Ryder pulls up to the house and I jump out the car as fast as I can. I'm still pretty pissed because I'm sure he's hiding something. I go to walk to the house and Zane grabs my arm.

"Ryder can you go in and make sure Lizzie is ok with Luna?" Zane asks.

He nods his head and walks into our house. Before going in he turns and looks back like he's confused. I see his shoulders rise then fall as he stepped into the house.

"Look Lucy, I'm sorry. I promise I'm not hiding anything."

"Zane this is just like the time when you had ran off because of Paul. Your attitude toward me is ridiculous. I'm sorry Zane but I don't believe you."

"I'm not running Lucy! Look I'm sorry. I didn't sleep good last night, I'm worried about you and I'm just having a hard time with my feelings right now."

"You're having a hard time with your feelings? How do you think I feel? I practically died giving birth to Luna and then I ended up in a coma that I wasn't even supposed to wake up from. Oh and then there's me waking up to you being all sweet and the next thing you are angry and quiet and scaring the fuck out of me."

He stares at me blankly. "Just go inside." He shakes his head and starts walking to the house.

"Wait! I'm not done yet!" I yell.

"I am Lucy. Just come on. Let's go in." 

"I'm not going in there until you tell me what the fuck is going on!!!" I shout even louder.

He turns around fury in his eyes and glares at me. I've never seen him angry before and we've never fought like this before. He cups my face and stares deep into my eyes. I want to pull away because honestly he's scaring me. Suddenly he's crashing hard against my lips, tongue pushing past my lips and teeth. He pulls me as close as he can to him and I feel his heart beating wildly against my chest.

I don't know why but this causes me to cry and tears start running down my cheeks into his palms since his hands are still cupping my face. He pulls away breaking our kiss.

"Why are you crying?" He asks swiping the tears with his thumbs across my cheeks.

"Why am I crying? Well we are fighting for one and I don't like that since we have never really fought and two I really don't know honestly."

"Baby, everything's going to be ok, especially you and I. Our emotions are a wreck right now. Just yesterday you were in a coma and now you're standing here and I can touch you, kiss you, hold you, talk to you. That's all I care about right now and that Luna has her mom."

"You're right. It's all an adjustment of coarse." I say just to go with the positive.

"Yes it is. Now let's go inside so Luna can see her momma."

Zane puts his arm around my waist and we walk to the house. Zane opens the door and holds the screen door for me and I step inside.

SURPRISE!!!!

Everyone shouts as I enter the living room. I am shocked for sure and everyone piles in to give me hugs including Aunt Rita and Uncle Rick. I look at Zane and mouth that I'm sorry and he just shrugs with a smile while Lizzie hands him Luna so she can hug me too.

"Wow. I don't know what to say. Thank you everyone." I smile over joyed by everyone coming together.

"Do you think you can lay off Zane now?" Ryder asks laughing.

I blush and turn my head to Zane. "Of coarse." He walks over putting his arm around my waist and pulls me close to kiss my temple. "I'm so sorry." I say. "This is why you were quiet?"

"Yes. I was trying to get them to hurry up. We couldn't stall."

"Well you could have taken me for food." I smirk.

"There's food here." He grins and laughs.

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The party was over and everyone left leaving us home to ourselves and Luna. It was so nice of them to have a welcome home party and to clean up afterwards.

"So what would you like to do?" Zane asks.

"How about a movie? Luna's sleeping so we can put her in the bouncer while she naps."

"Alright what would you like to watch?"

"How about we go with a comedy and watch train wreck?"

"I'll put it on. Do you want popcorn?"

"Sure! I'll make it while you put the movie on."

I get up and walk into the kitchen to make some popcorn while Zane puts the movie on. He had take Luna from my lap and laid her in the bouncer to nap. She's such a good baby and settling into mom duties isn't going to be that hard.

Once the popcorn was done I dumped it into a bowl and went into the living room settling on the couch next to Zane. He puts his arm around me as I lay my head on his chest.

"This is better." He says.

"I'm really sorry for overreacting earlier. I don't like secrets and it seemed like you had a big one."

"Baby just forget about it. Did you have a good time?"

"Yeah it was really nice of everyone. Thank you."

He kisses the top of my head and presses play on the movie. From the movie starting Luna stirs and is now awake.

I get up and make a bottle for her and Zane pauses the movie. He comes up behind me in the kitchen and puts his arms around my waist and kissing the dip in my neck. My belly flops and it takes everything in me to not jump on him right now.

"Do I have you flustered baby?" He asks in a gruff breathy voice.

"Yes." I say and it comes out in more of a moan.

"Ha too bad Luna is awake and needs to eat." He laughs, slaps my ass and walks away.

I huff in frustration as he picks Luna up from the bouncer and takes her into her room to change he diaper. Nothing sexier than that I swear.

Finishing the bottle I go back to the couch and wait for Zane to come out with Luna so I can feed her. After a few minutes he comes out with her and sets her in my lap.

Luna falls asleep halfway through her bottle so Zane takes her into her room to lay her in her crib.

