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The silence was enough to consume him.

Sometimes the quiet was violent.

Every single thought of her, killed him.

He remembered that day very well.

He remembered hearing her last breath, before she died. He remembered screaming on the top of his lungs. Letting out every single tear. He saw the beautiful light reveal his shy classmate who sat behind him in class, who would always stuttered around him.

It was the worst day of his life.

"I promised I would always protect you, but you didn't had anyone to protect you from me," he whispered.

Now it's been seven months since her death. He was not the same Adrien Agreste that everyone once knew. He didn't had that light in his eyes that he once had. He later returned Plagg to Master Fu saying, "You need to choose a better Chat Noir," and just left.

He pushed away everyone in his life, and didn't even bother to show up to school. He didn't care what happened to him. He wasn't scared of death anymore. Nino and Alya stopped trying on the third month.

He sat in silence.

He had thoughts about suicide.

Never had a good dream. Only nightmares. Watching her die in front of his eyes every night.

He remembered their last fight, and it was against Hawkmoth.

-----Flashback

"I can't believe that Hawkmoth was you Gabriel. NO WONDER YOU WEREN'T A GOOD FATHER!"

"You were the son of the devil anyways. Someday, you'll become like me," he said with a grin.

"CATACLYSM!" Chat yelled. He ran towards his chest.

"DON'T DO IT CHAT!" Screamed his partner.

He placed his hand on what he thought was Hawkmoths chest, but it wasn't.
Ladybug jumped in front of the man who terrorized the civilians of Paris.

She instantly fell to the ground, while Chat stood there in shock.

He fell to his knees, "Why did you do it. Why did you jump in front of him," he cried.

She softly placed her hand on his cheek, "I c-couldn't let a-anyone die on my w-watch. I-i l-love y-you c-chaton. Mi-miraculous L-ladyb--"

He killed her.

Hawkmoth wasn't the man who ended her life, it was her best friend and partner.

-----Present

He headed to the kitchen to find the biggest knife.

A few tears ran down his cheek which he thought they were already used up.

"I love you too Buggaboo," just like that, he stabbed the knife into his heart.

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Sorry that it was a little bit rushed

You mad now?

I was heavily inspired by the song: Car Radio by TOP while writing this.

Since it was "Mess with your reader's mind week" *cough cough*
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I wanted to make you guys cry.

Also I'm slowly getting over my writers block so yea.