Maybe it was her mind in shambles or her tear-soaked face, but Lisa laid in bed with the same question ringing around her head.

Am I not good enough?

She knew that questioning her worth wasn't great, but she genuinely wondered what Sana had that Jungkook found interesting.

It's obvious that she's prettier. Who wouldn't like her better?

Or maybe it was the countless years of bullying for being a foreigner with a unique face, for being "ugly."

When Lalisa left Thailand for a better life, she did not expect to be bawling over a guy that seemed to be very distant.

There was a ding from her phone, and Lisa immediately grabbed it, disappointed to see that it was Bam, who had sent her message to inform her to take care of herself as he thought she seemed strangely pale these past few days.

Lalisa even knew that she would be lying if she denied his statements.

A lot of thoughts ran through her head, but one persistent one kept nagging her mind, one that had been there since the beginning of her "Reasons" lists.

Should I leave this relationship, if you can even call it that?

Lisa got up, her head throbbing from laying down for hours while crying, taking out her precious Reasons to Let Go list.

Reason #11: He makes me cry when he's supposed to make me happier than anything in this world.