It was time to leave to go to Neverland. Michael sent me his address and it was about an hour away. Liam is super stoked about going over to Neverland and spending the night.

All I could think about was ways to prove to Michael that I want him in more ways than one. I came up with a few ideas.

"Mommy can we listen to Michael please?"

"Sure baby what song?"

"She drives me wild." I turn on the song and he starts singing it.

"She's got the look. She's so fine. And you know damn well. The girl will be mine. She got the breaks. She's a scene. And you know damn well. She gives it to me (uh-huh)." But he doesn't sing the curse words. He knows better.

After she drives me wild, he requested Liberian girl.

"Liberian girl, you came and you changed my world. A love so brand new. Liberian girl, you came and you changed me girl. A feeling so true. Liberian girl, you know that you came. And you changed my world. Just like in the movies. With two lovers in a scene. And she says, "Do you love me?". And he says so endlessly, "I love you, Liberian girl"."

Then it was leave me alone, why you wanna trip on me, girlfriend, Ben, blame it on the boogie, off the wall, shake your body and a bunch more all the way up until we reached Neverland. 

We got to the gates and they immediately let us in. Driving up to the ranch it was such a beautiful sight to see. Statues, flowers, train tracks, beautiful trees, it was something that you would fantasize about. As we got closer we seen all the rides that he had. I thought people over exaggerated this place on how amazing it was but they weren't wrong. Liam kept saying how beautiful and breathtaking it was.

I guess the security guards at the gates paged Michael because he was outside waiting for us. He looked breathtaking as always.

We got out of the car and Liam was greeted by Michael.

"Hello Liam welcome to the ranch! Are you ready to have some fun!?" Michael said excitedly.

"Yes sir!" Liam said just as excited.

*

Michael and Liam played outside until it was fully dark and the amusement park lights came on. Then it was time to come inside and get ready for bed.

"Mommy that was so much fun!" Liam said when he seen me on the porch.

"Was it? Did you enjoy it?"

"Yes! It is way better than any amusement park I've ever been to! I even seen his zoo! Can you believe he has a zoo at his own house?!"

"I'm glad you had fun Liam, you are welcome back any time when I'm home. Now let me show you to the room you'll be staying at. I'm sure you are exhausted." Just as Michael said that, Liam yawned and rubbed his eyes.

Michael leads us up the stairs into one of his guest rooms.

"Here you go. Goodnight Liam I'll see you in the morning." Michael said.

"Good night Michael."

We walked in the room and Liam got into his pajamas before getting in the bed.

"I'm glad you had fun today."

"Oh mommy it was so much fun! Words can't explain this place. I love it here! Michael is so nice to me. He is my best friend."

"Good buddy, I'm glad you and Michael are getting along great. Now you get some rest and mommy will see you in the morning. Alright?"

"Okay mommy, I love you."

"I love you too, buddy."

I left the room shutting the door behind me. Now was the big moment of showing Michael how interested I am. I am pushing all my fears away. Well, I'm going to try to.

I seen Michael go in his room so I knocked on the door. It took him a few minutes to open it but eventually he did.

"Can I help you?" He asked shutting the door behind him.

"Michael, I need to talk to you about something important."

"We already said what we had to say earlier. It's all said and done with."

"No, you said what you had to say. You never let me talk."

"Look, there is nothing you can say or do to chan-" I interrupted him by grabbing his face kissing him. It took him by surprise because it took him a few minutes to start kissing me back but then he broke the kiss.

"Joanie, what are you doing?"

"Can we go somewhere and talk? That way I can tell you."

"Fine, let's go." Michael opened his bedroom door letting me in shutting it behind us.

We just stared at each other in silence for minutes.

"Well, are you going to start talking? I don't have all day here." Michael said getting impatient.

"Michael I'm sorry I hurt your feelings. It wasn't my intention to do that. If anything I am interested in you just as much as you are me."

"You sure as hell don't act like it."

"Because I'm scared Michael."

"Scared of what? What is the reason why you are so scared? Have I ever given you a reason to be scared?"

"I'm scared of falling in love one day, I'm scared of intimacy. I'm scared of everything. Like I told you last night, I haven't been kissed, touched or had sex with someone in 4 years. I don't know how to feel when you touch or kiss me. I get excited, then I freak out and push you away. I don't want to feel that way anymore. And you were talking about sex last night. I was frightened because I don't know if you will like what is under the clothes and where it's been so long what if I don't please you? What if I don't do it right? All the girls you have dated are skinny, I am very far from that."

"First of all, I don't body shame women. Secondly, I understand that you are scared and haven't been intimate with someone in 4 years. I just want you to open up and trust me. Let me touch you and kiss you. I will love your body and your body will love me after I'm done with you. Come here." Michael reached out his hand and I gladly accepted it. He pulled me close to his body then pressed me up against the wall.

"What if I don't do something right? I am going to embarrass myself in front of you."

"Just because it has been 4 years doesn't mean you need to be embarrassed. All I expect from you is to be open and honest with how you are feeling. This is going to be very intense for you, I understand that. Just remember, at the end it is going to be all worth it. Tell me, do you trust me?"

"Yes, I trust you Michael. I am just a little nervous, that is all."

"Good. Don't be nervous. " With a big smile plastered on his face, his lips instantly came connected with mine and I gladly accepted it. Michaels hands started caressing my body and I froze.

"Don't be afraid, let the feeling take over your body. Trust me, it will feel amazing." Michael whispered in my ear when he started kissing my neck.

His hands eventually slipped under my shirt rubbing my stomach soothingly. Then they slowly made their way up until they reached my breasts. He squeezed them gently in his hands.

