AN sorry this took forever to update have been really busy and haven't been in the best place but I'm doing better and so here's that long awaited update! Sorry it's took me over a year to update I know that's frustrating (seriously last time I updated was September 10th 2020 lmao)

Blue: sadness
Red: anger
Green: disgust
Yellow: joy
Purple: fear
Orange: pain
Black: depression

***Peter****

The scene played out and Tony looked directly at me. My heart shattered as I backed away from them. Okay normally having the avengers in your head would be an awesome thing! But this is fucking hell! I have to watch as they open these doors and I have to be the one to relive the things that had went down! I held my arms across my chest as they walked over to another door. This one was black, Red, purple and orange. I knew almost immediately which door that was and ran for Dr. Banners arm.

"Dont." They all stared at me confused.

"Peter?" Tony asked. I shook my head.

"Dont you guys notice everytime you open a door with black he gets flashbacks and cries?" Natasha asked. I rolled my eyes and then glared at her.

"You noticed this and didn't say shit?" I asked.

"Peter, we have to help you somehow so we're trying." Natasha looked at the door. "I've come to the conclusion about the colors though....and I'm a bit worried about this door if I'm right, so want to tell us about it before I open it?"

"With no respect whatsoever, I need you to listen to me and not open that door." I grabbed her arm.

"Peter..." Dr. banner walked over. "Are you okay?" I stared at the door then back at them.

"Just please...."

"Nat what do you have on the colors?" Tony asked.

"Blue seems to be sadness, Red is anger, Green is disgust...Yellow is joy which there was a lot of before..." she looked at the door that had played the memory of Uncle Ben being shot. "Purple is probably, fear. Orange is whenever Peter felt pain....and Black....black is depression."

"What happened?" Cap asked as he looked back at the door.

"I said don't open the door, and I swear if anyone of you open that door.."

"I'm opening it." Tony walked over and pushed it open. I screamed.

"TONY WHAT THE HELL!?" Natasha ran over and tried to close it but the door wouldn't close and they were all forced to watch the scene play out as the doors faded away and we were inside the scene. I immediately hid myself in Natashas arms.

"Please get us out of here." I mumbled.

(FYI it's not an actual memory but it's a nightmare that Peter had about his identity being revealed to the world)

Peter held his bleeding arm and shook in pain as he backed away from the guys with guns. His spider sense would have warned him they were there why wasn't it working!? One of them dragged him towards a chair and shoved him down.

"Now spider, we are taking off that mask of yours and once we know who you are we are going to go after everyone and everything you care about you understand me?" Peter stared at the dude in front of him and struggled against the ropes.

"How do you know I even have anything left to love?" Peter asked.

"Listen, we all know you are definitely no man." He lifted peters chin. "So you have people you care about, and you, well once we take care of them then we'll take care of you." They all turned on their cameras as one of them held peter down. They ripped off his mask and stared shocked.

"He really is a kid!" One of the guys shouted. Peter shook with anxiety hoping they wouldn't know who he was.

"He..." they all paused. "Peter Parker?" Peter looked up horrified.

"Shit." He whispered. "Please please please I will do anything just don't hurt anyone!"

"Oh no, this will be hilarious! Tiny little Parker can't do anything as his friends all get burned alive!" Peter struggled against the ropes.

"What are you doing!?" He watched in horror as they dragged a tv into the room.

"I mean what better way to make sure all of them suffer because of you?" Peter screamed.

"No!!"

***end of memory***

Peter wiped the tears from his eyes.

"I want you all out!" Peter started to cry. "I hate you all!"

"Peter please...let us help." Peter glared at Captain.

"Seriously? Let you help? ALL YOU HAVE DONE IS HURT ME!" Peter started walking away from the group. "I wont sit back and allow you all to do this to me." He looked at them. "I'm going to find a way to get you out of here myself."

"I say we still go and search the kid's memories." Tony looked at everyone else. "My machine put us in here by no accident."

"I say, we don't invade his privacy." Natasha glared at tony.

"Oh well, I don't care what you say." Tony walked over and opened another door without even paying attention to the colors attached to it. Maybe he should have....