A/n: there's been two updates today. Please read chapter 42 before this.

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Lee Hara:
I want to meet you so much

Lee Hara:
Though I'm ugly. And I really doubt if you'd keep liking me if we meet up

Lee Hara:
Like I'm so awkward. I even get nervous or anxious just while crossing the road or going inside a coffeeshop

Lee Hara:
I'm always afraid that I might embarrass myself and trust me I do.

Lee Hara:
I'm always cool on the internet because it's easy for me to hide behind the screen and just talk with someone freely. Even if I embarrass myself I can escape.

Lee Hara:
But if it comes from me that I want to see you in real life, i do. I really do wanna meet you

Lee Hara:
Even though I'm so afraid. My throat becomes dry if I think about meeting you someday and my hands tremble because I'm way too anxious and afraid but there's this other feeling too. The other one that makes me nervous yet really happy and excited

Lee Hara:
What am I blabbering here

Jeon Jungkook:
Is it bad that I want to kiss you right now

Jeon Jungkook:
Yep it is bad

Jeon Jungkook:
Sorry I don't know what I just typed there

Jeon Jungkook:
But yes I've wanted to meet you from the start I wanted to meet you so much! But I was afraid too I WAS SO DAMN AFRAID THAT YOU'D DENY OR WOULDN'T LIKE THE IDEA SO I DIDN'T BRING IT UP

Jeon Jungkook:
And honestly even though I brag all the time I get anxious myself. But I laugh it off and make a meme out of myself

Jeon Jungkook:
We can be awkward together

Jeon Jungkook:
Tbh I still can't talk to girls properly I mean I get so shooketh at first!

Jeon Jungkook:
SO YAY WE WOULD BE AWKWARD POTATOES TOGETHER

Lee Hara:
You're no potato fam

Lee Hara:
But I am

Lee Hara:
Argh I wanna do those couple things with you so bad

Jeon Jungkook:
..like what

Lee Hara:
HOLDING YOUR HAND, SURPRISE KISSES ON YOUR CHEEKS. YOU'D CATCH ME BEFORE I TRIP AND FALL. I'D DRINK COFFEE AND MAKE A MESS ON MY FACE AND YOU'D SEDUCTIVELY BRUSH IT OFF WITH YOUR THUMB

Lee Hara:
THERE'S SO MUCH

Jeon Jungkook:
You've watched too many kdramas hara

Jeon Jungkook:
SO YES LET'S MAKE A DATE. WHEN AND WHERE DO WE MEET I CANT WAIT I'M JUMPING AROUND THE DORM RIGHT NOW

Jeon Jungkook:
Hey why did you go offline

Jeon Jungkook:
OI

Jeon Jungkook:
EMO KID

Jeon Jungkook:
HEYYY HELLOO

Jeon Jungkook:
Argh kms