Sorry I've promise to publish in one day but I've been failed. At least I've need to be recover to my burden :)

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“How come you’re so fussy?” I said as I gazed at Yein while he squirmed around in my arms.  “Your brother doesn’t fuss nearly as much as you do.  What’s going on?  Do you wanna tell me something?”  The one-year-old simply fussed more and whined.

“Try giving him the stuffed thing,” Jungkook said as he laid Wooshin down in the crib.

“Helpful,” I said, rolling my eyes.  I picked up the toy hedgehog nearby and held it up.  “You want this one?”  Yein reached for the toy and took it from me before chewing on it.  “That’s what I thought.”  I stood up and let out a breath as I slowly made my way over to the crib.  I laid him down and reached over, gently brushing my fingers over Wooshin’s belly.

“And you were worried about parenting,” Jungkook said as he rubbed my back.  “You’re a wonderful dad.”

“I’ve got help,” I said, smiling to myself. 

"From who? " Jungkook asked in confusion.

"From my mother, she really knows, how parenting works. She also help me from processing adoption papers. I reply.

"Oh! I see! " he nodded. 

"Jungkook!" I call, he just humm. “Thank you.  Thank you for going in on this adoption with me.  It means so much to me.”

“As long as you’re happy,” he said, kissing my cheek.  “This helps you get better, remember?  You wanted something to help you through the recovery of what happened.  I threw out ideas, this is the one you wanted.”

“I told you not to listen to me,” I said, giggling softly.  “But I’m glad you did.”

“You ready for bed?” he asked as he kissed over my shoulder a few times.

“Not yet,” I said, gesturing to the babies.  “They aren’t sleeping yet.  When they sleep, I’ll sleep.”

“Okay, fair enough,” he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder.  “You know what’s interesting?  They look like us.  They look like our babies.”

“Even if they didn’t, I love them so much,” I said softly.  “I didn’t expect babies, but…I just love them more than anything.”

“I love them too,” he agreed.  “And I…love you.”

“I’m not ready for that yet,” I said, letting out a shaky breath.

“I’ll be here when you are,” he promised.  “I hope they fall asleep soon.  It’s getting late.”

“They’re babies, they’ll wake up after a couple hours,” I reminded.

“We’ll deal with that when it’s time,” he insisted.  “Right now, these little guys need to sleep so we can sleep.”

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I was able to get forty-five minutes of sleep before I heard the fussing from Yein.  I was up so fast, I managed to have him in my arms before he woke up Wooshin.

“Shhh, there, there, baby,” I cooed gently as I rocked Yein while I sat on the couch.  He whined and squirmed, threatening to start wailing his head off.  “I know, you had a bad dream.  I have bad dreams too.  But they’re just bad dreams.  They won’t hurt you, I promise.  You get to wake up and realize that people you love are right there with you.”  I hummed and kissed my baby’s forehead.  He calmed down a little and grabbed one of my fingers, sucking on it a little.

I simply smiled as I watched him.  That was one of the things that made me love going all in on this adoption.  This kind of bonding between us.  Yein was my little man.  Wooshin was too, but he seemed to prefer Jungkook over me.  And I didn’t mind.  I loved the fact that we had both of them, and they we…had a family.

“A family,” I said out loud.  “We’re a family, huh?”

Yein let out a little mewl before he squealed softly.  I got my finger free and kissed his nose a couple times before I carried him over to the crib.  I gently laid him down and handed him his hedgehog.

“You get some sleep, little guy,” I cooed gently.  “And if you have another bad dream, then I’ll come get you and hold you again.  Night-night, baby boy.”  Yein let out some sleepy noises before he started falling asleep again.  I got back into bed and let out a breath when Jungkook wrapped an arm around my waist.

“Mm, where’d you go?” he asked sleepily.

“Yein had a bad dream, he’s fine now,” I reassured.  “Go back to sleep.”  He mumbled before falling silent again.  I got comfortable and smiled to myself.  “I have a family.  And I fucking love it.”  I looked at the clock and saw that it was midnight.  I patted Jungkook’s hands.

“What?” he asked softly.

“It’s midnight, lover,” I teased.  He chuckled a little and kissed my cheek.

“Tomorrow,” he promised.  “Tomorrow I’ll sneak in like I used to and curl those toes.” I laugh on his joke. 

"Yah.. Right.. Midnight lover! Let go to sleep!" he laugh emptying.

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"What are you doing babe! " he asked. 

"I'm just preparing my detox water. " I pour the lemon juice on a pitcher, he gave me a yellow-gold powder. 

"Put some ginger powder, it has many benefits to your health!" he answer and I didn't hesitate to put it. After I drank my detox water. I decide to cover myself to sleep..

Night came passed by. I felt someone kissing my skin.. It so good, I try to check who's doing this to me but my eyes was too heavy and my body too hot to stop the person responsible for this. 

"J-Jungkook! What are you doi--ahh" I know he's the only person can do this to me. He didn't reply on my questions instead he continue his actions. "M-my Midnight Lover!" I call out. 

"Yes.. My love!" a low deep husky voice whispered on my ear. 

"T-take me" I whine. 

"As you wish, my love! " he kiss me passionately, lip bitting, tongue fighting and the best part is when he explore my mouth. "I love you!" 

"I love you my midnight lover! " he smiled. Suddenly we heard a cry sound.  "I guess we have a whole midnight to take care our children!" 

"Your right!" 

That night our love making gave to our little ones. To our babies and our family will stay forever and ever. This my story and my midnight soon to be... No.. 

My husband!

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