Everly's POV
I woke up before Jax giggling as i wrapped around him like ivy.
Good morning J I whispered and kissed his shoulder.
Good morning flower he whispered his raspy morning voice making me shiver.
Well we survived the first heat I whispered and he nodded as he rubbed his eyes.
Are you disappointed I  murmured and He looked down at her.
"What are you talking about baby"
"Are you disappointed that we didn't finish the process"
"No of course not baby..I will wait til your ready..it's not like we are in a rush"
"Promise"
"Of course flower I promise"He squeezed me gently and i giggled nuzzling into him.
"But we my love have a full schedule so you might want to get up"
"Can we have breakfast first"
"Of course baby what would you like"
"I'll make breakfast today"
"Okay flower"
"What do you want J"
"Anything is fine flower"I walked downstairs and made waffles and sausage since I knew we had a busy enough day we wouldn't eat for a bit.Jax came down freshly showered and shaved and I put his plate in front of him.
"Thank you baby"
"Your welcome"
**
Welcome Alpha Jax and Luna Everly Riverrock's beta announced.
"Thank you Chris"Jax held my hand as we stood outside the packhouse waiting for Alpha James and Alpha Cody.The twins were just taking over and still learning the ropes.
"Welcome"
"Thank you Cody"Jax shook his hand and he kissed mine making Jax stiffen.
This way to James he murmured and he led the way.
'I'm going to pummel him'
'Jax baby it's alright take a deep breath'
'Your mine'
'Yes I am'Jax grunted quietly and he squeezed my butt and I leaned into him.He kissed my forehead and James stood.
"Alpha Jax Luna Everly"He did the same thing shaking Jax's hand and trying to kiss mine.I offered a nod of respect in return and Jax pulled out my seat and kissed my cheek softly.
'I love you'
'I love you too flower'
**
Little prick Jax growled through our link and I stayed quiet.
"Now Jax wouldn't want to disappoint your mate"
"James with all due respect your brother blew the treaty renewal by kissing my mates hand.You both may be new to the game but I am not understood"
"Understand Jax I'm sorry for wasting your time"
"We will be leaving now"Janes escorted us out apologizing again.
Everly talk some sense into him we have no treaties"
"Cody should of thought of that before he disrespected me in front of my mate.I'm sorry James"I got in the Range Rover and Jax closed my door and got in himself and shut his door and we drove off.
**
I watched Jax in his office and I walked in after knocking quietly.I climbed onto his lap as kissed me gently.
I'm sorry I whispered.
Why are you sorry he murmured as I nuzzled into him.
For dressing inappropriately in front of an unmarked Alpha male I whispered and he drew patterns on my thigh.
"You don't have to be sorry baby they should know better because you are announced and marked by myself and our pack"
"I'm still sorry"
"I know flower"I stayed quiet and his hands slid up my stockings.
Now who's teasing I whimpered when he rubbed my lips gently.
You still with your body in that tight skirt He growled and I giggled as he laid me back on his desk as he pressed kisses down my neck and over my mark making me shutter deliciously.
Hm baby do you want to cum already we just started he murmured and I huffed in annoyance.
Please I whimpered and he chuckled.
Who am I to say no to my baby he growled and he unzipped my skirt and I heard a knock.Jax growled but helped me off his desk and I zipped my skirt fixing my hair.
"Come in"I stood against Jax who held me close as Derik walked in Christina hot on his heels.
"Beta"
"Alpha"
"The Riverstone pack Alpha's are our front"
"Yeah I'll handle them"
"Okay"Christina smiled at me and we did our own thing as Jax and Derik handled the boys.
"Can I ask you a question Chris"
"Of course"
"Did you mate with Derik in your first heat"
"Yes I wanted to wait but the pain got to the point where I couldn't stand it anymore..why are you and Jax having trouble"
"No when I had my first heat we didn't obviously and I dunno he says he's not disappointed but I feel like he is"
"Well Jax is a pretty honest person..I've never seen him lie"
"No me either"I seen Jax come in and I smiled as he kissed my head.
I love you he whispered in my ear and I smiled.
I love you too J I whispered as he kissed my lips softly.I gasped when he cupped my ass pulling me out of the chair.I moaned softly and I heard the door close.
Oh I whimpered as he trailed kisses down my chest.
Your perfect baby absolutely perfect he whispered and I blushed.
Where's all this coming from I whispered tracing his jawline.
"I'm just happy that you are mine"
"I am too J"He pulled me into his lap and I smiled working my hips over his very evident bulge in his jeans.
Fuck he groaned and I kissed his mark softly.His hands held onto my hips and I moaned softly in his ear.
Jax please I want too I whispered and he growled.
Are you sure he whispered and I nodded my eyes closed blissfully as he touched me.
Yes I breathed as he rubbed my aching clit gently.He carried me to our room and I started to grow nervous but Jax's scent kept me calm.He undressed us both slowly as he kept kissing every inch of my skin softly.
I love you I whispered.
"I love you too baby more than anything"
"Are you 100% positive baby I don't want to pressure you I can wait"
I'm sure I whispered and he nodded spreading my legs and he kissed me gently as he pushed gently inside me.I whimpered and he kissed my lips gently.
"It's okay baby it's almost over I promise"I gasped when my stomach erupted in butterflies.I whimpered as Jax started kissed and teasing me on my mark.
Oh I whimpered.
Yes fuck Jax panted as my hips lifted up meeting his.
Oh Jax I whispered and he smiled down at me as he pumped steadily inside me.I dug my nails into his biceps as he wrapped my leg around his waist pumping himself deeper inside me.
Yes yes I whimpered and my stomach knotted.
Holy shit baby yes you feel so good flower he growled.I moaned loudly and Jax grunted.
Please Jax I whimpered my eyes rolling back as my body shook in pure pleasure.
Let go baby I got you he murmured and I exploded around him and he growled as I felt his orgasm fill me.He panted and I nibbled on my bottom lip looking up at him.
Are you alright flower was I to rough he whispered.
No it was perfect..I love you J I murmured.
"I love you too baby very much"
*
No I sobbed and I rushed through the field as Jax got farther away in the battle line.A sob raked through my chest and I could hear him calling my name.
No don't take him I cried and I jolted up to see Jax not in our bed.I ran up the steps to his office and didn't bother with knocking.
"Hey..flower what's wrong"I started sobbing again and I dropped to my knees as I couldn't breathe.
Sh sweetie it's okay your safe and so is Jax Lana whispered through our link.
'Lana I can't breathe'I soon enough felt my vision cloud and I could feel Lana taking control.
Sh baby sh it's okay I'm here your okay we are safe Jax whispered and I whimpered.Lana  gave me back control and I seen I was in Jax's tight embrace as he rocked me back and forth his hand rubbing my back in slow circles.
"Are you alright baby"
I don't know what happened I whimpered.
"It's okay baby I think you had an anxiety attack..did you have a bad dream"
Yes..we were in battle and they took you from me and I couldn't save you I whimpered.
"Sh baby you don't have to ever worry about that I'll always be here"He carried me back to bed and he laid me down covering me up and laying in bed with me.
"Get some rest baby"
"I'll try"