Dedicated to rain_loves_pizza_tw

A/n Please listen to the song in the multimedia section. It makes the chapter better and emphasizes it.

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Chapter 3

Paisley POV_*

I walked into the room in silence with the red rose in my hand.

I watched as Jayden's coffin was gently placed on a table with two light stands next to each side.

His mom walked in and I gasped.

"Ms. Carter"

Her usual kind gray eyes were dull and stormy. Her wavy light brown hair in a low ponytail.
Her fair skin looked very pale.

My mom ran to her side and hugged her.

Jaydens mom and my mom were high school best friends. So when they found out we were dating they freaked out. They already had a ship name. They always knew we would date. They were happy for us.

She turned to me.

"Paisley. Im so happy that you and Jayden were close friends. Im glad you guys developed feelings for each other. Im grateful because you were the main reason why he smiled genuinely.But now I dont know what im going to do. He was my pride and joy."

And with those words I bursted into tears. I hugged my mom and Jaydens mom.

"Im so sorry" I said barely above a whisper.

We parted and she looked into my eyes and smiled.

I saw Jaydens eyes in hers.

I took me every ounce of my strength to hold in the tears.

I turned and slowly walked to Jaydens coffin . He laid there lifeless.

He had lost the rosy color of his cheeks and the color of his lips.

I touched his face and shivered.
He was as cold as ice. I felt a tear come loose and fall on his white suit in which he was going to get buried in. I wiped the tear dry and as I was drying it, I felt something in his suit pocket.

I reached in his pocket and pulled out a note with a bracelet connected to a charm and a friendship bracelet .

I opened it and read it.

7/12
Real

I thought for a moment.
Is this real?
This warmth inside me.
Such an exotic feeling.

I think back and realize it was you.
It was you why I feel this way.
This feeling I hadn't felt in so long.
You were there always.
Helping me.
Comforting me.
Loving me.

I think back to those past 14 years.
You.
It was all you.
You made me smile
You made me laugh
You made me feel free and loved.

You were my light in my darkest hour.
My anchor that kept me safe from a storm of anger sadness and defeat.

I think to those past 14 years.
Were they worth it?
Were they amazing?
Were they special?

Then I realized they were.
Because of you, they were the best years of my life.
Because of you Paisley, I know what happiness is.

And it is real.
You and me forever I promise.
-Jayden <3

I stood there paralyzed
He wrote this 3 days before the accident which was 7/15 then I was out 4 days which was till 7/19 and the funeral was 2 days after which was 7/21. All this happened 3 weeks before our 3 year anniversary.

I broke out into a sob and I hugged Jaydens body.

I looked at his face.

'You were my happiness too. You made me happy. You made me smile. And I absolutely love you for that. I need you. After 10 years we fell in love. We were together for 2 years and 9 months.They were the best 2 years and 9 months of my life. You were the light in my darkest hour too. Im happy I have known you my entire life. I will always love you. Together forever. You will always be in my heart. I promise. I will never forget you.'

And with that I kissed him and put on him our friendship bracelet from when we were 7 and looked at our couple charm.

I took his couple charm and mine connected together.

They connected into a key and a heart.

I had the key and he had the heart.

He gave it to me on our one year anniversary.

It had a picture of us together when we were 5 in the beach sitting on the sand holding hands and smiling at each other during a sunset.

And underneath was a picture of us when we were 15 and first started dating sitting in the same position only kissing.

________Flashback*________

"Dont worry about where we are going ok? Just wait."

"But Jayden!!! You know I hate surprises."

"Oh well. You are going to have to deal with it."

I rolled my eyes at him. It was our one year anniversary and he was taking me somewhere.

I stopped and looked around.

We were at the beach. I turned to Jayden

"What are we doing here?"

I gotta give you something. But first we have to take a picture together.

I looked behind us and say a professional photographer behind us and I turned to Jayden again.

I grinned.

"You are such a sweetheart.
How shall we take the picture sir?"
I asked him.

He pulled out a picture from his pocket.

"Like this."

He handed me the picture and I looked at it and blushed.

The picture we took as 5 year Olds sitting in the sun set looking at each other holding hands and smiling at each other.

I looked at it. I love this picture of us.

"Jayden im gonna punch you. You made me blush."

He chuckled and put his hands on my lower back and pulled me towards him with his forehead resting on mine.

"I hope you dont cause I dont wanna take a picture with a broken nose and bruised eye.
My face is too gorgeous."

I rolled my eyes and gently kissed him.

"You know you are lucky I love you or I would have already punched you for lying to yourself about your face"

"Sassy much?"

"Yes in fact I speak fluent Sarcasm."

"I know with all the smart ass remarks that come out of your mouth."

"You love me."

"Yes I do."

He took my hand and we sat down on the sand. I smiled at him and he smiled at me showing his dimples. They are so cute! !!! His hand in my hand.His gray eyes sparking in the sunlight.

"I love you Paisley."

"I love you more Jayden."

And with that we leaned in and kissed. The camera flashes and the picture came out perfect.

Jayden excused himself and went the photographer.

He came back 5 mins later

"Paisley. I love you with a my heart. You are the sunlight to the darkness of my past. You have always been there since we were 3. Im glad we are together. So I got you something that symbolizes that you are the only girl I love. You hold the key to my heart."

He showed me a charm that was on the shape of a key. I opened the charm and it showed the picture we just took and the picture from 10 years ago when we were 5.

He had the same but in a heart.

I looked at him and cried.

"Jayden you are the best person in the world. I love you too."

__________End Of Flashback*_____

I smiled. I put his couple charm back on his wrist next to our friendship bracelet and mines back on my chain which I had connected to our friendship bracelet.

I stood there for another few seconds before kissing him again and I placed the rose in his hand.

Then I turned and ran out of the funeral home sobbing my eyes out.

My mom looked at me and I stopped urged her with my eyes not to follow me hoping she would understand .

She looked at me and nodded smiling sadly.

I sobbed louder when I got outside and ran as fast as I could hugging myself wishing I had Jaydens arms wrapped around me.

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This chapter is dedicated to my best friend rain_loves_pizza_tw because She is one of the best friends I have ever had and cause she was so nice to dedicate her book FADED FEELINGS to me *wipes fake tears from face* Thanks man it means so much to me especially since its BTS fanfic god she knows me so well. GUYS ITS A GOOD BOOK YOU SHOULD READ IT!!!

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