SUGAYOONIE
hey

JINSEOKJEON
istg if you're going to come at me don't fucking talk to me

SUGAYOONIE

SUGAYOONIE
i was just trying to check up on you 😥

JINSEOKJEON
oh

JINSEOKJEON
sorry

JINSEOKJEON
in a very bad mood rn 😄👍🏻

SUGAYOONIE
yeah i could only imagine :(

SUGAYOONIE
thought you guys were fine

SUGAYOONIE
what's going on ?

JINSEOKJEON
i just

JINSEOKJEON
i don't know

JINSEOKJEON
i'm tired

SUGAYOONIE
tired?

JINSEOKJEON
well yeah

JINSEOKJEON
we've all been so focused on you, no one's been paying attention to the stuff happening behind the scenes

JINSEOKJEON
and like

JINSEOKJEON
hoseok's back and you found out

JINSEOKJEON
added even more stress to me

SUGAYOONIE
oh yeah i was very upset that you didn't tell me

SUGAYOONIE
you guys shouldn't have kept it from me

SUGAYOONIE
why bother hiding hoseok?

JINSEOKJEON
if my job was to keep someone hidden, don't you think i would make sure that the person, you know, stays hidden? 

JINSEOKJEON
your common sense is clearly lacking

JINSEOKJEON
honestly im not surprised

JINSEOKJEON
your common sense has decreased exponentially since hoseok's arrival 😐

SUGAYOONIE
wait

SUGAYOONIE
we're here to talk about you not me

SUGAYOONIE
stop trying to change the subject :(

SUGAYOONIE
you and jk

SUGAYOONIE
what's going on ?

JINSEOKJEON
we're jus

JINSEOKJEON
not compatible

JINSEOKJEON
turns out online and irl are two totally different things

SUGAYOONIE
what do you mean ?

JINSEOKJEON
our personalities clash when we're together in person

JINSEOKJEON
i don't know how to explain it well

SUGAYOONIE
i thought you two were getting along just fine

JINSEOKJEON
no so like

JINSEOKJEON
we do get along 

JINSEOKJEON
very well 

JINSEOKJEON
too well sometimes

JINSEOKJEON
but when it comes to more adult things

SUGAYOONIE
like sex ?

JINSEOKJEON
YOONGI I'M GOING TO BEAT THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF YOU

SUGAYOONIE
sorry sorry

SUGAYOONIE
continue

JINSEOKJEON
😐

SUGAYOONIE
༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ

JINSEOKJEON
sigh

SUGAYOONIE
did you just sigh at me ?

SUGAYOONIE
i'm trying to help !

JINSEOKJEON
you're not helping me in a department that doesn't need fixing

SUGAYOONIE 
😳😳😳

JINSEOKJEON
ahem 

JINSEOKJEON
anyways

SUGAYOONIE
okay but 

SUGAYOONIE
who tops

JINSEOKJEON
MIN YOONGI

SUGAYOONIE
sorry sorry

JINSEOKJEON
for someone trying to help me you're doing a terrible job

JINSEOKJEON
but you're making me laugh at least

SUGAYOONIE
so i'm not doing a terrible job 🥰

JINSEOKJEON
i don't recommend being a therapist

JINSEOKJEON
especially if you're going to ask about your patients' sexual life

SUGAYOONIE
well what if i thought sex was the problem 🧐

JINSEOKJEON
it's not

JINSEOKJEON
i promise it's not

SUGAYOONIE
hm

JINSEOKJEON
it's me

JINSEOKJEON
i top

JINSEOKJEON
you really think jungkook can? give me a break 🙄

SUGAYOONIE
KIM SEOKJIN

JINSEOKJEON
what? you asked i answered

SUGAYOONIE
I WAS MESSING WITH YOU

SUGAYOONIE
I DIDN'T EXPECT YOU TO GIVE ME AN ANSWER

SUGAYOONIE
point taken though.

SUGAYOONIE
not like i thought jk could top but

SUGAYOONIE
ANYWAYS

SUGAYOONIE
talk to me

JINSEOKJEON
he doesn't know how to be serious

JINSEOKJEON
jungkook

JINSEOKJEON
i love him but it's like he's a child

JINSEOKJEON
sometimes i feel like i'm the one taking care of him

JINSEOKJEON
and i shouldn't be feeling like that, you know? because we're partners

JINSEOKJEON
i'm not his dad

JINSEOKJEON
we just lead very different lifestyles

JINSEOKJEON
and i know i shouldn't be thinking too far into the future

JINSEOKJEON
but i don't know if i can see myself with him long term

JINSEOKJEON
this is just very confusing to me

JINSEOKJEON
like i got bothered by him complimenting jimin! i never get annoyed when he talks about other people

JINSEOKJEON
i know he never means it

SUGAYOONIE
then why'd you get mad?

