[Post #4: February 6, 2020]

Today might race for one of the worst days in my entire life. I knew my friends would get back at me for what I did, but I didn't expect them to stoop so low.

I admittedly blindsided Seo Hyoseon, rejecting her idea and then coming up with something similar.

I accepted to go on a date with Wang Yeonhee's ex boyfriend and even took a nice gift from him, which I'm going to return as soon as possible. I don't deserve it.

Two days after that, I accepted an invitation to go clubbing with In Donggyun. Needless to say, we had a lot of fun and even got drunk together.

Of course, after that, I was a slut and an attention seeker for my friends. I couldn't deny that, so I just took the accusations in silence, admitted fault and learned to cope with the consequences.

Now, I'm going to do one last thing I promised I'd do, since it's on my bucket list, and then I'll be able to grant everyone's wish to see me dead.