Painful love

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You left without good bye and I was left with a heart that still cried for you.

Three weeks. For three weeks I tried everything to contact you. To hear your voice or at least know how you were doing.

Failure I was. Your mother cried every time I went to visit her. She cried and cried but never revealed anything.

A promise she was bounded in. A promise made to you.

Day by day, little by little, I became numb, lifeless. Just like Kim Taehyung, the lover boy.

Your letter carried only love but no answer.

You were right, Taehyung. I was angry with you. But not enough to not care for you.

I was disappointed in you. But not enough to not want to see you.

I hated you. But not enough to stop loving you.