Park Seonghwa

The eldest never imagined for any of this to happen. Yeosang, he could smell him from the very room that he is staying in.

He kept seeing Yeosang, he could still feel his warm hugs, hear his sarcastic remarks, he could still remember the Vlives they used to share with.

Seonghwa cradled on the bed, wishing he could have the younger back beside him. He miss him so much.

After they reviewed the footage, their manager gave them food before leaving them in the dorm.

Seonghwa could still remember the cold breakfast they left, worried only for Yeosang.

It killed him, seeing the empty seat, seeing the broken look of everyone, seeing his prepared meal go cold, waiting for him to eat it.

He could feel his hot tears fall down from his eyes. He tightly held the pillow that he and Yeosang always end up having a fight with. How could he face the public without him? He couldn't even imagine performing their comeback without him.

He sobbed loudly into the pillow, slightly stifling his loud noises. Yet, it went heard.

"Hyung..." San held Seonghwa with Shiber in his hands.

"I miss him San... I miss him..." San sobbed quietly and held Seonghwa tightly.

"I know... I know Hyung... We all miss him..." Both of them cried themselves to sleep. Hugging each other tightly, wishing that everything is just a nightmare that they have to wake up to.

It was in the middle of the night, Seonghwa stirred in his sleep. San slightly woke up, he couldn't feel his Shiber near him so he sat up to open the lights.

He looked down to see Wooyoung down in the floor, holding Shiber tightly in his arms. Tear-stained face, San felt heartbroken.

"San...?" Seonghwa voiced out, seeing the deep frown from San's face. He followed his eyes and it settled on a figure down on the floor.

"I don't want to see the members like this... I want to see if Yeosang is okay?!" San broke down. "I want to see everyone smiling the way we used to do before! I.. I..." Seonghwa wrapped him in a hug, Wooyoung tilted his head, signifying his awake state.

"Sannie... " Wooyoung crawled towards San and settled down beside him. "We can get through this." Wooyoung's voice quiver in sadness, they all just want their Yeosang back. They just want to see the grinning face staring back at them.

"I... I... Just want to see everyone happy... "

Yeosang... Why... You should be here... With them... I miss you...

Seonghwa stared at a picture frame with the 8 of them as he closes his eyes.

Please... Please... Come back...