Don't know what the title should be so 'UNTITLED'.

Few months went by;

I was happy because Mark wasn't bothering me anymore instead we had the world's best relationship i.e, of friendship. Taehyung was happy dating while Jackson went a step further, he proposed Jihu, his school crush for marriage and she said yes so it was a call for wedding bells.

"Y/N i will pick you up at sharp 9 AM be ready"

"Arraseo i will be ready Tae" saying i hung the call.

Today was Jackson's marriage, 'My nerd is going to get married' i thought and chuckled.

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"Yes i do..."

"Yes i do..."

"Now i declare you both husband and wife, you may kiss the bride" Pastor said and our Jacksonie leaned in for the kiss while Jihu being shy flinched a little on which i and Taehyung laughed.

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"Jackson-ah you are the first person to get married in our trio squad" Taehyung patted Jackson's back which made him chuckle.

"Congrats Jackson-ah i am happy for you and Jihu" i said handing them the bouquet and hugged them both.

"So where is the honeymoon?" Taehyung asked making things awkward, we both saw Jackson and Jihu looking at each other and their cheeks turned crimson which made us laugh at them.

"Paris" Jackson hardly spoke out of embarrassment.

"Oh..Honeymoon in Paris huh..??" i and tae said in unison which made the couple to flush.

I and Taehyung were sitting on the chair facing the altar while the couple were busy chatting and welcoming the guest, family and friends.

My eyes were fixed on Jihu, her twinkling eyes which were in love, her glowy face, her wedding dress and most important the love of her life standing besides her. She was looking pretty and happy.

"Jackson is so happy right?" Taehyung spoke which made me look at him.

"Yes"

"Tae our nerd has grown up and now he is a family man" i chuckled looking at him.

"I hope they stay happy together as always" i heard him saying while my eyes still fixed on the couple.

"He will Tae, he will because he knows the value of love and people" i said proudly as if i have raised him.

My eyes weren't moving an inch from the couple just then i felt warmness against my skin, i looked down to see Taehyung's hand grasping my hands. I looked at him and smiled, his eyes were fixed on me.

"Y/N don't you think that you should be giving a chance to Mark?" he spoke suddenly out of nowhere.

"You know me Taehyung, i will die instead of dating him or anybody" i smiled and looked away trying to clear the knot in my throat and hiding the tears welling in my eyes.

"Ara" was all he said and his grip on my hand tightened.

Taehyung have been worrying about me recently and i also feel that he try to take out time to meet me more often. I really feel sorry for his girlfriend because instead of spending his free time with her he ends up landing in my restaurant and home. I have told him that i am okay several times but he doesn't understands and that's what kills me.

"Taehyung please stop worrying about me and concentrate on your life please" i said in a sharp voice to make sure he understands what i feel.

"Y/N but..."

"Taehyung please don't worry about me and i don't need any sympathy and you know me better than anybody else. If i need your help then i will be coming to you without having any second thought" i interrupted him and said in monotone. I know i was hurting his feelings but this was the only thing i could do because i don't want him to waste his life behind me and holding me.

"Arraseo.." saying he looked away which ached my heart.

I instantly felt guilty for my words. I rested my head on his shoulder and interlinked my arms with his while my eyes still on altar. Within a sec i felt Tae's head against mine.

"Taehyung"

"Hmph?"

"I am sorry.."

"It's fine Y/N"

"Taehyung please stop thinking about me... you guys have already done enough. Please concentrate on your life now and always remember if i need your help i will never hesitate to call you" i said and i tightened my grip.

"Y/N"

"Hmph?"

"Do you want to use my Karaoke room???" he said in a serious tone on which i and Taehyung burst into laughter. I remember the times which i used his karaoke room to released my stress and tension and ended up making him and Jackson go deaf.

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Few weeks later;

Jackson and Jihu left Korea for their honeymoon while I got busy in my work.

Ring Ring.

A call woke me up on one fine day and i picked up,

"Hello"

"Y/N"

"Hello Taehyung why did you called so early in the morning is everything okay??"

"Yes actually i just wanted to ask you that are you free today?"

"Why Tae?"

"My girlfriend was asking that we could have dinner together with you"

"Tae but why me? just take her on the date right away" i struggled.

"I know actually she just wanted to meet you"

"No Tae i cannot come today i am busy"

"But today is Sunday Y/N"

"I need to go somewhere Tae"

"Can i ask where??"

"Just somewhere.."

"Beach right Y/N?"

His words shocked me. 'How did he know that i will be going to the beach' i thought.

Today was the day when you and Jin had your first date 7 years ago. You still celebrate your 'DATE ANNIVERSARY' every year without fail in remembrance of Jin and your love by visiting the beach and staying there feeling nostalgic.

"Y/N"

"Hmph?"

"Are you going to the beach?"

"Ani, i have a meeting" i lied.

After few minutes the call hung and i got up.

"Good morning Jin..!" i mumbled inhaling the fresh air and my stress went away. Years have passed and i never forget to wish him.

In the evening;

I made my way to the beach exactly at 7PM. I felt the cold breeze against my skin as i walked towards the beach. The breeze which was kissing my skin and messing my hairs, i was feeling light and happy. It was not the first time i was coming here, i have visited n number of times following my memories and heart.

"Jin you still remember our first date right??" i mumbled and smiled.

I spread my arms, closed my eyes and felt the ambience. I might be looking crazy standing in the middle of beach doing such things but i didn't care about that anymore, all i wanted was to make this day special like every year. Every year i use to visit this place on the same date and would wait for few hours watching the sunset and the tides and then would leave feeling blessed.