JINSEOKJEON
i don't know

JINSEOKJEON
i think this was a long time coming tho

JINSEOKJEON
and then i found something that i could argue over

JINSEOKJEON
so i acted on it

JINSEOKJEON
and now we're here

SUGAYOONIE
the home is jungkook free by the way

JINSEOKJEON
i thought so

JINSEOKJEON
i feel like shit

JINSEOKJEON
he doesn't deserve any of this

JINSEOKJEON
but even though we still align so well

JINSEOKJEON
we're still in two different places

JINSEOKJEON
i mean, we're four years apart

JINSEOKJEON
i've lived my twenties, he's only starting

JINSEOKJEON
adulting wise, we aren't the same 

JINSEOKJEON
maybe it's just getting to me

SUGAYOONIE
have you tried talking it out with jungkook?

SUGAYOONIE
he probably has no idea you feel like this

SUGAYOONIE
if you don't feel like you can have a future with him then you should really discuss things with him

SUGAYOONIE
i can't tell you anything but we all see how you are with him. you love him. he loves you.

SUGAYOONIE
sounds more like commitment issues to me if i'm being honest

JINSEOKJEON
eye-

JINSEOKJEON
i don't have commitment issues

JINSEOKJEON
that's not the problem here

SUGAYOONIE
that's what it's sounding like to me 🥱

JINSEOKJEON
you and hoseok's relationships or whatever you guys have going on right now is not what jungkook and i got going on

JINSEOKJEON
hoseok is the embodiment of commitment issues. he literally left you lol

SUGAYOONIE
that's kinda harsh, sir 😔

JINSEOKJEON
it's the truth

JINSEOKJEON
look, i do love jungkook, more than i could ever love anyone else

JINSEOKJEON
but love doesn't magically fix stuff in the real world

JINSEOKJEON
the world's harsh

JINSEOKJEON
and i can't just rely on love to get me through stuff

JINSEOKJEON
i mean, look at how you turned out

JINSEOKJEON
love only caused you misery

SUGAYOONIE
wow seokjin, do you have to come at me to justify yourself ? 

SUGAYOONIE
that's kinda messed up 😪

JINSEOKJEON
sorry

JINSEOKJEON
i just want some space to myself 

JINSEOKJEON
but these feelings, they aren't nice

SUGAYOONIE
what if you talk to hoseok about it ?

JINSEOKJEON
you think he'd help me ?

SUGAYOONIE
well you keep comparing our situation

JINSEOKJEON
he doesn't even know how to help himself. 

JINSEOKJEON
he's a literal child

SUGAYOONIE
like jungkook ?

JINSEOKJEON
eye-

SUGAYOONIE
exactly go talk to him

JINSEOKJEON
jungkook's probably with him

SUGAYOONIE
okay he won't snitch on you

JINSEOKJEON
maybe

JINSEOKJEON
you think i trust hoseok enough to not let jungkook in on our conversation?

SUGAYOONIE
stop making excuses

SUGAYOONIE
i'm letting him know right now that you two are going to text

SUGAYOONIE
he can help you, i know it

JINSEOKJEON
sigh

JINSEOKJEON
i hate you fr fr

JINSEOKJEON
but thanks i guess

SUGAYOONIE
for making sure you don't yeet away from your relationship ? a couple more minutes and you would have probably done the same thing hoseok did to me

JINSEOKJEON
we aren't the same

JINSEOKJEON
i wouldn't have done that

SUGAYOONIE
hm

JINSEOKJEON
really

JINSEOKJEON
i wouldn't

JINSEOKJEON
but thanks for the talk or wtv

JINSEOKJEON
i'll talk to you at dinner

SUGAYOONIE
let me know how it goes with hoseok ❤️

JINSEOKJEON
tell me that you didn't use the heart as an excuse to put a heart next to hoseok's name 😐

SUGAYOONIE
bye 🥰🥰

JINSEOKJEON
YOONGI 

a/n: anyways, top jin supremacy i do not make the rules here. will accept no criticism 🙄✋🏻

y'all i almost had a heart attack today like i thought that wattshit had erased my progress in this chapter and then i went to the revision history on my laptop and managed to retrieve my progress i was about to scream I WAS SO UPSETTTTT YOU CAN ASK ALASKA LIKE :((((

so i was going to finish mister runaway this month (it's the 28th already), BUT i'm going to be busy as hell this last month of school, AND i'm planning on releasing babyboy in may which means i need to come up with new users and all that fun stuff for that universe so i need more time with that. 

so either updates will be more spaced out, or i add more chapters. if i finish this by the end of april/ beg of may, it'll align with my schedule. we shall see what we do (probably the second one tbh).

thanks for reading !