and bliss of the moment he had never thought about the consequences.

"Ro kiun rahi ho? Is it hurting. ( why are you crying?)" Propping her face up he asked.

"Fuck it!!  Ro bhi nahi? ye kia hogaya ghazi.  Tum, tumne  roka kiun nahi? ( how shall I not cry, what has happened? You should have stopped it ghazi.)"

Snatching her hair, she seemed hysterical. Getting down she rushed into the washroom.

"Amal. Baat suno. ( listen)" He ran after her but she had locked the door.
Gathering her clothes he knocked on the door.

"Amal take your clothes please ." He said and opening the door abit she snatched her clothes and locked the door again.

Looking into the mirror her breath hitched. Her neck, shoulders and chest area was covered with love bites. Touching them she sighed. The mark under the jaw was the most darkest. Sighing she combed her hair with her fingers and wiping her tears, proceeded into the shower.
Her heart was sinking with the passing moment. She had made a terrible mistake.

.....

Amal was taking some good amount of time in the bathroom so to avoid time damage ghazan picked his clothes and rushed to the bathroom downstairs. Taking a good shower and calming down his nerves he came out all dressed up and ready to head back home. He himself was now worried about amal. She was not reacting good at all and even last night he had an idea this would all not end well but God knows why he just couldent control his emotioms and desires. Cursing himself he headed upstairs ordering the servants to make breakfast.

"Amal, are you alright? Are you feeling better now?" Coming inside his room he saw her sitting on the couch fully dressed up, her eyes swollen and her lips plump. He sighed lowering his eyes the next instant and asked.

"This should not bother you!" She replied turning her face away

"Amal, I am sorry, I know this shouldent have happened ,I should have controlled myself but remember it just happened. We both did a terrible mistake but it dosent mean that you will not talk to me and accuse me of it."
Taking a seat beside her he said holding her hands which she pulled away the next instant.

"Dont touch me ghazan , ever again, I mean it." She said angrily and he sighed pinching the bridge of his nose.

"You were older and mature you could have stopped me and controlled yourself. But no you wanted it all. " Getting up from her place she yelled, tears were flowing down again.

"Stop accusing me amal. We both are adults. Mind that you are twenty already and you know what all was happening. People start doing all this by 16. I just cannot believe that you did not know a thing about all this. You came to me amal, and I asked you a million times before proceeding, please do not deny that. I only rebelled because you were in my nikkah and very close to me that moment. "
He was hurt because she was blaming everything on him. Trying to put in some sense into her mind he said harshly.

"I dont want to talk to you ever or even see your face again ghazi. Jao yahan se." rubbing away her tears harshly she said.

"Fine amal! If thats what you wish for then I will make sure to never bother you again. But for now you are bound to take the drive with me home. Be ready and come downstairs quick."
Saying angrily he was out of the room slamming the door in the process and she sobbed louder.

She had never for once thought that this trip would end up like this . Why had all that happened? Why did she give up on her desires and make her life miserable? All the negative thoughts and different types of fears were eating her from inside.

.......

"Eat the food amal." Breakfast was served and ghazan said to her seeing her playing with food.

"I have lost my appetite."  Pulling back her hands from food she said and ghazan got enraged. Throwing away his cutlery harshly he stood up and left the dining hall leaving his food untouched also and amal flinched holding her tears back.

The journey home was spent in a very tensed atmosphere. The car held dead silence and on top of that ghazans rash driving was killing her from inside but she did not dare utter a word.

By the time they reached home, high fever took over her and meena and safia both got hell worried for her. They had associated fever with tiredness and the cold weather of muree, totally unaware of the situation.
Drinking some soup and taking tablets amal fell asleep on mrs meena's bed. She did not wanted to sleep alone and remember the past night.

.........

The next day she woke up quite late. Having breakfast in bed and taking medicines, by the evening she felt quite better. At the dinner table her eyes roamed around to look for ghazan aqdus who was apparently unseen from the morning. And this was the first time ever that she was sick and he did not come to her or ask her about her well being or take care of her. This seemed odd to her and hurting to her soul.

Coming inside her room she paced around thinking about the previous night. It was all so unexpected, they both were just dwelled in the moment. How much she had always and always denied this relationship with him, deep down she knew she was ultimately very attached to him and last night was the outcome of her hidden desires.
Shutting her eyes tight she sighed and standing in front of the mirror touched his left over mark right  underneath her jaw.

"Amal beta, are you feeling better now? You will go to university tommorow or not?" Mrs meena entered inside and said and amal abruptly turned around covering her self with duppata ( veil).

"I am better, I will attend university tommorow, I have to submit the consent form and fee for the trip, its next week." She informed moving towards the cupboard to pick her dress for tommorow.

"Okay then ask saira to pick you because the driver is not available tommorow." Mrs meena said and amals eyebrows scrunched.

"Ghazan kahan hai ami ? ( where is ghazan?)" Not bothering to turn around she asked casually.

