Dear mine,

I know i shouldnt even talk to you right now but i missed you!

Its raining! I remember last time when it was raining i rushed to share my happiness with you. As you know how much i love rain. But now i am not even happy it just reminded me of you. And of how you laughed at me and my stupidness. And how you told me that i sound like a kid. Which i am.

I missed you but i cant tell you because i always do come back first when we fight. I am always the one who tries hard to keep this special thing between us. But you sadly are destroying it and me. I feel that i am slowly loosing hope on you and myself.

I missed you and all the times you annoyed me and hurt me. I missed how i would keep quite not knowing what to say. Because i am too careful not to loose you. I am sorry about all the things i want to tell you but i know i will never get the chance to do so.

Sincerely,

Me