To-get-her

My condolences to this last breath of deaths to move on
The beating of your harsh love had my heart going on
Didn't know the rust on the rings would come soon enough
Perhaps it's because I used and loved them a little too much

How slow must a love die, when you realise, the ending begun from the beginning?
Was our falling like raindrops on the funeral, really the starting?
Just like the now that changes in time, you changed while staying the same
Like the undoing of a tapestry, a different mess in the same threading

The love I look through tear brimmed eyes, is what I picture vividly the most,
What I thought was once found is still lost in the middle of this chaos
How could I ever forget you when you were supposed to be a memory?
Past was always unchangeable just like your words in my fate's summary

Waiting works for things running away, for it to round back
Our fingers could only touch but never hold each other, in the aftermath
And leading on was the only response, as if an artwork of abstracts
Now that I know, the ellipsis to my questions would've better than all that

Ending up as a romantic rival instead of being the lover
In the end, loving meant only to get her instead of being together