"Uski to aj ki flight thee na, karachi gaya hai kisi kaam se. Usne tumhe nahi bataya? ( he had his flight to karachi today, he went for work, didnt he tell you.)" Mrs meena asked suspiciously. She was already noticing their foul moods and it was very unlikely of ghazan to not tell amal or meet her before leaving for any place.

"Uh he might have forgotten. " sighing she faked a smile and said.

"Thats unusual. Is everything fine between you two amal?" Mrs meena asked concerned.

"Yeah. Humain kiya hona hai." Shruggung her shoulders amal proceeded to the laundry room to iron her dress. Her heart was going wild and crazy.

"Had he taken her talks seriously? Was he really avoiding her?" She had spoken alot in rage and had blamed everything on him but she was helpless. He knew from childhood she was dependant on him for everything, she would never do a thing he stopped her from, yes apart from some misvheaves. So if he would have stopped her the other night, ofcourse she would have listened.
Her mind was going frenzy... she had made a big blunder and on top of that had accused him for everything.
He was right they both were responsible for it and she only blamed him.
And if she really looked inside her soul she was more at fault. Seeing lana so close to him she  reeped with jealousy and that all lead them being this close and intimate.

And on top of that she had upsetted him. He was gone out of city without telling her or meeting her and for  God knows how long. And this all was now bothering her. She was missing him and only one day had passed and yet she had said to him to never show his face to her again. she was feeling guilty, extremely guilty. But then again anger would build up and regret piled up. Thinking about what will happen now.
Well we could rather say that she was an emotional wreck at the moment.

..............

A week had passed and ghazan was still not home. Dispite being extremely disturbed and upset amal missed his presence at home. Life seemed dull. She wanted him here so atleast she could fight with him or blame him or whatever. But he being disappeared was hurting her soul. "Had he bailed on her?" Negative thoughts were surrounding her mind.

Today was also the day they had to depart for the university trip. It was a two day trip to sawat. How much she was excited before, now she was more worried and extremely disturbed. She couldent miss going because she had promised saira and other friends.
Packing her bag she bid farewell to mrs meena and safia and before going to university she headed to ghazans office as she had heard that he had reached early morning today and was now at his office. So telling mrs meena that she will first go and take some money from ghazan from his office then head on the trip, she departed with a heavy heart.

Asking for money was just an excuse.  she just wanted to see him before going on the trip for 2 days . she had already not seen him since a week.
And she had to admit deep down she missed him alot.

......

Getting on his floor she quickly rushed inside his office because his new secretary was not in her cabin and even if she would be, she knew better than to dare to stop her again.

"Ghazan!" Barging into his office, she called his name but her words died down in her throat seeing his secretary sitting in the chair beside him and working on some documents. Home made sandwiches placed on the table. She sighed remembering how he had praised her sandwiches.
The girl sophia was smiling at something ghazan had said and they seemed comfortable with each other. A burning sensation sparked in her heart.

"Amal tum? ( you?) " ghazan said getting up from his chair.

"Sorry, bad timing right?" She said rudely and turned to leave when he called her.

"Amal stop!" He remarked and her steps halted. She didnt know why but her rebellious eyes were filling in with water also.

"Sophia, you are dismissed, please leave for now." Ghazan said and winding up her things sophia stood up. Smiling professionally she greeted amal and left, while amals head was only ducked down.

"Whats wrong amal? Look at me." Coming closer to her he held her arm and pulled her to him, her head colliding with his strong chest.

"Nothing, I was just a fool to have come to see you before heading on my trip but here, you were clearly enjoying your new company." She did not know from where all the jealousy was oozing from.

Amal she is my secretary for goodness sake. Aur tumhare sath masla kiya hai? Tumhain main khud kay liye nahi chahiye hoon or na hi kisi aur kay sath dekh sakti ho mujhe. Tumhe kia chahiye akhir?

( what is wrong with you amal, you dont want me for yourself or neither can you see me with someone else. What is your issue.?)"
He asked looking at her. Tears were flowing down her eyes, making her cheeks and lips wet. His eyes seemed to have been glued to her plump lips, whose taste he just couldent seem to forget.

"Mujhe kuch nahi pata.... I, I will get late, I shall better leave." Stuttering she said and turned to leave when he held her wrist again.

"Kuch paise Wallet se nikal lo, you.might need them. ( take out some money from my wallet.)"  Gesturing towards his wallet he said and her heart skipped a beat. He would always cater her needs. Always supplying without her even asking.

"Nahi chahiye. ( I dont need them)" saying this she bit her lower lip and groaning in his heart he ducked down, giving in on his desires captured her lips in a passionate kiss. He had missed it and now his nerves were relaxing. He was tasting her again very lovingly and her knees were going jelly. She would have fallen down if he wouldent be supporting her weight.

"Sir, mr khawaja is here for the meeting." The intercom beeped and in came sophia's voice pulling them out of the trance. Pulling back amal glared at him and rushed outside.

"Amal, I am sorry, listen to me please." He rushed behind her like a mad man but she didnt look behind and left, while he was caught up with some guests downstairs,.but her silence was killing him....

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