Plz read the huge bold section below this. Plz. 

K, u probably wont even read this, but im going to do this anyway. *cracks knuckles*

Lately, I have been having some problems due to my fangirly ness. And its not just like i can stop being a fangirl, it doesnt work like that, yall know that. 

My friends have been getting sick of me constantly talking, admiring, and obsessing with my ships. They've started judging me (even though i think that they dint realize it.) about my ships, and suddenly, i've been starting to feel really alone. They are no longer my friends whom i can laugh and cry with. And i think that's partially my fault. 

My family has been telling me that im spending too much time staring at a screen, and im ignoring my schoolwork. I know for sure that's not true, becuase I always finished my work before i watch anime, go on wattpad, etc. they are also telling me im anti social, which i dont know what to say about.

I guess internet friends can help, but they cant be there all the time. I dont know what to do.  I LOVE BEING A FANGIRL AND TREASURE EVERY MOMENT OF MY FANGIRL LIFE!!! But i could really use some support from you guys now. I just...idk, I guess i just can't even. 

Please reply. I'm starting to worry. 😥