To: Kael

From: Michael Bell

Remember Esmeralda Mia? My angel? Well she has honestly saved my life way too many times to count. She saved me from myself. That day when I was about to jump from a cliff I didn't give jack for anything. There was no purpose for me. There was no future for me. Given to my age I knew full well there was nothing I could do to support myself for a house, car etc, so I was left with nothing. But that was when my angel saved me. I will never forget that day.

It all went like this: After she yelled stop I jumped startled for I wasn't expecting anyone to be there. I almost jumped out of the cliff if it weren't for Esmeralda. Her hands steadied my body back and off the edge. Her big green eyes were shining bright with tears caressing her lovely flushed cheeks. I suddenly forgot why was I here and with the tips of my fingers I wiped away some tears. "Please don't cry." Esmeralda shook her head and hugged me. I didn't understand this behavior of hers. See, I am a genius and am good at anything I do or try but with girls? No way. Especially Esmeralda Mia. Then I remembered why I was here with the memories of my life in my brain cutting me like blades, slicing through my skin.

"Why did you save me Esmeralda? Let me go, there's no hope or life for me now." I cried to her. Her face became hot red getting so close to me I could smell her wonderful vanilla fragrance wafting around her.

"Don't you ever do that again. Got it? You do not ever and will not attempt this idiocy. There's so much for you in life. And maybe I'm no genius but I do know that you are a special guy that has so much to give in life. You think I'm a stranger but I'm not. I know all about you Michael Bell but I know there's so much more than that. I know this sounds a bit stalkerish and it is but I watch over you. Always. Your life is not easy but it doesn't mean you can take away your life just like that. Promise me you'll never give up on life and yourself." She stuck out her pinky and looking at her eyes speechless I hooked my pinky with her. When I was about to take my finger away she tightened her hold. "Best friends?" She asked with a serious deadpanned face.

"Forever. " I whispered feeling my eyes sting but I blinked the tears already forming away. "What now though with my supposed dad and all? " I questioned drifting off. She raised my chin with her delicate frozen fingers and with reassuring eyes she smiled at me warmly.

"Trust me. I know what to do. We have to talk to our principal."

After that, the very next day we spoke to our Director which was my best friend too, and as the Director got mad he made quick calls and soon I ended up with my best friend, the school Director as my legal guardian. Can you believe it?

I have to admit it was pretty awkward at first but as time went on I started getting used to him and he to me. He secretly was like my father and he made me call him by his name instead of the school Director. His name is Anthony Vortex. Esmeralda, my angel true to our promise became my best friend hitherto. Whenever we could, we'd see one another. She'd visit my house or Anthony would take me to hers.

Esmeralda would study with me then we'd have some fun. Either playing video games or watching our favorite movies as in aka Harry Potter. We have watched all Harry Potter movies over and over again and somehow we never grow tire of watching it. Every time at school when our lunch period came we'd sit under our tree nearby some field on the school and talk about our aspirations, games, Harry Potter, or random stuff. She was brilliant in my opinion. In every way.

Kael, three years have passed and I'm in danger. I have fallen in love with Esmeralda Mia, hard. But I may never tell her. She's the only person I have besides Anthony. I can't risk it. Meanwhile, I met this chick by the name of Chloe. She had wide gray eyes and flaming red straight hair with a lean body. She asked me out and hell was I curious and agreed to whatever. I told Esmeralda the day after while she was at my house playing Grand theft auto San Andreas. When I told her she paused the console and looked at me emotionless. "You're going out with Chloe? Chloe Flores?" Tis was obvious by Esmeraldas pursing of her lips and parting them then closing that she wasn't saying something. I put down my remote control and looked at her, studying her face for a few minutes.

"There's no reason why you should be jealous angel." Woops, damn why did that name slip? I remember thinking that. Her face brightened and she gave me a smirk throwing a buttery popcorn at my face. Soon we were doing a popcorn fight and when we heard a clearing of a throat, knowing it was Anthony we apologized profusely and cleared up the mess.

Then she sat down on the couch next to me, fidgeting with her cute blue painted finger nails. Meaning she was nervous about something. "I'm not jealous. I just think she's a huge stuck up and don't see you and her. Also, why did you call me angel. " I sucked in a breath raking a hand gingerly through my now cropped brown hair. Should I tell her the truth?

"I'm going out with her for it's time I live more life. Also, I call you, actually, let's get honest but don't feel awkward. I just, I've been calling you that since the very beginning that I met you. You look like an angel, act like an angel and you saved my life... I don't know... The name slipped, you weren't supposed to know this. "

She beamed at me and without saying a word she kissed my cheek with those raspberry even lips. I felt such a thrill flowing through me by that kiss. Even if it was only in my cheek. This is my angel we're talking about. After that, everything went back to normal and as usual I beat her in the game.

I've been dating Chloe to this very day. She's not that bad actually but truthfully: she won't ever be Esmeralda Mia.

At night Kael, I always have these nightmares haunting me of my father. Did I mention he was put to Jail? Well he was. And I fear that when he gets out he'd sought revenge. Every single night I yell in agony reliving all the times my father beat me till no end laughing while he constantly hit me 100 or more times. I wonder if he got this sick fetish by that. And also I had nightmares of momma and pappa laughing at me, saying I wasn't meant to live.

Honestly, I wish for these nightmares to fly away. I wish to let it go but the memories are fresh and just vivid in my dreams. Elusive of emotions twirling around me. I can't control my fear. Anthony in the middle of the night after my yells and shouts goes to my room asking if I'm okay looking all worried.

I wonder why am I so lucky to have Anthony as my Guardian. At times I observe him and see that we do and look exactly like twins. Like when I eat he hums some random tune which I do all the time. Then there's just a lot of stuff but I won't give much thought to it. But the question nags at me.

Do you imagine that this was one of those weird arse books and he was really my father? Because what my pappa said that one day and momma was alive in my mind: fluidly coming back. "You weren't supposed to be born. You were a mistake."

What did they mean? Could be I was an oops child or- that mother had an affair with someone and Anthony was that someone? Okay, too much novels. That'd be extremely odd. Even if we did indeed look exactly the same or do similar things in behavior and stuff he's not really my blood father.

But one faithful day, Anthony looked apprehensively at me. That day was yesterday. And he asked me if I'd be willing to take some test. I arched an eyebrow high and asked for what.

"I think you're my son."

-Farewell Kael, let's see what happens next. I'll tell you on my soon to come letter.

27 of January, 2010

A/N: This is Ryan Reynolds with a beard which looks like an older guy playing the role of Anthony. (Ryan Reynolds is still freaking cute!)