so if you read most of the things that i updated (and if you didn't what are you doing)

you know i like an eighth grader

and while i was waiting in line to go grab a slushy (i have pe before lunch and i was sWEATING)

and my eighth grade friend melanie gets in line behind me

wait for it

wait a little longer

theres a surprise

wait

annnnddd

turns out melanie is friends with eighth grade crush girl!!!

and we both said hi and normal things

but then

oH BUT THEN

i turn around fully and i see crush girl

i fUCKING PANICKED

IVE NEVER BEEN CLOSER TO HER

she said that i was really pretty and cute and that she knows she gonna be really nice to me since im a sevy (a seventh grader)

and all three of us talked

and then she kind of said to melanie (but i heard it) "oh my girlfriend is over there or something"

hEART

FUCKING

BROKEN

first my cute seventh grade girl kinda crush kelsea likes me ex (i think)

and now i find out cute eighth grade crush girl has a girlfriend

so i get to the front of the line and melanie is buying stuff and girl crush is over in the side and i ask for her name

she says "oh my name is bree and yours is liv right???"

and i nod

i panicked inside because i forgot she asked someone yesterday to find out what my name was

and then when i finally got to order melanie was leaving and i never got to mention how gay i was to bree and now she thinks im straight

i fucking wanna die