"Mommy its bitter!" Jisung pouted at his beautiful mother.

"Now who is my hero?" Jaemin pinched Jisungs nose.

"Jisung Hyung." Jasmin giggled.

"Who is going save Mommy from Monsters!" Jaemin gasped making Jisung drink his medicine.

"Jisung!!" The sick boy giggled.

"Who is going to make Mommy cry?" Jaemin pouted.

"Jasmin. She never listens!" Jisung hugged Jaemins neck.

Jaemin sighed, running his fingers over the constant cuts on the poor boys chest. Oh why on earth did his baby Jisung have to have a hole in his heart. Planting a soft kiss on the wounded chest he waved at his children running to the hospital gardens. It was a saturday, no school and Jaemin only had half a days work. Phaelyn seemed pretty off that day so Jaemin was lonely. Donghyuck was caught not having his vitamins and was punished. Jaemin sighed, What was he even doing with his life? Lost between two men. His head hurt so much sometimes he thought he had a tumor.

On Jeno's case, the boy was a mess, he had and still loved the red haired, If not for his father he would have happily accepted Jaemin and his twins. The man threatened to ruin the boys life If Jeno ever accepted him. He had no choice but to tell his boyfriend to kill their blessings. Jaemin left for years, even after Mr Lee died Jeno looked for Jaemin. But Mark wiped out all evidence off the children to protect his little brother in law. He hated Lucas around his boy, he hated his children calling another man Daddy.

"Guys I need to leave for China." Lucas told the four friends he had always been with. Jaemin, Donghyuck, Phaelyn and Mark.

"What? Why? No you cant." Jaemin was the only boy in such a mess there.

"For how long big guy?" Phaelyn smiled sadly.

"Maybe a couple of years. My Mom wants me to marry some girl who is my distant relative too." Lucas chuckled.

"When are you coming back?" Mark asked carrying Jasmin.

"I dont know." Lucas seemed so casual. Well he knew Jaemin still loved Jeno, being in love with him would only hurt.

"You cant leave Jessica." Donghyuck hugged Jisung like a plushie.

"Oh he has all of you. I leave in three months. No worries we can make lot of memories." Lucas dramatically made a fake cry getting punched playfully by Phaelyn.

Jaemins heart just shattered, No he wasnt in love with Lucas. But then why did it shatter so much? Lucas was his knight in shinning armor. Was he using him? Too much? Jaemin couldnt forgive Jeno no matter what the reason was, he needs to pay the price of ruining his life.

"Jaemin I love you." Jeno whispered before him. Jaemin looked up and saw Jeno with a pained expression.

"T-Then w-why did you leave?" Jaemins voice a mere whisper of a broken soul.

"I.....I had no choice. Father threatened me that he would hurt you. So..So I told you to abort them. I thought that was the best decision I could make." Jeno pleaded coming closer to Jaemin who only ran away from the black head.

"Lucas why are you leaving?" Jaemin followed Lucas like kitten.

"My Mom wants me to get married and settle down in China. Since I'm alone." The giant continued to cook dinner.

"B-But you love me." Jaemin whispered his kids trailing behind.

"I promised myself that one day when you find the right one I'd leave." Lucas smiled down at the gorgeous boy and his twins.

"I still havent!!" Jaemin hung on Lucas's muscular arm.

"Jess you love Jeno. As time goes by things would fall into place. Dont worry." The Chinese chuckled at the boy who was acting like a baby.

"Lucas!!" Jaemin glared at the taller.

"I'm 28 Jess. My mother wants grand kids." Lucas giggled.

"Lucas......" Jaemins arms held the olders chest tightly as he blacked out on him within seconds Jisung fell flat on the ground.

"Jess!! Jisung!!" Lucas shook them both but they were unconcious. Jasmin started crying and Lucas called Mark.

Mother and child were taken to the hospital as Jasmin was left with her pregnant aunt. Donghyuck was crying for Jaemin was all he had left of a blood relation. True he had Mark and little Sarang was growing but Jaemin was his brother. Lucas fussed over Jisung, his heart was acting up again, Jaemin had faintedvat the same time Jisung had fainted. Perhaps a telepathy kind of wave.

"Is Mommy and Hyung okay?" Jasmin asked Mark.

"Of course they are sweetheart." Mark patted his neice. He wasnt sure if they were. Maybe Jaemin was but little Jisung was suffering.

Jeno ran down after hearing the news, he watch Jisung ladened with machines. Jaemin on the other side was still motionless.

"Save them please." Jeno pleaded Lucas. "Save Jaemin and my son." The black haired put his hands together. Lucas felt a pang on his heart, true they werent his children anyway.

"Sir. We are working on it." Lucas patted the Deens shoulder and left.

When Jaemin woke up he avoided evryones gaze searching for his twins. When the girl was placed on his lap he hugged her tight knowing Jisung was sick. Jeno hugged him tightly making Donghyuck and Mark gasp.

"Are you okay?" Jeno cupped Jaemins cheeks as a tear rolled down his cheek.

"Y-Yes." Jaemin whispered not realizing what happened next. Jeno pressed his lips on Jaemins. The younger stiftened up, a feeling of painful nostalgia hitting him hard.

"Uhh guys Jisung.....Ohh sorry." Lucas came in at the wrong timing. Seeing Jaemin and Jeno kiss snapped his heart into two. Jaemin was closing his eyes but when he heard Lucas he pushed Jeno away.

"Phae g-give these reports to Jess. I need to check on Jisung." Lucas was shaking as he walked out into his cabin.

He knew he shouldnt cry, but he did. Jaemin was never his to start with. Why did he catch feelings for him? He drew in a shaky breath as he checked on Jisung and was about to drive home when.

"Lucas wait!! Daddy dont leave without us!" Two voices ran after him.

"Uhhh sorry Jess. My Moms home now. I-I think you should rest. Bye Princess!" Lucas got down on his knees as he kissed Jasmin on the cheek and left.

"Lucas!" Jaemin was crying. What had he done! He had never seen Lucas so.........so broken.