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Adrien's POV

"It's sad that my wife left me with that demon child. I would've already kicked him out already, but it would've ruined my reputation." I looked over to see my father talking on the phone.

Is that what he thinks about me? Tears begin to roll down my cheek. I quietly ran to my room. I had enough of this. I'm tired of my life. I just want to run away, but I know I can't do that. I can't run away from my problems. I looked at the night sky.

"Claws out!"

Tonight was colder than usual. My feelings overwhelmed me. I let out all the pain I been holding for years. This was my mental breakdown. I poured out my heart and soul into every single tear.

I saw a dark color butterfly coming towards me. Nononononono.
It vanish into my ring. I soon heard a voice in my head.

Chat Noir, join me by giving me Ladybug's Miraculous. I can help you with the pain and give you revenge on every one.

"Yes Hawkmoth."

Nothing changed about me besides my suit and eyes. My suit was the color white while my eyes was a golden yellow.

"Chat? Are you okay."
"I'm better than ever bugaboo."

----------------------------------------------Ladybugs POV

I headed towards me and Chat's meeting spot. It's where we usually start patrol together.

"Chat? Where are you?" I looked around to see where he is.
Weird...he never misses our patrol. He's always here on time.

I finally spotted him, "Chat? Are you okay?" He had a smirk on his face.
"I'm better than ever bugaboo."

This was not Chat.

"W-what happened to your suit?" I pointed my finger at him.
"I just got a upgrade. You like it?"
I shivered in fear. His presence was tense. I never thought I would be afraid of my own partner.

He's akumatized. That's the only explanation.

"Chat Noir, I'm not here to hurt you.....I wanna help."
He gave me a evil smirk, "I don't want your help. I just want your miraculous. It's Chat Blanc now."
I did the only thing I could in this situation.....I ran.

A white human- like cat appeared before me. "Stop running. It's useless." He said in a bored tone. "Chat, I don't want to fight you."
"You won't have to. Just give me your miraculous." I placed my hands on my ears protecting my earrings.

"Over my dead body."

He sigh, "You stupid girl. I'm faster, stronger, smarter than ever."
"You forgot one thing. I'm smarter." I spat back.

"What about the people you love? Don't you think they would be disappointed when they see you this way?!" He flinched for a second. His eyes turned green, but turned back to gold.

"I loved you, but you never gave me the time of day. I don't have a family. My friends don't even know me. I'm all alone, but that's fine. It would be easier to get rid of bugs like you." He hit my stomach with his baton. I gritted my teeth.

I don't want to hurt Chat in any way. "Lucky Charm!" I threw my yoyo in the air, but the object I feared most appeared in my hands. I ran towards a alleyway. I was finally trapped by Chat.

"D-don't d-do this Chat." I said weakly. I took a couple hits. I was in pain. I was in no position to fight.

     He stared at me with his golden eyes.

    There was no one to help. No where to run. No where to run.

     I looked around desperately trying to look for something that can get me out of my situation. Wait...my yoyo. Why didn't I think of this sooner. I grabbed my yoyo, but only to be snatched out of my hand. "I'm not scared to fight you. BECAUSE I'M GOING TO HELP YOU!" I screamed out. I ran towards him dodging his attacks. I grabbed his hand throwing him into the wall. The most unwanted sound came from my earrings.

"Beep"

Nononononononononono. Chat got up. He gave me a evil smirk. It's the end for me. No it's not. I still got time. I have to get out of here. I ran out of the alley into a opening, but a force pulled me back.

"Running away already?" The last beep of my earrings was heard.
"Now I'll finally find out who you are."
"I don't want you to find out like this. I wanted to wait to show you." Tears came out of my eyes. The first time that I cried in this battle.

I saw his eyes flickered from green to yellow. I knew that my Chat was fighting his imposter. My transformation undid itself. I saw Chats jaw drop but soon returned to its original position.

"This is interesting. Who knew that my lady was sitting behind me in class the whole time?" I stood quiet for a moment until I finally understood, "No..."
His grin turned into a frown, "You even reject me in my other form too. Prepare to

"Fine"

He had a disappointed face. Like he was expecting me to beg on his knees, or run. "It's funny really. I always loved both sides of you, but I'm going to die from your hands. I tried my best to ignore your affection. You already made me fell for you a long time ago, I tried not to show it. As both as Chat and Adrien. I didn't want to destroy our partnership because of my feelings. I never rejected you in the first place. I would rather die at your hands than anyone else." I said with a force smile. My head was staring at the ground. I kneeled down giving Chat a opening. I waited for the pain.

"CATACLYSM!"

This was it. I was going to die. I wanted to say one last thing before I go, "I-i love you." I grabbed my lucky charm item. "I'm sorry." I jabbed the knife in his arm. Tears came down running like a waterfall. "Spots on."

I grabbed Chat's ring, crushing it. A black butterfly came flying out. "Time to de-evilize." I said with a emotionless face. Everything healed....even Chat's wound.
I ran towards Chat. He no longer had gold eyes, but had his beautiful emerald green eyes. "I'm sorry." He said tearing up. "I-i never meant to hurt you. I-i w-want to p-protect y-you instead."
"Adrien..."
"DON'T COME NEAR ME! IM A MONSTER THAT ALMOST KILLED YOU." He screamed.
"But you didn't." I said in a soft whisper. I kneeled down, pulling him closer. "None of this was your fault. I didn't care that you could've killed me. I was worried for you. Also you're not the only one to protect the other at all cost. I will gladly give up my life for you." I said with a soft smile. I felt him jerk away from my grasp, "How could you easily forgive me just like that." He said with his head facing the floor.

"B-because...I.....l-love you." I hugged him. He continued sobbing about everything. At the end of it he said one sentence that made my heart jump up and down.

"I-i w-was afraid o-of you dying....b-because I-i...love you too."

A/N
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I won't be able to update next week due to a huge text that will happen next week and the week after next week. I'm super sorry. I won't be able to update that much till I'm finished with those test. I'm sorry

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