Bani pushed her face in her palms annoyed by the fact the she can't sleep because she was missing her husband.

She feels pathetic to even admit that she's missing Ram's presence around her. She hardly spent two days with him and she's missing him.

15 days back, they woke up tangled with each other on this bed and today she can't help but think about how good it felt.

Ram had to leave for Delhi for an work emergency and he wasn't here from last 15 days.
They are not normal husband wife who call each other to talk, so all she can do was miss him.

It was past 12 and Reet was sleeping in her room.

Bani offered Reet to sleep with her but she denied saying that Bani is a big girl and she should sleep in her own room.

Bani sighed turning the lights off and laid down on bed.

What the hell is happening to her?
Why the hell she is feeling that way?
Is she already falling for her philophobic husband?

She heard footsteps, light and sneaky.

She thought she's tired and sleepy and didn't open her eyes.

Few minutes later, she felt someone sit beside her and screamed loudly but her scream died in her mouth as someone placed hand on her mouth.

"What the hell Bani? It's me Ram."

She tried saying something but his hand was still covering her mouth.

"Huh what you said? Ram who? Bani I'm Ram, your husband."

Bani rolls her eyes and pinches his hand.

"Oww!" He rubs the part where Bani pinched.

"You scared me." Bani said, angrily.

"Didn't mean to. I thought you're sleeping."

Bani hummed.

"Why are you up at this hour?" Ram asked looking at her lost in thoughts.

"Umm me-- i -- me wasn't feeling sleepy."

"What are you saying Bani?"

"Nothing, Good night."

"What happened to you? You're behaving queer."

"I'm good Mr. Kapoor. Good night." She lays down back facing him.

"Good night, Bani." He leans to her and place a soft kiss on her temple.

Bani squeezed her eyes title to prevent the tears falling from her eyes.

Ram lays down on the bed, near to Bani and hugs her from behind taking her off gaurd.
She looks at him over her shoulders to check if he's sleeping.

"Sleep Bani, you need rest." He said with his eyes closed.

Bani chewed her lower lip to stop herself from crying.
Why is he doing such things? Why is he giving her hopes?

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Ram's POV~

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME? WHY DO I HAVE TO SUCH THINGS?

But I'm liking doing such things. I like when i behave like a normal husband. I liked kissing Bani's head. I liked cuddling Bani to sleep.

Right now, we are all cuddled up in our bed. It's just 6 in the morning and she's in a deep slumber. I can guess it because of her shallow breathing and her soft light snores.

Her hand is wrapped around my waist and her head is resting on my shoulder.
I'm loving how she is snuggling to me and hating how her mere touch gives me a chill in my spine and a boner.

But it's not wrong to have sexual desires, right?
That too when I'm not sexually active from last 5 years.

I don't know why but i just love the thought of our bodies together, warm touching, slowly moving, kissing and moving together.

I know we are not in love and we'll never be in love but we can be together.
I think i should talk about this, i think i should tell her that i need it.
But what about her? What about her feelings?

"UGHH! IT'S SO CONFUSING." I screamed in my mind and then i looked at her face.
So soothing and calm that it calmed me down in a second.

I don't know when i fell asleep watching her sleep and the next time i woke up to Bani's moan. Yes moan but it wasn't because of me.

Her earring was stuck in a thread of her saree's pallu and she was struggling with it.

"What happened Bani?"

"My earing, ouch it's painful."

"Who asked you to wear such big earings?"

"I like wearing them, now shut up and help me."

"I guess i missed please." I smiled, smugly.

"Please help me Mr. Kapoor."

I nodded and walked to her.

I slowly and carefully untangled the thread from her earing, her earlobe was red.
I rubbed her earlobe lightly to soothe the pain.

I rubbed my nose through the length of her neck, smelling her sweet perfume. She smells like lilac. A mix of rose and vanilla.

"Mr. Kapoor." She moaned.
Bani fucking Sharma moaned my surname.

"Ram." I said.

She frowned, confused.
Such a dumb wife i got.

"Say Ram."

"Why?"

"Say it Bani, say Ram." I flicked her lobe with my tongue.
She still didn't say my name.

I kissed the juncture of her neck and shoulder.

"Ahh Ram." She moaned, this time loudly.

I smirked.

"Mummaaaa." Reet entered the room through the connecting door and i stepped back.

My girl is my biggest enemy these days.

"Ye-ss Reet?" Bani stammered picking Reet up in her arms.

"Mumma why do you look so red?" Reet asked touching Bani's cheeks.

Bani's head flung in my direction and i smirked.

"Nothing meri jaan. It's just, it's so hot in here."

"Really Bani? It's month of November and you're feeling hot?" I asked, taking slow steps in her direction.

"Yes mumma. Last night you said i should wear fuller clothes because winter is here."

"I--mm-- I'll go now. You go to Papa." Bani drops Reet on ground and walks out of the room fastly.

I laugh.

"Why are you laughing Papa?"

"Nothing baby, it's just Mumma Papa thing. Why do you have to question about everything Reet ki bacchi?"

"But Ms. Bani said curious kids are intell---" She stopped not knowing how to say the word.

"Intelligent."

"Yes that."

"Ms. Bani ia stupid, Reet."

"Mr. Kapoor, this is what you teach my daughter?" Bani said, angrily.

Oops i thought she's gone.

"I didn't-- mean it."

"I know what you meant." Bani rolled her eyes. "And you, Reet ki bacchi come with me. You have to go school."

"You'll not come mumma?"

"No baby, i left the school job."

"What? Why?" I ask. I didn't know she left the job.

"Umm i got a better job offer, Mr. Kapoor."

"What's that?"

"Teacher only but in a different school."

"Oh great."

"So you and Papa will be home today and I'll be in school?"

"Well yes Reet. You have to go school today." I said smirking at Bani.

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