Imprisoned, traitor, and regret.

Those words rang in my head as a I sat in my cell. It was me who broke the Nether portal and let them escape. I know of a way to reopen a new way between the reams, but I dare not tell them for I know that they would reek havoc on the world. I am discreet and will not tell you who they are. Names are power and its best not to say sometimes. Give in and you'll stop hurting. Don't and protect those you love. Two voices in my head, one right and the other wrong. I have listened to both and I regret listening to them. Why did I have to let them escape, the ones they wanted. The ones who had power. The lord, the shaman, and the one under a spell. The last one I should have let him go through, but he was injured greatly and in his state it was for the best I didn't let him through. But because of my actions he has to go through the pain of becoming one of them. And if I had let him escape I wouldn't be trapped here. I will probably remain here for eternity, or until I am saved. It is unlikely that I will be though. I have done many wrongs and some rights, but no one apart from my mother and big brother even care. And those rights I did can not cover up for the wrongs I have done. But they saw me die and still think I am dead, but I am very much alive. My emotions are a mess right now but I must remain calm for if I don't I'll lose control. My worst fear, losing control. This fate has come upon many and I fear it will come upon me. I need to be strong for them. I will get out of here one day. I will make amends with him, and those who escaped. The deed I did to deserve this does not cover up for my many wrong. I will get out of this imprisonment and out of the Nether. And one day I will see them again.