"Y...you killed whom?" I asked being concerned for her

"Chandrachoor...I gave him what he deserved but dada I can't stay alive with the truth that my body is no more mine...I can't" she said while crying

"Bondita you can't kill yourself...you can't, you know there are alot of girls who get raped everyday and only few of them tries to give the culprits punishment but...but in the end the culprits get released and the girls...the society doesn't allow the girl to live alive and in the end they have no other option then killing themselves"

I said with teary eyes

"Why dada? Why? Why always girls have to suffer? Why always girls are blamed for the mistakes she never did? Why doesn't anyone blame boys? Why?" She asked

"Because that's the reality of the society bondita, no matter how much everyone develops their thoughts will always stay orthodox only.

But what you did is not wrong, people like them deserve to die, why should a girl get punished for the crime she didn't do? But you know not everyone is as strong as you, not everyone can fight like you...but you can I said looking into her eyes

You can give them the punishment they deserve, can't you?" I asked

"I can dada...I can, if anyone tried to do wrong with girls then I won't leave them alive. You remember thakuma used to say that thodi baat thodi laat, tabhi samjhe aurat jaat...

Now I will say Thodi baat thodi laat, tabhi samjhe yeh mardon ki jaat..."

She replied with the fire in her eyes

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Flashback ends:

"That day I told her all this so that I could stop her from killing herself but I never thought that she will take my words so seriously and do exactly what I said.

I know her way of punishment is wrong but according to what they do it's absolutely correct.

The day I got to know that you are coming back to India for bondita, I got to see a new hope inside you. I thought maybe you can bring my old bondita back to me but I was wrong you didn't even understand her...how will you bring my sister back?

No one can imagine how much pain she had to tolerate all this year"

He said before leaving disappointingly

Anirudh sat down in couch while suarabh sat beside him.

Never in his life he thought that his bondita had to suffer from so much pain in absence of him. He blaming himself for not being with her in that moment.

Author's note:

You know whenever I used to think about molestation and rapes, the only question which used to occur in my mind was it shouldn't have but what if something like this happened with me?

What if someone raped me? What would I do after that?

The answer used to me kill...

Kill or die...marro ya marr jao...

I would have definitely killed the person and then killed myself not because what they did not because of the fear of going to jail.

I would kill myself because I always wanted that my life, my future, my virginity, my love, my name, my everything will be only of one person.

I always wanted that after my father my name should connect with only one person's name. I don't like people saying that this is your second one, this your third one...

I want to introduce my man as my first and the last even if I am not his first.

I never came in relationship with anyone, yeah I do have crushes, I once had a attraction too but that was one sided but I never loved anyone because I never found the man who could give the peace I want.

So I stopped finding peace now because I found my peace in myself only.

I would kill myself because my first will be gone, my oath, my promise will get broken. And if I am lucky enough to be saved then I would start killing all the rapists.

And the idea of the story came from all these thoughts of mine.

Well it was a boring note I know don't worry I am done with my pravachan🙂

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