Pairing: Spandor (Sparklez x Andor)

Summary: Jordan fears the worse for himself and his friends, never leaving his safety zone for more than a minute. But when I certain old friend comes back, his fear disappears. And his cloud nine returns.

I hadn't slept in days. I was scared to be honest. Mianite was everywhere now and no one was sure what bad events would happen next. I don't understand how my friends are sleeping. I'm a mess. I haven't left my room in fear of getting attacked or killed. I stayed in my dark bubble, only leaving to use the bathroom or get food. Even then, it was only a minute or two and I went straight back into the nice dark protection that was my room. Guard Tom would come up occasionally and give me pies and cakes, hoping to help me with my fear. Despite his care, I still feared going outside.
My communicator rang often but I never answered it. My friends would just try to get me to leave, and I didn't want to leave. I was scared. So when I heard knocks on the door to my room, I was very surprised. Guard Tom would usually ask for entrance then walk in, so I know it wasn't him.

"Sparklez? You in there dude?" The British zombie asked me from the closed door.

I didn't answer him. I didn't want to leave the dark.

"Sparklez, guard Tom told me you were in here. Just wanna see if you were alright?"

I wanted to say no. I wasn't alright. I was scared.

"I haven't seen you in a solid week. Don't you wanna come see us? The others are outside, we just got back from Urulu. Come on, it'll be fun."

Silence.

I heard a sigh, and then retreating footsteps. He left, he had given up on me. Good. I didn't need anyone to pull me away from the dark. Minutes later, I heard another knock. Why wouldn't he just go away? I wasn't leaving this bed, not until I knew it was safe.

"Jordan, are you okay?" I knew that voice.

Andor.

My eyes widened and I threw the covers off as fast as I could. I ran to the locked door and opened it with haste.
I pulled it open, and there stood my friend.

My best friend, my fellow Ianitee.

He wore his wooden helmet atop his head, his boomerang at his side, his new wings moving gracefully. He smiled as I looked him over with absolute shock.

"But-you- how?! You left! You said you'd never come back!"

He chuckled warmly and opened up his arms, and I gladly went into them.

"Your friends were having a bit of trouble in the forest with some guards, and I just so happened to be nearby. I just wanted to see what's become of Dagrun." I pulled away, ready to ask a million questions about his new life.
"Before you ask me anything, I have a few questions for you. Why are you hiding in this room? Thomas said you would not come out, and you haven't for a week. Are you ill?"

"No! No it's just...it's nothing. I'm not sick." I looked down at my shoes and scratched my arm nervously.

"Then why do you refuse to leave? Is something scaring you? You seem slightly freightened."

"Andor...are you afraid of Mianite? Do you ever feel at any moment he might kill you?" It was a stupid and weird question. He seemed unfazed by anything Mianite had done to him and his family.

"I am afraid, but I do not ponder over it. Is that what is troubling you? You are afraid Mianite is going to harm you?" He stood a bit closer, his eyes trying to catch mine.

"Yeah...Is that stupid?" I asked, finally looking into his worried eyes. His eyes were so unique. They were a mix of colors between blue and green, blending together perfectly.

"No, not at all. But you have to remember Jordan, that our lady is always looking out for us. And you have many friends that care and love you. They will always protect you. You cannot be scared of the possibles, you must face the definites. I know I'm not here as I used to be and I cannot even hold a sword properly, but I will always protect you. You are very important to me." He put a hand on my shoulder and I stiffened at his touch. Suddenly, I felt weird around him.

"Th-thanks." I could feel my cheeks getting heated. Why was I acting like this?

"Well, I should be going. I have many places to explore. I shall see you later, friend." He turned away and I panicked. I didn't want him to leave so soon, I had just see him after weeks of not knowing where he'd been.

"Wait!" I grabbed his hand and stopped his walking. He turned back to me, and I blushed even more at the situation.

"Yes?" He asked, smiling slightly.

"Uh...I just...I'll miss you. I think about you a lot." Why did I say that? That sounded so weird.

He smiled even more and held my hand that was still gripped around his wrist. He put a hand on my cheek, and leaned forward. His lips touched my forehead, lingering for a moment before pulling away.

"I miss you too. You always kept me happy," he whispered. Then he turned, his eyes leaving mine with a sad expression. He walked from the hallway and out the tower doors, and my heart fell. He had kissed my forehead. He said he missed me. I had almost forgotten the feelings that I had when I was with him, those feelings of want and need to be in his presence. Now they had returned and he was gone again. It hurt, but at least I wasn't afraid anymore.

"Alright, I'm no physiatrist but I can clearly see something's up here." A British voice came from behind me.

"Er...no." I replied, turning to face the skeptical zombie.

He sighed and rubbed his temple. "I'm just gonna ignore it because you've been through enough shit this week. But I do know you two have something going on, don't deny it. I don't kiss Tucker's forehead when I say goodbye. Glad you're okay though. I was worried that you'd died in there or something." He smiled and roughed my hair, walking past me and going out through the doors of the tower.

At least I had that idiot to keep me company until Andor came back.
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Okay I'm trying to post once every two days BUT IM STUCK BETWEEN WRITERS BLOCK AND A VERY LARGE ROCK.

I start to write an awesome story and then when the climax is over, I don't know what to do. I get stuck. So I'm sorry if I don't post once every two days because this writers block is really killing me. I hope I can get get this soon because the Syndisparklez book is supposed to be up soon and I only have a couple chapters written AND WATTPAD KEEPS DELETING BITS AND PIECES OF MY BOOKS. ITS REALLY ANNOYING.

I was reading a book a couple days ago and the author had to stop posting for a month so she could rewrite sixteen chapters that got deleted. Just randomly deleted. And I hope to god that doesn't happen to me. I would most likely cry and die and give up. So I'm sorry for the delays and the writers block, I'll try my very best to get over it.

If you guys have prompts that you'd like to send in, then feel free! Maybe if I write some new stuff my mind will become unclogged of poo.

Thanks for reading! Leaves a favorite or a comment if you enjoyed! Goodbye!

- Lee