"I am going to take your shirt off now, okay?" I nodded my head as a response.

Michael slipped my shirt off throwing it in the floor. This is really happening. I am letting this happen. Now I am partially exposed right in front of him. I did the unexpected and started unbuttoning his shirt taking it off of him. He allowed me to do it. It was the first time that I got to see his bare chest. It was sexy as fuck.

Michael reached around me and unbuckled my bra, sliding the straps down my arms.

"Look at how beautiful and plump these are." He said squeezing them again but more firmly. Both of his thumbs slowly moved back and forth over my nipples. By reflex both of my hands went around his wrists, never once did I move his hands away though.

I leaned my head against the wall with my eyes closed. It was soon after that, when I felt his warm mouth covering my right nipple, with his wet tongue gliding across it. I took a deep sharp breath in and slowly let it out. Then he moved over to my left one, blowing cool air over it before his mouth came in contact. Again, I let out another shaking breath. Especially, when one of his hands started targeting down south. I tensed up a little bit when his whole palm covered my entire lower region.

"Don't tense up, babe, just relax." Michaels mouth released my left nipple making a popping noise. He kissed my chest, all the way up to my shoulder, moving to my neck. Michael found my sweet spot behind my ear using it to his advantage.

Michael started moving his hand slowly over my shorts, adding a little bit of pressure. My breathing started to get a little heavier, and the tingling sensation began to become stronger.

Then he took me by surprise. Michael slipped his hand inside of my shorts. He groaned a little bit when he felt how wet I was for him. Michael decided just to go ahead and take my shorts and panties off. That's when his hand came back in contact with my area, slipping one finger through my wetness, before he started rubbing my little pearl. At this point, Michaels eyes were only focused on me.

The more he rubbed me, the harder I started panting. I felt this familiar sensation that I haven't had in a long time. I could feel it building up on the inside.

Michael took me by surprise when he slipped one finger inside of me bringing me closer to the edge.

"Mi-Michael.." I whimpered loudly. I grabbed onto his shoulders to stay balanced.

I felt the intense feeling that was happening. I was on the verge of no return and he noticed that. Michael started working me harder.

"Come for me, babe. Come for me."

It is probably because of how long it has been, but the intensity of electric impulses was insane. My legs started shaking a little bit, I knew I was there. Michael was still fingering me even while I was releasing. My grip tightened on his shoulders.

"That's right baby, let the feeling take over you. It felt good didn't it?" I couldn't form words right now, all I could give him was a head nod.

Suddenly, Michael removed his fingers, wrapped both hands around me, turning me around, laying me flat on the bed with him hovering over me. He kissed my lips once before standing back up, taking his pants and underwear off. When I looked down for the first time my eyes could have popped out of my head. Michael was so much bigger than Noah. I didn't dare to show how scared I was.

Michael climbed back on the bed placing himself between my legs. He bent over attaching his lips to mine. I could feel his package being smashed between us.

He raised back up looking at me with intent, lush and want in his eyes. He started stroking himself looking at me, before he positioned himself at my entrance. He slowly began pushing inside of me watching my every move and reaction. Michael took my breath away.

"Relax and breathe baby. Just relax and breathe."

When Michael pushed all the way inside, I could feel how much he was stretching me. It hurt, but it hurt so good. Especially, when he started slowly moving his hips. At least until I got comfortable. As soon as he heard my first moan, he started moving faster.

Michael leaned over again until we were chest to chest, burying his face in the crook of my neck kissing it every now and then. He moved his hips harder and faster against me. So hard that my body was jerking from the impact. I wrapped my arms around him scratching lightly at his back.

"You feel so good, baby." Michael moaned in my ear.

"Y-you feel g-good too."

Michael raised up holding himself up with both hands beside of me. He was watching himself move in and out of me.

Then he grabbed on to one of my legs holding on to it. His thumb found my sensitive pearl rubbing it in circles, which caused me to clench around him.

"Are you going to come for me?" Michael asked while placing kisses on my leg and ankle.

"Mhm.." was all I could manage to say.

He pushed me to the edge, until he got what he wanted. I came all around him. When I was done, he pulled out of me staring down at his glistening shaft.

"I want you to ride me." Michael said laying down beside of me. He helped me up so I could straddle him. It was the first time that I actually touched his shaft, but before I placed him at my entrance, I started moving my hand up and down.

"Fuck!" Michael grunted.

I decided that he had enough torture and placed him at my entrance slowly sliding down on him until he was fully inside.

Michaels grip tightened around my hips when I started bouncing on top of him. I leaned over just enough to where I was leaning over him a little bit. I rested my hands on both of his shoulders for grip.

"Holy, shit Michael.. fuck." I moved my hips faster over him and I could quickly feel my release building up again. With this position, he was hitting every spot perfectly.

I could tell Michael was also getting close to his release by the way he was slamming me down on him.

"M-Michael I'm going to.." I couldn't finish the rest of what I was going to say.

"I-I know baby me too."

With a couple more movements I released for the third time and he did right behind me. When we were done I collapsed right on his chest. We were both breathless and panting. We could hear both of our heartbeats.

"That was amazing baby." Michael said rubbing my back, kissing my sweaty forehead.

"You are amazing Michael. Thank you for this. I can clearly tell that these past 4 years, I have missed a lot. But I am glad that I got to experience it with you and no one else."

"Me too, me too. I'm glad that you agreed to do this. I think it brought us closer. I love you, Joanie."

"I think it did too. I love you too, Michael."

(THE END!)