"Once we put the movie on she will wake up again." He says walking away carrying her to her room.

"Wait who said we were going to watch the movie?" Then it dawns on me, we can't have sex for at least three more weeks because of the c-section. Shit!

Zane comes back in and towers himself over me slowly lowering down and kisses me. I put my hands on his chest returning his kiss. If I don't stop this now it's going to continue and go against all doctors orders.

I gently push Zane away breaking the kiss. "What's wrong?" He asks.

"We can't. Not for another three weeks. Doctors orders."

You can see the disappointment on his face and glance down as his member protrudes against his pants begging to be let out. Since we can't have sex, I reach down and stroke him through his pants.

"Stop, we can't." He says frustrated as his member pulsates in my hand.

"I can't have sex but I can take care of you." I say unbuttoning his pants and pulling the zipper down letting him spring free.

A moan escapes his lips and lust fills his eyes. I pull him down onto the couch with me and once he's situated I lean down taking his full length into my mouth. He groans as he slides in and out of my mouth. My lady parts start to throb and I know I'm getting wet myself which is a huge tease to me, but I am not about to give him blue balls.

He tangles his hands in my hair pushing me down onto him lightly. I wrap my hand around the bottom of his shaft and match the motion of my mouth. His other hand reaches over and caresses my ass cheek roughly and I moan. I love when he does that, it opens my pleasure so much more.

Doing this to him turns me on so much and I'm so aroused it hurts. He pulls my hair back from my face into a ponytail and thrusts further into my mouth. He's now thrusting harder and faster, fucking the shit out of my mouth. After a few minutes of that he finds his release and I'm licking him up, making sure that not a drop got anywhere.

"Baby that was fucking amazing! Thank you."

"Your welcome." I say smiling wiping the corners of my lips.

"Wish you didn't have to wait 3 more weeks though." He says sincerely.

"Trust me I know. I think I'm feeling equivalent to what blue balls would feel like." I laugh.

"Oh no. That's no good babe." He laughs.

"Shut it!" I say throwing a pillow at him.

"Hey!" He yells throwing a pillow back. "Let's finish this movie before Luna wakes up."

We settle back onto the couch and finish the movie. It was actually pretty funny. Zane offers to get up and heat some food up and I lay on the couch flipping through the channels. Even the couch feels so much better than the hospital bed. I'm starting to feel tired as I knew I would, but it's one day at a time.

"I put a little bit of everything on your plate. Hope you're hungry." Zane says carrying a plate piled up with food.

"Um Zane there is no way in hell I'll be able to eat all of that."

"Ha. It's for both of us. I didn't feel like dirtying anymore dishes."

"Fair enough." I dig into a pepperoni roll and shove it in my mouth.

"I can't look at your mouth the same after what you did to me." Zane says with a seductive smirk and my insides turn to mush.

"Zane please! This is so not fair." I pout.

Zane looks at me with a puppy dog look. "Hopefully it goes fast."

"Ugh! I can't." I get off the couch and stomp into the bathroom. I have to pee so bad but can't because well I'm so aroused, all my vagina can think about is sex! I splash some water on my face hoping that helps. Nope nothing, opening the bathroom door I shout to Zane that I'm getting in the shower I need to cool myself down.

Letting the water run over my body, I can't help but still feel aroused from the water hitting off of my nipples. I hear the door creak open and I look out to see Zane walking in, setting the baby monitor on the counter.

"So I read online that you have to wait for sex for 6 weeks but you can masturbate." Zane says and he's stripping his clothes off.

He climbs into the shower with me and starts kissing along my neck. He runs his hands all down the front of my body starting with my collarbone brushing over my nipples, and down my stomach. His hands skip over the incision that's closing but still sensitive and his hand slips in between my legs.

My head falls back and I let out a moan as his finger rub and circle my lady parts. I'm panting and I know my orgasms going to come fast. He takes his hands from between my legs and both his hands wander around my body. I can't take it, why is he teasing me by stopping like that?

I silently beg for him to go back and he doesn't as he continues planting tiny kisses across my body. I get impatient and my hand goes to continue where he left off and he grabs my hand to stop me. He slides his hand back down.

"You took care of me, so now it's my turn." He says against my ear and his lips slide across the tip of my ear.

Another moan escapes my lips and I feel myself building up ready to explode. "Not yet. I want you to feel it for a while."

"Zane I can't" Pant "it's coming" pant "I can't stop it."

"But I can." And again he's pulling his hand off of me  again.

I stand there breathless as his hands glide across my nipples, down my sides, down my thighs, across my lips and his finger slips into my mouth and I taste myself on him. Tracing his fingers down my face, down my neck, across my shoulders. He traces the circular areas of my mandala tattoo. His touch alone could bring me to ecstasy and he slides right back down and circles and rubs and circles and rubs. He uses the water that is beating down on us as a lubricant to slide across my clit. I grind across his fingers begging for release. He speeds up his circling and I slip  into ecstasy as release takes over my body, sinking quickly into an orgasm. His fingers linger as I slowly come back up for air.