❃TAEHYUNG❃

(A/N this first part of the chapter is like idk, a glimpse of the future?)

"taetaetaetaetae."

"what."

"how are you actually texting people?"

"can i not?"

"i'm worried, that's all."

"i don't need you to worry about me."

"i know you hate me, taehyung."

"then why don't you just leave?"

"because i also know why you hate me."

her answers never failed to surprise me but the moment those words escaped her lips, i knew she caught me in her ambush.

"taehyung."

"what is it."

"do you really think that what you have for me is hate?"

again. she has questioned the very things that i question myself.

"...it isn't?"

"that i can't decide."

"..."

"but i'll say one thing."

"huh?"

"she's still alive."

and just then, like a flash, she disappeared.

"i know." was all i said.

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(A/N okay so it gets more confusing from here onward. ik it's only like the fourth chapter but the plot will move fast along with the time and.. yeah. also note, that this is back in the present)

it was day 2 of my 'mission' and there was nothing as bewildering as the fact that people suddenly wanted to befriend me was. the first one to do so was a guy called Jungkook. If he had been around at the university all this time, i'm sure i didn't bother to look at him. he doesn't even stand out to begin with. (A/N now now, we all know that's not true, don't kill me. it's just how the tae in this book feels. okay? okay.)

two simple words were all he uttered.

"hi dude."

of course that led to instant dislike towards him. dude? what position is he in to refer to me so informally?

the people my age never failed to leave me in a disgruntled state. going to useless and fruitless measures to 'look cool', what was their point in life? then again i was in position to ask what they were doing with their lives when i, sure as hell, was wasting mine.

coming back to the jungkook guy. he was apparently the lady woo-er and the fittest guy in the university. totally not on my 'be friends' list.

he said he had a week. a week for something i really don't care about, but this guy is stubborn.

after several turns of ignoring and being rude, jungkook was still after me to talk to him. it was honestly annoying, how patient is this idiot?

the one thing out of many that truly bothered me was that he kept bringing up a certain lady and said she'll be disappointed in me if we don't become friends.

he somehow found my phone number and spammed me regularly about that i was making a huge mistake, that i'll lose her again. another weird thing about him. he seemed to know about my entire life somehow, which led me to believe that he was involved with the other six people who sent me those weird messages.

he was one of those people who were ready to beg to a person to get what they wanted. as if he had no self-esteem. wasn't he the popular guy? wouldn't his 'image' be damaged if he was found pleading to a hated guy like me to help him? sheesh, i think it was his plan to have another reason to hate me, because soon, he won't be the loved guy of the university, he'd be treated like me or worse. he'll be soon of those guys who'd try to ruin my life because i was the one who 'ruined' theirs, when they were the ones who brought it upon themselves.

did i mention i hate people like him? mae said that jungkook probably wasn't planning something against me, just needed my help and my friendship, but pft, she didn't have the slightest idea about the tricks and danger of this world.

nevertheless, i succeeded in ignoring jungkook until he answered one of my biggest question which also just happened to be my biggest weakness. the girl he mentioned was no other than her.

it was mae.

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