I laid on my side in bed with Robbie's arm wrapped around me. His chest was pressed into my back with his legs inter-woven with mine. After everything that happened tonight though, I was having a hard time falling asleep. There was one thought weighing heavily on my mind. It was actually the same thing that Jess had mentioned when we talked earlier on the phone. I started to run my fingers through the hairs on the arm that was wrapped around my stomach, hoping that he hadn't fallen asleep yet. I knew that Robbie was still awake when his grip tightened around my stomach.

"Robbie?"

"Yeah, Tyler."

"I'm worried."

He asked, "About what babe?"

"Well, um, when the time comes. Fuck, what if I can't do it?"

"Tyler, everything will be fine. We'll take it one step at a time."

I rolled over until I was lying on my back with his arm still wrapped around my stomach. I knew that he wouldn't push anything on me, but I couldn't marry him without knowing that I could truly make him happy.

"Tyler, I'll be perfectly fine either way. Even if you did end up being the top in our relationship. I'm happy just being with you."

I rolled myself again, this time facing him. His naked torso was pressed against the front of mine and his arm was now wrapped around my back. I kissed his lips as my hand slid down his torso until it stopped on his hip.

"No, I couldn't be happy unless I knew that I could please you too."

"Tyler, it's late, we can talk about this more tomorrow."

"Robbie, I have never wanted something more in my life."

Robbie rolled over on top of me and hovered over me, supporting his upper body on his elbows. The tip of his nose was brushing against mine and our lips were just mere inches away from each other. The lower half of his torso was pressed against me. The dim light coming through the window was enough to see the expression on his face. It was full of lust and it turned me on even more knowing that I was the reason for it. As he pressed himself into my abdomen, I started to freak out again.

"Robbie, what if it hurts?"

Robbie sighed, "Tyler, we've had this conversation before. I would never do anything that hurt you or anything that you weren't comfortable doing. Maybe we should wait."

Instead of answering, I locked my lips back onto his. After kissing me for a while, he broke off the kiss and rolled to the other side of the bed. Robbie turned on the lamp and I heard him get something out of the end table. Robbie slid back over to me and resumed the position that he was in prior. The small lamp just cast enough into the room to be able to make out the features of his body.

As our lip lock continued, he slid partly off me still resting part of his body on mine. I'm not sure how he managed to do it, but his fingers slid between my legs. His slick digits started to work themselves into me. He had done this to me once before, and it felt strangely amazing. I spread my legs more to give him easier access. Robbie didn't waste any time working further into me. Slowly, he started kissing his way down my neck and shoulders. Once he reached my chest, his mouth worked across my chest to my nipple. Robbie's mouth was driving me absolutely insane as he continued to the other side of my chest.

After finishing his oral assault on my other nipple, he continued his way down my chest. When Robbie reached my belly button, he let his tongue linger there causing my back to arch off the bed. He pushed my stomach back down and followed my happy trail south. His tongue swirled around the head before the rest disappeared into his mouth. Robbie had gone down on me before and it was incredible every time. He was definitely better than any woman that I had been with. It took all the self-control that I had not to bust right now.

Robbie stopped just in time and moved up my chest again. As he slid up my chest, his fingers slid out of me. His hands grabbed my legs at the base of my thighs and pulled my legs up with him. I knew at that point that the moment of truth was soon approaching. I held my breath as Robbie's head hovered over mine again and I felt him press against me. When his lips connected with mine again, my tension melted away. His eyes stayed locked on mine as he started to push into me. As he pushed against my entrance, my head pushed back into the pillow, breaking off the kiss.

Robbie looked at me and said, "Are you okay?"

"No, I mean yes. Don't stop, just keep going."

The cocky grin that I have come to love reappeared on his face. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and the rest of his length slowly slid into me. He was taking my virginity back there and I was glad that he was the one taking it. I wasn't going to lie, at first it was extremely uncomfortable. However, after I adjusted to him being in me, Robbie felt amazing inside me. Once I started kissing the man that I loved again, he started to rock his hips in and out of me. The sensation was like what his fingers did to me times ten. Never in a million years would I have thought that making love with a guy could feel good.

As I moaned into his open mouth, I dug my fingers into his back. Robbie kept his pace the same though, making love to me nice and slow. This was definitely the most erotic situation that I had experienced up to this point in my life. His torso was starting to sweat as his chest rubbed against mine. The feeling that was taking over my body was absolutely insane. Robbie was pushing me close to the edge and I wanted to go over it with him. I slid my hand around his side and started to work it in between our stomachs. Just as my fingers slid between our skin, Robbie reached down and grabbed my wrist. This was the first time that he had grabbed my wrist since the night that our fates became intertwined. I was both terrified and turned on even more at the same time. His movements stopped as he lifted his head away from mine and looked directly into my eyes. Slowly, I felt his length slide out of me. I immediately missed having him inside of me.

Robbie said, "Not yet babe, it's your turn."

"What... no... I couldn't possibly. What if I..."

Robbie cut me off by placing his lips on mine. I wasn't complaining, but I was genuinely worried that I couldn't live up to his expectations. He had done this before. As to where this was all new territory to me. He kept his lips locked on mine as his torso slid up mine. Holding himself up with one arm, he somehow managed to lube me up with the other one. Robbie held me in place as he slowly slid down me. The feeling of being inside him was nothing like I had imagined. He was so hot and tight, I could actually feel him wrapped around my shaft. If this was how I felt like to him, he had to have been in heaven.

Robbie moved his mouth to my ear as he started riding me. Him nibbling on my earlobe was only driving me even crazier. My head pushed back into the pillow as Robbie moaned into my ear. He started to ride me even faster, slamming himself down onto me. I was close before he started riding me and now it was taking all that I had to hold back. Robbie's mouth moved back to mine as his ass slammed down onto my groin. His blue eyes opened and looked directly into my brown ones. Robbie started moaning into my mouth while his tongue was inter-wound with mine. I could feel him start to shoot his load between us, coating both of our torsos with his seed. His hole tightened around me with each of his spasms. Any self-control I had left disappeared as I started to shoot inside him.

After our orgasms subsided, Robbie broke off the kiss and lifted his head up from mine. "Well, how was it?"

Without responding, I grabbed the back of his head and pulled him back in for another kiss. My hand slid down his sweaty back and held him tight against me. I stopped kissing him and said, "That was absolutely amazing. I'm glad that my first time with a man was with you."

"I love you, Tyler."

"I love you too, Robbie. Now and forever."

Robbie gave me another quick peck on the lips before lifting his body off me. I immediately missed him on top of me and the feeling of being inside him. However, both of us were a mess and needed to rinse off. Robbie got out of bed and headed toward the bathroom with me following right behind him. After he got the shower started, I joined him inside the stall. As the hot spray washed our fluids off us, we took turns soaping each other up. We had showered together before, however, it is so much more intimate now. Giving all of myself to the man that I loved had finally broken the last barrier between us.

As our hands roamed over each other's bodies in the shower, I thought about the choice that I had made. Yes, deciding to enter a relationship with a guy was a life-altering decision. After experiencing everything that it entailed, I didn't see where the sex of my significant other mattered. This was the person that I fell in love with. This was the person I that was going to give my heart too. And, this was the person that I would hopefully spend the rest of my life with.