(This is taken place in two or three weeks before when Class-1A are hanging out at the U.A Pool [BNHA Season 3, Episode 1]).

Pain.

Dammit, just hearing that word is making me have pain too - but on my ears.

I fell down into a slightly hard and rough pavement which I don't know why in the first place.

I looked at my surroundings and it turns out everything is black - like pitch black, there's not even a single sign of color at all.

'Huh? Where am I?', I thought to myself as I looked around and I was thinking that maybe I'm inside a room that I randomly fell asleep in.

When I tried to walk around the place thought, it felt spacious and there are no walls when I tried to touch.

Just not feeling anything around me slowly made me anxious and I have no idea what to do.

I tried to calm myself down and tried to think.

But suddenly, everything around me started to change and now I found myself standing in the middle of-

"H-Hosu?! What t-the"

I found myself in Hosu city, the city where Iida had his internship before, but I'm in a dark and narrow alley way.

'Why am I here?', I thought to myself and tried to walk carefully since I fell hard a bit.

So far, I can only find a big trash dump at this alley way and I even spotted a cat that got out of it.

'Just what am I here for?', I thought and sighed, 'And how I came fell from the sky? Don't tell me-'

"A-AHH!"

I heard a loud scream up ahead but its dark so I can't really tell who was making that scream.

So since I have no idea what to do but stand here, I decided to check it and see what's going on.

When the darkness started to split up bit by bit, I can see two figures : one figure is stabbing the stomach of the other figure.

Then when the view finally became clear, the figures I am seeing are-

'I-Izuku?!'

In front of my very eyes, I can see my one and only boyfriend being stabbed in the stomach by none other than the Hero Killer, Stain.

It can't be.

Why?

Why am I seeing this?! Why did I fall from the sky and see this at that moment?

Do I have to call this a coincidence?

So many things started to clutter my mind that my face is already full of shock and pale like I am a fruit being squeezed.

"H-HEY!"

Since I was too overwhelmed with all the feelings I was building up for a few minutes, I had the guts to call THE Stain out.

I was starting to tear up when I saw Midoriya looking at my direction and he was already groaning from the stab.

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM, YOU-"

I ran towards to him while questioning with my loud voice but unfortunately, Stain disappeared with a ninja smoke bomb and threw my freckled boyfriend on the floor.

"NO!!", I said and stomped my feet in disappointment now that the Hero Killer disappeared right in front of my eyes and left my boyfriend at the dirt ground.

I can hear Midoriya coughing which made me snap back to reality and when I saw him coughing and trying to hold his dear life, I automatically ran to him and cupped his face.

"I-I-Izuku! Are you okay?!"

Wait, am I asking that question in a spilt-second?

Why did you ask that silly (Y/N) when you saw his body being stabbed through?! 

I shook my head and just when I was about to say anything to him at all, he coughed again but blood came out.

"Oh no...", I said to myself and tried to get my phone but for some reason, I don't have it one of my pockets and I don't even have a bag with me when I fell.

I am slowly losing getting anxious than earlier and I really don't know what to do now.

I wish I could run all the way to some hero nearby but for some reason, there's a fight going outside the alleyway and the heroes are fighting against the Nomus.

"(Y-Y/N)..."

I stopped to look at Midoriya who is holding both of my hands that is holding my cheeks and gently kissing them.

"I...I can't believe...this is...happening to me", he said and I can see him forming tears on the corners of his eyes, "I....failed to...stop him...".

I can feel the tears that I formed from my eyes getting bigger that it started to flow down my cheeks already.

"I-Izuku...", I said and tried to lift him up but-

"I-It's too late...I don't think I can make it-"

"No!!", I interrupted him and decided to lift him up using my levitation quirk.

I tried activating my quirk but for some reason, it's not working.

'HUH? WHY CAN'T I ACTIVATE MY QUIRK!?', I thought to myself and tried again but to no avail, there was no sign of it, 'DAMMIT, WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?!'.

I started to sob and tried over and over filled with grieve but Midoriya stopped me by gripping on my shirt.

"(Y-Y/N)...don't stress yourself...", Midoriya said, "W-What's done is...done...and...aghh...".

He clenched my shirt harder and gritted his teeth while fighting the pain but his face is slowly getting pale.

"(Y/N)...I think I...-"

"No...please....I don't want you to leave me! My life is incomplete without you, Izuku!!", I said and sniffed, "You'll always be the one for me and I can guarantee you're the best boyfriend that I ever had in my life. I....".

