Alexander has never felt so happy. He chatted almost half the day away with John Laurens at his side, John made him feel normal; in a way... For once he didn't think to kill himself, he didn't think of the hurricane nor the deaths of his family. All he thought about, was John. John. John. John.

They talked, while walking around campus, Alexander looked looking into John's hazel green eyes when he spoke. So beautiful, they lit up every time he laughed. His laugh was so soft and innocent.

He knew he was falling in love with the boy, but he couldn't stop himself, John was just to. . .perfect. Alexander wanted him for himself. John has been the only good thing to happen to Alex in so long, like a light, a bright Angel, an angel that belonged to Alex.

Yes, Alex, yours, don't let anyone take him away.

Alexander silently agreed."Why don't I introduce you to my friends?" John asked suddenly as they passed a couple of dorms.

Alexanders smile instantly faded, "Other people?"

No Alex, just us. Nobody else. Don't let this happen!!!

John grinned unknowingly, "Yeah, you'd love the Schuyler Sisters, they are just the best."

Who are these Schuyler sluts? If they try to take our Johnny away I'll-

With only a small nod as a response, they walked to room; 1780.

"Who are the Schuyler Sisters?" Alex asked as they passed room after room.
John grinned, "You'll see soon enough, their dad funds the school." Alex just nods with a slight frown on his lips. Today was supposed to be just him and John! Now these assholes have to mess it up.

If they dare even touch John I'll go bitch hunting tonight. If they try to make a move they'll have to fucking get past my bloody knife-

They arrived at dorm 1780, Alex snapped away from his homicidal thoughts as John knocked on the door.

"IM A COMMIN'" A girls voice spoke from the inside.

A young girl with tan skin, curly brown hair and brown eyes opened the door. She wore a yellow blouse and had an innocent feel to her.

"John!" The girl hugged John, who returned the hug.  She giggled immensely.

Mustn't. Kill.

"It's been too long!" The girl giggled softly. She was cute, but not Alexander's type. "We literally just saw each other yesterday." John laughed. The girl rolled her eyes before looking over at Alex, who looked a bit angry.

"And this Is?" The girl smiled kindly.

"Oh that's Alexander, my roommate, I'm showing him around, Alex this is Peggy Schuyler."

Peggy curtsied and smiled brightly. the gesture was old and cute. Alexander forgave her for touching John, she was too adore to hate.

"It's nice too meet you Lexy! We're friends now! So you can't run away!" Peggy hugged Alexander so hard he thought his ribs might expload.

Alex has never been hugged before, the last person who hugged him was his mother, the scars on Alexanders stomach stung a little, but Alex didn't react to them and hugged Peggy back the slightest, who giggled and pulled away.

"Well come on in! Angelica and Eliza were both at Walmart buying cake mixes and cake decorations, nos they're inside making the cake!" Peggy explained as they walked into the dorm kitchen.

Since the Schuyler Sisters' dad funs this place they get a large, very large apartment like dorm. It wasn't as cramped at Johns' and Alexs' dorm. In the kitchen a girl, much older than Peggy with dark skin, dark hair, dark eyes, and a lovely dark pink top turned away from her half-made cake batter.

"Hey John! Hey-" She cut herself off looking straight at Alex. A red blush covered her cheeks. "Hi." Alex greeted shyly, not really used to so many people in one room at once.  "I-im," It took her a while before she said, "Angelica." "Alexander Hamilton." He said simply. Why was this Angelica chick acting weird? Alex didn't bother to know, his eyes lingered back to John.

Peggy knew when her sister had a crush and smirked. "Hey Alex, John can you help us with the cake. Its Herc's birthday today."

"Sure." John shrugged.

Alex started to walk over to John, maybe help him clean up the extra mess, but Peggy got in the way and said, "Can you and Angelica go buy some more eggs? Please." Peggy did her best puppy eyes.

Angelica blushed madly, not looking up from her half-made cake batter.

Alex was about to refuse when John shook his head, "It's fine, Alex and I will go the store, I still need to show him around after all."

His heart was speeding up.

You hear that Alex! He doesn't want to leave us, he's so sweet! He didn't want is to go with that slut! Maybe he does like us! Ahhhh!!

Angelica looked relived, but also a bit angry. Peggy didn't know to transition this back to Angelica and Alexander going, so she just nodded. Before they could leave another girl walked into the room.

A fair skinned gal with black hair and dark eyes wearing a blue day dress. She looked up at Alex and something sparked in her eyes. She grinned shyly, "Hello, I'm Elizabeth!" She introduced herself. Her fair skin took on a red look. "Alexander Hamilton." He bowed his head a little.

Did she have a thing for John? She kept looking helplessly at John and himself, that hoe mustn't go near him...

Kill them, Alex. They like John, only you can like John, he's yours! Kill these bitches! They don't deserver to live!

"We'll be back later!" John called out as he pushed Alex out the door.
As they walked away from the Schuyler residens. John laughed.

"Why are you laughing?" Alex asked. It took John a few seconds before he calmed down, "Its just- oh my god-" He laughed harder, "It's so obvious, both Angelica and Eliza are crushing on you." John kept laughing.

"Oh." A feeling of disgust rised up in Alex. So it was HIM they were looking at, not John. A feeling of guilt washed over the disgust, was he really thinking of killing those girls? He's only ever wanted to kill himself not others. . . .what was going on?

"I thought they were looking at you." Alex confessed. John stopped laughing, "No I don't swing that way, and they know what." Alex felt something flutter inside him, "You're gay?" John nodded slowly, "You got a problem with that."

Alex only grinned, "I'm bisexual."

John's eyes widen a little in surprise, "Finally another one I'm gay, Peggys a lesbian, Angelica is pansexual and Eliza is bisexual, Maria is asexual and lesbian and Hercules is pansexual as well."

Alex didn't know who Maria or Herc was, but little by little, Alex didn't feel so alone.

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I figured out two of my friends are trans guys, one of them being biromantic and demisexual, the other panromantic and asexual. Another one of my friends is a non-binary bisexual. My #1 internet friend is a SmolDemisexual and biromantic.
I don't feel alone anymore (Im a Trans guy, bisexual too)