I started walking on the beach watching the couples, families having fun which eventually brought a curve on my lips.

Time passed by and soon the people started leaving, i stood facing the sea filling my lungs with the fresh air.

"What are you waiting for?"

A voice interrupted my thought. My heart skipped a beat, a knot formed in my throat and i felt like i was being garrotted by wire or something.

'This voice... thi... this melodious voice belongs to....' tears started welling in my eyes as i turned to see the figure standing infront of me.

"J..Jin.." i barely spoke as if i choked the air in my throat. In front of me stood the most handsome man, the man of my dreams, the man which is capable of making me go weak in my knees.

He was smiling as he was looking at me....

His facial features were still the same... sharp and well sculptured face, sparkling eyes, roman nose, contagious and heartwarming smile, pouty and alluring lips which use to bring butterflies in my stomach, broad shoulders.

He was grown up into a handsome man and became mature after so many years, he became little chubbier and healthy though. My mouth went agape as he was standing in front of me wearing a pink color V neck t-shirt revealing his collar bones and black jeans, he was looking hot as always.

"Jin" i said this time pulling myself up.

"Y/N" he smiled.

That smile for which i was alive uptil now, i saw that.

I didn't moved an inch instead i was looking at him still in shock. Throughout this years i thought that when i will meet him, i will run towards him, yell at him and hit him till he dies but as he was infront of me today i wasn't able to move infact i was not able to look at him straight in his eyes.

Time has changed everything but what about us??

"How are you Y/N?" He asked as he walked towards me.

"I..I am fine Jin" i said and looked away to hide my tears as i was embarrassed to meet him after so many years.

"How are you Jin?" i asked as i breathe huge amount of oxygen.

"What do you think?" he asked pointing towards himself.

"You look fine" i said and smiled.

Few minutes of awkward silence;

I never thought things will be so awkward between us as we were still looking at each other and then away.

"Let's sit" he said breaking the silences on which i nodded.

He choose the place and we sat facing the sea with our legs folded. His eyes were fixed on the tides which were hitting the seashore. I glanced at him, he was still the same; handsome and stunning like always nothing has changed, he is still capable of fluttering my heart. I kept my hands on my chest feeling my heart throbbing against my chest. I smiled and continued glancing him.

As he turned his head to look at me i looked away avoiding his eye contact.

"So, Y/N how is your restaurant?" he asked which made me look at him. His glaze was sharp and warm at the same time he was looking through my soul i thought.

"Oh... it's great"

"Are you happy?" he asked.

"Yes" i lied and mentally slapped myself for saying so. 'I am sorry i am not happy Jin and of course, not without you' i thought.

"Great"

"Jin"

"Hmph?"

"What about you? What are you doing these days?" i asked out of curiosity, i wanted to know about him and his life.

"I am busy with my business" he smiled.

'That's it? he just ended?' i thought. I wanted to talk to him, i wanted to hold him and want to ask him whether he missed me? whether he still loves me? is he engaged or do he loves someone? but my words muffled in my mouth like my tongue went numb.

Ring Ring

His mobile rang and interrupted our silence.

"Hello"

"Okay sure."

"How is Haruhi?"

'Haruhi?? who is Haruhi' i thought. I was shocked to hear the name from his mouth. Many questions strike my mind wife? girlfriend? who is she? i looked at him.

"Okay feed her, i don't want my baby to starve arraseo?"

'Baby....!!!!!'

He has a baby..??

My heart dropped, i was stonned, i gulped my own saliva and looked at him with squinted eyes. My world have shattered today, the person whom i loved was already taken and i felt that thousands of pins were poked in my heart. I felt so hopeless and dejected.

So, throughout these years i was waiting for bus at the subway. I smiled like stupid.

I looked at him, he seems very happy i thought.

"Ayami, please take care of her and yes eat your dinner i guess i will be late" saying he smiled.

"Okay and make sure Haruhi sleeps well and don't wait for me i'll be coming little late so bye" saying he kept the phone while i was still looking at him.

'Ayami..'

'Ayami..'

The wind was cold enough but i was not feeling anything as i lost my sense.

'He got married and he is happy now with his daughter which must be cute like him' i thought.

My love was with me, the man of my dreams was with me but i felt devastated this feeling was worst, worst than that rejection which i faced few years back then by him. The fact that he loved somebody after me, married her and had a daughter with her was killing me.

'Promise me in during this phase if we meet a better person and fell in love with them then we need to go for it.' his words echoed my ears which he said the last day.... 

So did he forgot me already? wow... i just got fooled...........They say it right expectation hurts.

Why is he even here? to see whether i am okay or to laugh on my clumsiness or to brag about himself??

He would have just stayed happy with his family instead of coming here atleast i would have stayed happy hopping that he still loves me and that he is happy.

I looked at him as his eyes were still fixed on mine. 'No use Y/N he is gone, now he is just another man for you, your ex....' i thought.

I turned my head fixing my eyes on the tides and huffed.

'My life is like these tides now as i will be wandering from now onwards.

I was feeling weak all i wanted was to run away to Taehyung and cry like a kid in his arms like i always did.

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Everything is over....

Isn't it???

My 7 years of sacrifices, wait....

The whole life flashed in front of me...

Why Jin? why??

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Well Haruhi is my favourite name. I loved it after watching 'Ouran high school host club', it's the name of the lead female.

I guess i will name my daughter Haruhi in future.. but i am not sure let's see what Taehyung says about this.. LMAO....😂😂😂😘😘😘😘

I am so creepy...😈😈