I'm sure it's not that bad.

You're just trying to be funny and edgy for attention.

Be careful what you say you might say something in front of someone who is actually depressed.

Yeah. Because I love being so fucking sad all of the time. Sure, I love feeling like I don't want to get out of bed, or feeling like I don't want to socialise. I totally enjoy upsetting people around me because I just don't have the motivation to talk. I dance in the feeling of feeling like I'm a burden because I feel like I'm hurting people for being unhappy. I totally get a kick out of the thought of sometimes just wishing I didn't have to exist, but knowing that's just not a possibility.

Of course, I'm being sarcastic. I don't fucking like any of these things, and if I could just be happy, I would be. If I could "stop complaining", and looking "so depressed", I fucking would. I don't like to be the damper in the room, despite it seeming like I relish the thought of complaining.

The thing is is that you don't know what it's like to be inside my head. So don't just tell me to "cheer up and stop complaining", because frankly you can fuck right off.

Because I never asked to feel this way.