This song helps me so damn much 💙💞

By the way I based the character Faith off of my dear friend flamewhipper she's literally such an amazing human being and her writing is so mesmerizing!! I love all of her book so damn much! If y'all haven't already go check out her book, I promise y'all won't regret it!!

Who's your bias and bias wrecker in Ateez 👀👀

My bias: Yeosang
My bias wrecker: Hongjoong

(Time skip 3months)

Celestial and Seonghwa are side by side on a bench facing the lake lacing up their skates, with winter fully upon them the lake iced over completely giving everyone the perfect opportunity to go ice skating.

"Remember when we used to do this as kids when we were growing up?" Seonghwa asks as he finishes tying his laces.

"I do, I also remember how we would always fall flat on our butts when we were first learning how." Celestial and Seonghwa laugh as they reminisce about their childhood together, there was never a dull moment with these two.

Seonghwa helps Celestial to her feet his head whips to the lake when he hears a thud, he laughs loudly when he sees his boyfriend trying to get back up. "Yeah yeah laugh all you want while I try my best to get up!" Hongjoong yells from the distant.

"Not my fault you fell!" Seonghwa counters back as he continues to laugh, his laugh gets louder as he watches as Hongjoong fall once again as he got up.

"So did you get all set up for Christmas?" Celestial nods her head at Seonghwas question, she always loved this time of year. She loved all the lights, she loved decorating, and most of all she loved skating.

"Sure did San tried to help me, but you know how I am when it comes to decorating." She says as she steps out onto the ice, her brother stepping on right beside her.

As they continue to talk they skate side by side, everyone around them watch as they practically skate circles around them. Celestial smiles brightly, her laugh rings throughout the fortress as she sees Jongho collide with Wooyoung. Both land with a groan, Wooyoung pushing Jongho off of him so he can stand.

"Get off of me!" Wooyoung huffs.

"Oh shut it you were in the way!"

"I was no where near you!" Jongho rolls his eyes as he lightly pushes Wooyoung, a smile present on his face.

Hours pass and Celestial is about ready to turn in for the day, her cheeks and nose were a bright red color showing how cold she is. "You ok?"

Looking beside her she sees San, "Yes just a bit cold is all, but I sure did enjoy today."

Her hand is enveloped by his warmth as her laces their fingers together, she even found herself shifting so she was leaning into him. A smile started to gracefully grow on her lips as San started kissing her forehead repeatedly, her heart fluttering with the gentle butterfly kisses from him.

They have been together for five months now, their relationship was blossoming beautifully as the days come and go. San and Celestial were always around each other except when they slept, Celestial didn't want to rush anything because she's afraid she would mess this up. Part of her yerns for him to wrap his arms around her as she sleeps, the subtle whispers of loving words he spoke throughout the day. She would love waking up to see him beside her, to see his beautifully bright dimple smile as soon as she opens her eyes.

She looks to the side watching how her brother skates circles around Hongjoong, the latter looked completely annoyed with his lover. Seonghwa laughs loudly when Hongjoong falls as he tries to skate away, his laugh being cut short when Hongjoong drags him down with him.

"I can't believe Christmas is next week, time sure does fly." Celestial nods in agreement, "It really does, have you got everyone presents already?"

Nodding San looks down at her, "Have you?"

She nods her head with a smile, she wiggles out of her boyfriends grip when he arches a brow. "What'd you get me?"

"Not telling~"

"Oh come on!" San yells out as he skates after her.

(Christmas day)

Celestial hums her favorite Christmas song, which is silent night, as she places the presents everyone brought over to her cabin under the tree. They all decided they would have dinner and open presents at her cabin since it was big enough, she looks towards the kitchen when she hears her brother and Yeosang raise their voices.

"Nope you're not getting pie before dinner!" Hongjoong pouts as he walks away in a sulky manner.

"Go away Jongho! All you're trying to do is take the mash potatoes, you're not exactly helping like you offered to do!" Yeosang throws his arms in the air before turning away from his lover, Jongho juts his lips out in a pout as he whines before walking away.

