March 1983

Dear diary,

Today was almost impossible to put into words. I debuted my long-rehearsed Moonwalk for all my fans to see, and they adored it! The only person who didn't like it was myself; I messed up the move after, in which I was supposed to go up on my toes and just stay there. Completely frozen. But no – I lost my balance, and my feet hit the floor after only half a second.

My brothers were telling me it went perfectly – they said it was a performance that would make history. I didn't quite see it myself, and I cried because I was annoyed with myself for messing up. But then, a boy came, and the look on his face was priceless. He asked me how I dance the way I do, so I just said "Practice, I guess". He was the only person to convince me it was all good; children don't lie.

You could say today has been a good day. I'm so excited about what's to come! :D

Michael J.

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September 1987

Dear diary,

My new Bad album came out a few days ago, and I'm excited for it. I know it won't top what Thriller has achieved, but I like to think it'll do well. The sad thing is, people are starting to see me in other ways – I'm no longer just Michael Jackson the singer. I'm Michael Jackson the bizarre, strange, unpredictable wacko, and it hurts my heart.

I've been working on the short films for my songs, but people don't seem to care about the art any more; they only seem to care about how "crazy" I am. Honestly, if I told them I was an alien from Mars who eats live chickens and does a voodoo dance at midnight, they would probably believe it. I'm trying to laugh it off, but it's getting hard.

It started off as a joke, but now it looks like the joke's on me.

Michael J.

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December 1993

Dear diary,

I'm not even sure if I want to exist right now. I've just gotten home from the worst day of my entire life – having been accused of the sexual mistreatment of children, I had to take part in a strip search today. It was the most dehumanising, humiliating ordeal anyone could ever face; I feel sick to my stomach as I write this.

There was a picture of Liz Taylor for me to look at whilst I removed my robe, but it didn't help at all. The people running the photoshoot weren't happy with me because I'm a shy person. Can they blame me? I've been in the spotlight all my life, and now they wish to see me without my clothing? It's too much. It really is.

In the space of an hour, I completely lost my pride and dignity. It's like I have nothing left at all. I'm practically no longer classed as a human; I feel as if I'm an animal.

Lord, let things get better. Please.

Michael J.

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December 1994

Dear diary,

Things are so much better now. I'm happily married to my gorgeous wife Lisa Marie Presley, and I couldn't be happier with her. She's been helping me through the tough times, along with Liz and my family, and it's kind of been working. I'm soon going to be releasing my next album, HIStory. Most of the songs on there will most-likely be my way of expressing my feelings of the past year to everyone; this is my first work since the accusations.

I've been filming the teaser trailer for the album, and it's been a lot of fun. Lisa has been coming with me every day for support, and we've had a laugh, and perhaps a few minutes of cuddling and kissing every so often. (:

It's not been too bad recently. I hope this keeps up. (:

Michael J.

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February 1997

Dear diary,

I'm over the moon! I'm so happy! I could scream and cry with joyfulness! Life is easily worth living now that today has come! :D

Today, my first child was born, courtesy of my good friend Debbie, whom I've married: I now have a beautiful, gorgeous, perfect little boy, who I've named Prince Michael Jackson I. He's the definition of perfect – from his eyes, to his tiny hands and feet, and from his little chubby cheeks to the fluffy hairs on his head. I must have cried at least six times in the past few hours from happiness; I'm unable to accept the fact I'm a father! (:

Oh boy, I need to calm down. I have responsibilities with this baby, now.

My son! My own son! ❤️

Welcome to the world, my angel. I love you with all my heart. ❤️

Michael J.

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April 1998

Dear diary,

Today I was blessed with a beautiful daughter, who I've named Paris. She's just as special as her big brother; her eyes are breathtaking, to say the least. Her features are just as perfect as her brother's. ❤️

I ended my HIStory Tour last year, a few months after Prince was born. I had laryngitis, so I couldn't sing very well in all honesty. But anyway, I hung up the Gold Pants for good, and now I'm a father to my two angels. (:

Life, you're becoming a lot better. :D

Michael J.

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February 2001

Dear diary,

It's happened again! It's actually happened again! I've got another child to call my own! Another son, by the name of Prince Michael Jackson II. We all call him Blanket though, to symbolise the fact we blanket one another with love. It's adorable to me. ❤️

I'm with another girl now. After Debbie and I divorced a couple years back on mutual terms, I found a new girl named Jacinta, who I've fallen in love with – harder than I fell in love with Lisa. It's not even her looks that did it – it's her personality; she's funny, kind, caring and smart, but it also helps that she kisses good. (;

I'm also working on my next album, Invincible. It'll probably be my final studio album; I'm getting older and soon I'll lose my magic. Let's hope that day doesn't come for a while; I love creating new things for my fans. (:

Michael J.

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June 2005

Dear diary,

The past few months have been a tough ordeal for me. In 2003, I was accused of the sexual mistreatment of children once again, and this time I had to fight in court. But today, I was finally proven innocent. Has that made me happy? In some ways, yes.

I mean ... I'm happy to be a free man, and happy to be deemed innocent. What I hate, however, is the pain I've been subjected to as a result. Jacinta and the kids have been affected too; the kids haven't seen me in a while, whilst Jacinta has been standing by my side through it all. I appreciate her love and support – especially since she hasn't left me at all. I really admire that.

Let's hope it all goes uphill from here ...

Michael J.

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March 2009

Dear diary,

Today I announced my comeback tour, This Is It. It's going to be my final set of concerts ever; I really want to focus on classical albums, or perhaps start an acting career. I've always dreamed of acting in movies – granted, I have Moonwalker, The Wiz, Ghosts and a few other cameo roles, but I want more! The acting world is so exciting to me! (:

People seemed to react well to the announcement of my tour. People have been going crazy over tickets and all of that, and that just makes me so happy, because even after the media has painted a bad picture of me, they're still standing by me. I really admire that. ❤️

I'm also still with Jacinta, and we're married. After being proven innocent in June 2005, I proposed to her, and she said yes. We got married on January 27, 2006.

It's getting better, I think. But the thing is, the tour hype and rehearsal has me taking sleeping medication so I'm not tired the following day. Wouldn't want that, would I? Nope!

Michael J.

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June 2009

Dear diary,

I realise this is a total invasion of privacy, but I simply had to do this. I've been reading the diary entries in this diary, and crying for the misfortune of some of the events. The most painful one is the one I'm writing now.

Today, you passed away, because of an intoxication and overdose of Propofol and Benzodiazepine. It caused you to suffer from a cardiac arrest. You were pronounced dead at precisely 2:26pm earlier on today.

I can't stop crying, and neither can the children. After all the pain you suffered through, you still didn't have enough by the looks of it. I can't believe you're gone.

Michael Joseph Jackson. ❤️

August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009.

I love you, baby. ❤️

I'll miss you ...

Jacinta J.

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The final entry hurt my feels when I wrote it; not gonna lie.
This was kinda pointless but I felt the need to write Michael's life in diary form.
I hope it wasn't too boring or stupid. x3