yoongi.

The stench of the paint was less vile than the scent radiating off of men's room, but oddly enough it was easier to breathe in here. My body wasn't tense and my heart didn't ache in here like it did next to Jimin. I found comfort in leaning against the tile wall within a locked stall. However, guilt did try to knock on the doors of my heart, trying to sneak in along with the blood flowing in. The look on Jimin's face as I'd treated him like nothing coursed threw me.

A loud thud bounced off the walls as the door to the bathroom swung open. And just like other feelings, my relaxation died away quickly. A mixture of the guilt that's become a part of me and anxiety.

"Are you sure this is a good place to hide? It's too close to the office, isn't it? what if a student comes in?" A familiar voice rung in my ears through a hushed tone.

"of course it is, when I want to ditch I always come in here. It's almost always empty when classes are in session. Now kiss me" A deep voice spoke.

I held my breath as I peaked through the crack in the stall door. Doing my best to hold in a gasp as I watched the tall boy with the box smile hovering over none other than Jung Hoseok himself. Linking lips together. The taller boy wasting no time in slipping his tongue into Hoseok's mouth.

My hand found its way to my mouth as I turned around quickly, not wanting to watch another second of the two boys secret. Jaw clenching and eyes screwing shut when a crash and crack filled the room. Mentally beating myself up as I glanced down at my cracked phone on the floor.

"Someone in here- Y-you said nobody comes in here- oh god. how could you do this to me?" Hoseok whispered in distress.

"I didn't think anyone did- really, I'm sorry. Ba-"

"How could you try to out me like this?"

"N-no! no"

"You're a liar! why would you do this to me?" Hoseok's voice was followed by sniffles and a few whimpers as he let out some cries.  

Unable to take the complete bullshit coming from Hoseok's mouth yet again, I open the stall. Watching as Taehyung reached to comfort him, only to be shoved away harshly and angrily muttering "fuck off, don't touch me."

"oh boo hoo. I get that you're upset, but don't flip out just because he wanted to be with you- for who the hell even knows why. He seems to have genuinely thought nobody would come in or be here. I mean, its far from the classes and too close to the office to want to bother. Nobody wants to be questioned just for taking a shit, you know? In fact, it's a great hide out, so don't be angry with him for wanting somewhere he can be with you. If you can't stand the thought of being gay or caught with a guy and want to take it out on him when you are, then maybe you just aren't ready for a relationship at all. I understand that coming out of the closet being hard, but it's no reason to make the person you're with feel like shit." I spat a little more than I'd intended on doing.

The romantically confused boy dropped his head. Shoulders dropping as well.

"Im not in a closet. I'm not gay" He lied, leaving the box smiled boy to sigh, run his fingers through his hair, and calmly walked out. Leaving Hoseok to stare at the door with his glossy eyes and tear drop filled lashes.

"I've seen how he looks at you. I don't know if its with love, but it must be something close. He sits and adores all that you do. I don't even understand why. My first conversation with you was unpleasant and so is this one. You're lucky to have someone like him who's willing to take the time to understand and care for you. So what if you're gay, and so fucking what if boys wear skirts. If you like that guy even in the slightest, then you should go and apologize; because what if he's the best thing that could have happened to you, and you'd have never gotten the chance to know it." I lectured on, pointing towards the door as I talked down to the boy in front of me.

"I-I'm not trying to be a bad person" he spoke as his gaze cowards from mine.

"I never said you were"

"I'll go... I'll get Taehyung back." He said as made his way to the door. Keeping close to the wall and distant from me. "but one more thing..." He turned back to look at me once he reached the door.

"What now?" I sighed as I tilted my head.

"if this is such a great hide out, then what are you hiding out from?" his brows were furrowed as he clearly studied by blank expression.

"Just go get your boyfriend back"

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