Edit 21/5/20: skip this chapter for it has self harm indicated at the end in case it could trigger you.

And I just want to say, self harm is not the way. I've had a past and I've been clean for more than a year. Please talk to someone, get help. I promise you that is not the way
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Jeon Jungkook:
Are you angry with me?

Jeon Jungkook:
You haven't been online for three days now

Jeon Jungkook:
I'm really sorry if I did something wrong. At least tell me?

Jeon Jungkook:
I guess I was being a bit insensitive

Jeon Jungkook:
Nope not a bit, a lot. Please don't hate me

Jeon Jungkook:
I'm really worried text me back if you get this message

12:35 am

Lee Hara:
Hey

Lee Hara:
I'm fine

Jeon Jungkook:
OH MAN HOLY SHIT-

Jeon Jungkook:
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU REPLIED I LOVE GOD NOW

Lee Hara:
You're overreacting

Jeon Jungkook:
PLEASE TELL ME IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG LAST TIME

Jeon Jungkook:
I haven't been sleeping properly

Lee Hara:
It felt like you were one of them
Message not sent

Lee Hara:
As if the past came back to haunt me
Message not sent

Lee Hara:
Well you don't know anything so it's not your fault

Jeon Jungkook:
I don't understand but you're not angry with me right?

Jeon Jungkook:
RIGHT?

Lee Hara:
Yeah I'm not angry

Jeon Jungkook:
I'm so relieved

Jeon Jungkook:
So how are you? What happened in these three days? Tell me everything!

Lee Hara:
Nothing.

Jeon Jungkook:
Nothing? :(

Lee Hara:
Well these group of people tried to befriend me yesterday. I mean I'm not sure if that's the case, but they tried talking to me. And nobody talks to me since I like being alone.

Lee Hara:
And we ate lunch in cafeteria together. They were five in people, three girls and two boys. All of them were really noisy.

Lee Hara:
They talked to me again today

Jeon Jungkook:
Didn't it feel fun? Eating together? Having a fun conversation?

Lee Hara:
Yeah I guess. Reminded me of how I was in middle school.

Jeon Jungkook:
Hehehe I'm really happy that you talked about yourself today

Jeon Jungkook:
I don't know why I can't stop grinning

Jeon Jungkook:
I probably look really stupid

Lee Hara:
You are stupid.

Lee Hara:
Anyways it all happened because I lent one of them my homework two days ago. I can't believe now they all wanna be my friends

Lee Hara:
Even when I'm like this

Jeon Jungkook:
I can guess why they wanna be your friend

Jeon Jungkook:
You're pretty amazing but you don't know that

Lee Hara:
Oh shut up

Jeon Jungkook:
Why? Are you blushing? Anyways why weren't online for the past three days?

Lee Hara:
I hurt my hand

Lee Hara:
I cut it myself
Message not sent

Jeon Jungkook:
How? Does it still hurt? I hope it will be fine soon :(

Lee Hara:
I hope so too.