so i guess i'm writing that fic now xD

*collective sigh*

i already have so many books on the go and i don't understand why i want to write this one all of the sudden!!

i'm already making manips and i haven't even planned out the story line or figured out if i'm writing it or not!!

like seriously, everytime i told myself im not going to write it, my heart sinks and when i say i will i get excited but also bummed because i have 3 books i'm already writing and also graphics but i feel like i'm just making excuses.

i know i asked for feedback and opinions like twice the last chapter, but i just really need a push to figure out if i'm going to write this or not. you can give me your opinion on social media fics (mine would have real time chapters too, not just social media, so it'd alternate from instagram, to DMs, to real time) what you want to see in a social media fic, what you don't like in social medica fics, etc... honestly, if you just say go for it, i'll take it to heart.

i'm super sorry i'm a really indecisive person and i feel like i tend to sabotage things and i absolutely love writing, and i don't want to have regrets when it comes to writing.

you can call me needy, you can call me an attention whore, idc. i really don't care. i admit, i need this push to write this book and i need pushes when it comes to anything. when people start commenting on my books asking me to update or even just vote push me towards update because sometimes i get so fucking lazy and now i'm just rambling as always *sigh*

idk about you guys but i love althea's username like i fucking snorted when i decided i wanted that because i'm secretly charlotte from charlotte's web and my best friend is a spider

...

well then.

meow meow meow

i'm 10000% done now because i'm too lazy and i just want to say I LOVE YOU GUYS AND SMILE AND BE HAPPY AND CHERISH EVERY DAY and also milk does not go in before cereal that is a big no no

okay yeah i'm done