Michael was fucking kissing me.

HE WAS FUCKING KISSING ME!

What the hell am I doing letting him kiss me?

He touched the whore with those lips and now he is all over you.

I realized what was happening and pushed him away.

"You need to go, Michael." I turned away from him putting my groceries up.

I expected him to leave, but guess the fuck what? He didn't.

No, instead he came right beside of me, going through the grocery bags helping me sort them, to put them away.

It was silent between us. The only sound that was heard was our footsteps and breathing.

I can't believe Michael just thought it was ok to fuck another bitch and not expect me to find out. Once, I did he really thought I was just going to forget about it? Take him back for what? To be treated like shit again?

Uh, no thanks.

After, a few more minutes he spoke up.

"Teneka, please just talk to me. I really want to work this out." Michael sighed, following me to the living room.

I took a seat on the couch, which caused him to join me. I didn't answer him, I had nothing to say to him. I wanted him out of my house. Out of my life.

I raised up from the couch long enough to grab the tv remote turning it on. Nothing exciting was on.

Before, I actually got comfortable on the couch, I decided to go get me a glass of pink lemonade and some Oreos. 

Don't judge me because I already know it's a horrible food combination. But guess the fuck what? I'm pregnant, so hop off me bitch.

I came back in to the living room and Michael was still sitting on the couch but he was on his phone.

I ended up sitting my drink and Oreos on the coffee table so I could get comfortable. Once, I was done getting comfortable, I grabbed my Oreos and tv remote, getting on Netflix turning on Lucifer.

Lemme tell you, for Lucifer to be the fucking devil, he is one fine muthafucker. At least in the show. I don't know about in real life, I ain't trying to figure that out either.

"Teneka, can we please talk?" Michael finally spoke up again.

"Yes, get out of my house. Conversation over." I told him staring at the television while stuffing my face.

"I am not going anywhere until we fix this. Fix us. I'm trying really hard, but you keep pushing me away."

"Like you didn't push me away for 2 weeks fucking another bitch!"

"Teneka, I apologized for that. There is nothing I can do to take what happened back. All we can do is fix us and move forward." Michael said softly.

"Take your apology, shove it up your ass and twist on it. Or actually choke on it and suffocate." I know that was harsh, but I do not fucking care.

"Baby, I'm sorry okay? I shouldn't have cheated on you. I promised you that I would never hurt you, but I ended up doing it anyways." Michael dropped to his knees coming over to where he was sitting on his knees in front of me. "I don't have an explanation to why I did it. I know that there isn't enough apology in the world for what I have done. But please, if you give me another chance I promise, I won't ever hurt you again. I love you." I paused my show, just so I can stare right deep into those eyes of his.

"What you just spoke is bull shit. If I wouldn't have caught you, you would still be fucking that bitch behind my back. The only reason you are sorry is because your ass got caught. Let's not forget that you told that bitch you were single. Who knows how many other bitches you have been sleeping around with. If you didn't want to be with me, you should have just left me, not cheated on me."

"I do want to be with you. More than anything. Listen, I know I've fucked up, but I'm trying to change. I want to be a good husband to you and our baby. I just need you to allow me to show you that." Michael looked down at my engagement ring and smiled.

Michael was really trying to sweet talk his way in to winning me back.

"Michael, we planned a future together. I was your fiancé and we were suppose to get married next year. That's when we were going to start our family. But guess what?" I started crying playing with my engagement ring. "I stopped taking my birth control for you. You would talk about kids every day. I wanted to wait until we got married to have kids, but I gave that up just for you. I would do anything in this world to make you happy because I love you that much. But when it comes to me, it seems like all I am is shit to you."

"You are my fiancé and we are still getting married next year. Baby, I didn't ask you to that for me. I was willing to wait until you were ready. I love and appreciate that you did that just for me. You are far from shit, baby. You are my everything."

"I used to be your everything, you easily get distracted by other women. If you were really in love with me, only I would have your attention. We wouldn't be having this conversation. I have put up with your shit for far too long. All this time I thought you loved me and only wanted me. I should have seen right through it, when you all of a sudden changed your mind into wanting to live together. God, I am such an idiot. I knew our relationship was too good to be true. My parents tried warning me about you, I was too love struck by all the things you promised me. Even my own brother tried warning me. Yeah, and every time I go out of my way and do something nice for you it backfires." I closed my eyes taking a deep breath before exhaling. "The only thing we will ever have or share is this baby. We can co-parent, but other than that.." I started sliding my ring off of my finger and he started shaking his head. "I can't marry you, Michael." I handed him the ring but he didn't take it. I grabbed his hand placing it in his palm closing it.

"You are my everything, I adore you so fucking much Teneka. I don't know what got in to me baby but I promise that I will never ever hurt you again. Please, let me prove to you. Do you still love me?" Michael was crying at this point.

"You shouldn't have to prove your loyalty to me. You should have stayed loyal. I know you will never hurt me, again. I'm not going to allow that to happen. Yes, I love you, but I don't trust you."

"P-please, let me make it up to you. I will do anything in the world to make you see how sorry I really am. Please, just don't leave me. I love you. I can't live without you."

"I'm not marrying you, Michael. You brought this upon yourself. Like I said, all we will ever have is the baby. The only thing you are to me is the father of my baby. It's going to stay that way."

"Y-you are seriously just going to give up t-two years? I thought you loved me." That pissed me off.

"No! Don't blame this shit on me. Who is the one that went and fucked another person? You gave up two years, not me. I thought you loved me, I was wrong." I chuckled angrily.

"I do fucking love you woman! I wouldn't be down here on my knees begging if I didn't. I want you to be mine again, baby please be mine!"

"Michael, no I deserve better and so does my baby. I need you to respect that, so I'm going to have to ask you to leave." Michael grabbed my left hand placing the ring back on it. "Michael, no."

"Teneka, you are mine. I am not giving up on us. I love you and you love me. We were made for each other. You may not realize it now but you will. And when you do, I'll be right here waiting for you baby." Michael, placed a kiss on my lips and then my forehead.

I took off the ring again right in front of him sitting it on the table.

"I am not marrying you, Michael. I need you to respect that and my personal boundaries."

"Just wait, you'll be changing your mind." Michael said with a smirk walking towards the door leaving. "I love you, baby."

I sighed when he finally left.

Oh my god that man is fucking crazy. He thinks he can just come and go as he pleases. Absolutely not.

I'm not marrying him either and he finally realized that after trying for 4 months.

(Y'all wanted me to finish the story, so I did!)