I sobbed once more and lay my head down low with despair but Midoriya, on the other hand, was trying to smile just for me so I won't be sad.

"(Y/N)....", he said and his breaths are getting faster, "You'll...always be the...one for me too and I'm glad you're not the one....who gets stabbed on the gut from that...hero killer...that's all that matters to me...so...".

I looked at Izuku with sad eyes and suddenly, he used the last of his remaining strength to get up slowly and pull me towards him so he can kiss my lips.

"I love...you..."

With those words that will be the last from my adorable, heroic and timid boyfriend, he let go and his breaths were disappearing and his eyes started to close.

Then lastly, his lips curled into a smile and let go of my face slowly.

"N-No...Izu...ku...no..."

I cried out loud and held his bloody dead body while whispering all the things that we should've looked forward to our future.

If only I made it on time.

If only my quirk activated in order to rush him to the hospital.

If only...

If only...

My thoughts are already running rampant and I remained hugging my boyfriend's dead body.

.

.

.

"Hey, hey, (Y/N)!"

I woke up and sat upright while my breathing was pretty fast.

I looked around and it looks like I'm back to where I am : Midoriya's house.

I sighed in relief that it was all just a bad dream but still, I can't seem to get the image of my freckled boyfriend getting stabbed by Stain.

"Hello? Earth to (Y/N)?"

I snapped to reality and I turned to see Kirishima, who was waking me up the whole time, and he was wearing a worried expression on his face.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot he's here to help Midoriya and I for the group project in Cementoss's class.

"Is everything alright?", he asked with concern, "You look pale and...your eyes are sad".

I looked at myself using my phone and it looks like he was right, I do look like I came back from a funeral or something.

I showed him a tired smile and said, "Yeah...I just a had a dream. That's all".

He only nodded while soothing my back and finally, I saw Midoriya coming inside the room with colored materials and papers.

"Found them! Phew, I had a hard time finding it", Midoriya said and laughed to himself.

My eyes widened when I saw Midoriya, alive and smiling cutely as always, and I can feel the corners of my eyes getting teary.

"Great! Nice!", Kirishima said then suddenly he held his stomach, "Oh crud. Can I use your bathroom real quick?".

"Sure!", Midoriya said and smiled.

Kirishima thanked him by smiling before running outside his room and pay a little visit to his restroom.

"Alright, let's start decorating-(Y/N)?!"

His eyes widened when he saw me slowly crying since the tears that I formed from earlier were already flowing down my cheeks.

Since that got him worried, he placed the materials down on the floor and rushed towards me.

"H-Hey, what's wrong?", he asked and cupped my face, "Why are you crying?".

For some reason, I couldn't let out a word or two so instead, I ended up hugging him and continued to cry.

"Shh. It's okay, (Y/N)", Midoriya said and hugged me back while soothing it gently with his warm hands, "Did something happen? Please, I want to know. I don't want to see you like this especially since both Kirishima and my mom are here. I don't want them to worry too".

It took me some time for me to collect my feelings but after regaining myself, I slowly looked up and met his green orbs.

"I-I had a dream...actually...it was a nightmare", I said and sniffed, "I fell...it was dark...and both of us were in it...but you were...you were...".

I started to cry once more and I ended up clutching on his clothes.

"Y-You were dead...you were killed by Stain right in front of my eyes...", I said and wiped my tears, "I wanted to save you...but my quirk...it wasn't working. I-It wasn't working!!".

I explained the rest of my dream to him while sobbing and Midoriya was speechless while listening but he was worried nevertheless.

"I really thought...at that moment...that I lost the one I really love the most and...", I said and hugged him tighter, "...and there's no one else but...you, Izuku. I can't imagine my life without you by my side".

"(Y/N)-chan...", Midoriya said and frowned, "Hey, don't let that dream get to you, alright? It's only a nightmare. It's not real".

He cupped my face and kissed the top of my head before he would kiss my lips gently, making me kiss him back.

"Besides, I already survived from Stain. See?", he comforted me and placed my hand on his chest where the heart is and it's beating in a smooth rhythm, "My heart is still beating. It's beating for me to live a wonderful life and accomplish my goal to become a pro hero just like All-Might".

Then he lifted my hand and kissed my fingertips playfully while flashing me an innocent smile.

"Most especially, my heart is beating whenever I'm with you, my angel"