Hey I'm back

Yes

After all this time I've came back its been who knows how long since I've updated this book, and the reason why is because I've lost interest. I don't why, I just sorta stopped writing completely nowadays I'm just really tired and unmotivated, I've felt really bad for not updating while still not updating because I forget a lot.

Ever since the pandemic I've been feeling a lot more down lately, sad and empty, almost like nothing matters to me anymore, yet, I still try my best to stay active but that's becoming hard since I have school and ngl school has been draining the fuck out of me. These fucking kids and teachers(A few teachers) getting on my last goddamn nerves, the high expectations of my parents and having to deal with my sisters.

It's honestly become stressful and I'm very close to a point were I might snap or completely stop caring. The older I get the more I realize how messed up the world is, the more I realize how bad my family is, and the more I discover that something might be wrong with me, but like I'm just so confused about everything.

I have really bad anxiety and can't tell the people in my life about this because I'm to damn worried about what might happen and I don't trust them, so I vent to the people on the internet cause I can't trust my family nor get over my worries.

I barely have any friends irl and the ones I do have I'm to scared to tell them. It's so frustrating but I can't really do much about it since I'm just a kid ig.

Anyway, this book might get discontinued and if it ever does feel free to finish if you want, no need to credit me thou I don't deserve it.

You'll still see me every now and then, its not like I'm leaving wattpad but I'll probably be more active on Quotev(you can find the link in my bio), and feel free to pm me about anything we can work out some problems together.

Still can't believe I had the Audacity to put that image their when I'm literally venting about my life but whateva.