Ok, can someone please explain what the eff is going on?!

People are yapping about season 2, and gameplays of it, I've seen videos of people playing season 2, but it hasn't even come out yet! It's not even July 11th yet! What the frig?!?!

Ok, if any of you have SOMEHOW played season 2, please NO spoilers, at all. I don't even know HOW I'm going to play season 2. My Steam account has betrayed me, so I won't be able to get it on my computer, (at least not very soon) and I can't get it on my iPad, because it's too full with season 1, so I don't know. I'm struggling with writing my story lately, and trust me: I have a good explanation.

My mom's boyfriend has been suffering from headaches for 7 painful years, and these are not your normal headaches. They're WAY worse. Imagine being in constant pain every day of your life for 7 long years.

Recently, doctors found a tumor in his brain. It's sitting on his pituitary gland, overproducing a growth hormone. The doctors were so irrational though, and told my mom right to her face that it wasn't what was causing his pain. However, nothing else that may have been causing his headaches. I have no words.

Anyways, they still offered surgery, and he's getting it this Friday. I've been being optimistic about it, saying that his headaches will finally be gone, but my mom (who ironically always tells me to stop being so negative) was really stressed about it. I mean, I can understand why and all, but it's just been stressing me out as well. My mom's been coming home crying lately, and it's just been passed on to me. I honestly don't know what to do, and so far, this summer has SUCKED. I am in no way exited for the rest of this week, next week, etc. At least he's getting the surgery, though.

There are some things that are just putting me under a lot of stress. My life is not exiting at all. Even worse, I live in the worst province in Canada. If Canada had a body, the province I live in would be the Butt. I spend most of my time watching movies and reading books. I absolutely hate when people have to remind me that it's not real. I don't understand how people can love their lives so much, and I'm sitting in the background wondering what's wrong with me. I always sit alone in my room, and eventually, I just got lonely in there. Not to make myself look like a victim or anything, but I'm pretty convinced I've gone mad XD

And now I can't even think of movies without remembering my sucky life.
People always call me a drama queen and say that my life is perfect. I agree that I'm lucky to have a roof over my head, and food, and all that, but that's not why I hate everything so much. I hate everything because people just... Don't make sense.

People treat me like a toy, and I HATE it. Imagine having a crush on someone for example, and then finally telling them you love them, but NOT asking them out. They flirt with you, give you subtle hints that they like you back, and everything is perfect,

And then just 2 days later, he goes out with someone else. That, my friends, is toying with people's emotions. It hurts them. You're building them up just do you can bring them down again! Like, why didn't they just say they weren't interested?!

People do this to me all the time, and don't even apologize. Instead, I get blamed. I'm just pointing out that I'm not a drama queen, and I'm not exaggerating.

That's enough ranting and opening up for now. I just wanted to explain why updates were slow and why I didn't really seem like myself lately. Venting out my frustration always seems to make me feel better :)

Bye! Don't get infected with ebola!

Toodles!
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(PS: Sorry if the ebola offended you. I was trying to be funny...)