no, im not crying. its just i realized that majority of my school years included me crying

K, 1: none for some reason

2: i cried bc someone made fun of me and continued to cry almost every day for a week

3: im pretty sure i cried bc i was hit with a ball in the face

4: i cried bc we had some father's day project and my teacher went on and on about father's day and it made me cry bc my father died before i was born. at least i got to skip some minutes of school

5: ^^^

6: oh gosh there's a lot. 1) i cried bc i didnt understand how to divide decimals (i do now thankfully) and i was getting frustrated at myself bc im usually the kid in the class who knows everything and i knew my mom was gonna whoop my ass if i didn't get a 90% or higher and i got to skip at least 30 minutes of math that day.

2) i got a really bad score on an easy test only because im starting to have really bad memory and so i spent almost an hour crying after school. i feel bad for my long term sub that day.

3) my sucky ass sucks dick ex spit on me twice in under 5 minutes and so i just exploded with anger and i just felt so bad and felt like i needed to swallow pills or kill myself in some way because i felt disgusted with myself for being spat on and because i didn't feel good enough. at 1 pm when lunch ended i was still crying and asked my long term sub if i could call my mom to pick me up. i guess my sub felt bad for me and she let me go to the side of the school and i ended up taking a 3 hour long shower at home. yeah. my ex sucks dick and ass bc he sucks in general.

im gonna go and try to sleep now