Celestial just giggles when Seonghwa and Yeosang roll their eyes. She turns back and places the last present under the tree before stepping back to make sure it looked perfect. They were all wrapped in blue or silver wrapping paper with beautiful snowflakes delicately graced the surface, the lights from the Christmas tree giving a perfect sheen to the paper. Everything was perfect.

When she was done she went over to help her brother and Yeosang in the kitchen, her and Yeosang have grown closer here recently. They were either playing in the beautiful blanket of snow outside together or they were cooking together. She learned that Yeosang has a love for cooking and baking, like her brother, he can be a tad bit bossy in the kitchen.

"Why don't you go sit down? Everything is almost ready hun, I want you to relax for a moment." Smiling she nods at Yeosangs words walking over to the couch across from Hongjoong and Jongho, the boys still pouting with the chins rested in the palm of their hands.

"Oh quit sulking!" Mingis voice booms through the cabin as he walks inside, his nose and cheeks a rosy red color almost matching his fiery red hair.

"You two sure do love their cooking." Yunho says beside him as he starts to take his scarf off, his jacket had fresh snow on it showing it had started to snow outside.

Both boys nod their heads rapidly before taking in their appearance, snow littered their hair and perfectly stood out against Mingis red hair, not so much Yunho blond hair. "It start snowing again?" Both nod their heads as they shed their winter coats.

Celestial grabs her white blanket that had snowflakes all over it, arranging in different sizes and shaped, in different shades of blue. She was feeling a little cold and she didn't have San to cuddle up to at the moment since he had to wrap some final presents he finished up the night before.

As she drapes her blanket across her lap the front door opens revealing San, he changed his hair just a few days ago so now the underneath was a red with some stripes of red going throughout his hair. His hair was braided on the side perfectly showing off the red, Celestial loved when he styled his hair this way.

"Hey baby." San says as he leans down to connect their lips in a quick kiss, "Hey Sannie."

San walks straight for the tree, placing the presents to the side so he wouldn't mess up the display Celestial had going on. Soon Seonghwa and Yeosang call everyone for dinner, they gather around the table and chatter amongst themselves as the hours go by.

Celestial laughter rings loudly when she sees San wipe whipped cream on Wooyoungs nose and cheek, the latter has his mouth hung open as he slowly turns to look at San. His deep chocolate brown eyes lock with Sans as he wipes the cream off of his face, "I'm gonna get you when you least expect it just you wait."

"Oh I'm so scared." San teases in a sarcastic tone, laughing when Wooyoung mocks him in a high pitched voice.

After everyone has eaten and their bellys are full they all gather in the living room, Celestial sitting by the tree to hand out the presents. One by one everyone tears open their gifts, all beyond happy with what they got.

But some more happy than others.

"Faith?" Wooyoung clears his throats when she looks at him, her hazel eyes show curiosity as she nods for him to continue.

"You and I have been together for almost six years now and I realized I don't want to be with anyone else, I want to marry you, to start a family with you, to grow old with you. I love you more than anything in this whole entire world, I couldn't picture myself with anyone else. Even after six years of being together you still manage to take my breath away every single day."

Faith smiles brightly at his words, everyone around them watching with anticipation. "Faith will you marry me?"

Tears of joy cascade down her cheeks like a waterfall, she nods her head rapidly as she covers her mouth with her hands. Wooyoung cheers as he slips the engagement ring onto her ring finger, tilting her head up he locks their lips in a kiss full of passion and love.

Everyone around them erupt in pure happiness, congratulating the newly engaged couple one by one. Celestial hugs her tightly, "I'm so happy for you! Congratulations beautiful!"

When things calm down Celestial glances at the beautiful ring that is perfectly wrapped around Faiths finger. The ring is a beautiful diamond shape, a bigger diamond is surrounded by little baby pink ones. She leans her head on Sans shoulder feeling his wrap his arm around her waist before whispering three little words that made her heart skip a beat, that made her choke on air. She was never told this by a boy romantically, she's only heard these word from her brother and his parents.

"I love you~"

Turning she looks at him, his honey toned eyes search hers. She leans forward and connects their lips, pulling away she looks at him one final time before pulling him into a hug. She wraps her arms around his neck feeling his arms wrap securely around her waist when she gives her response.

"I love you to Sannie."