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Avni's pov

Life is so uncertain and so are the people but one person didn't change a bit since the day I met. It had been 3 months to our friendship. He and I two completely different type of persons finally got bounded into the beautiful bond of friendship. For me trusting a person is like walking on the fire with bare legs. I can't take rejection and heartbreak anymore. My past had made me like this, so fragile and coward when it comes to accept someone in my life. But neil had made that place in my life by his genuine affection and care for me and my loved ones. Yes I am talking about neil what would you have thought?

You must be wondering what has happened in these months that changed everything between us? Well long story will tell you later ayesha ma for now I have to go. It's time to go college. I know it's been months I hadn't speak to you and I am sorry for that. What to do I got involved in so many things. Anyways bye I am getting late. See ya.

I closed my diary and kissed it as I could imagine it to be ayesha ma. Getting ready in black long sleeves t shirt with blue skinny jeans for the day I went downstairs and saw neela ma arranging food containers on the dining table. I moved behind her and hugged her tightly grinning. I know what she would say.

"Avni kuch toh hai jo tum chupa rahi ho, I always want you to be happy like this but won't you share the reason behind your happiness to your mother?"

She said. See I told you she would again started her usual questionnaire session. Honestly I myself don't know what is the reason behind my changed behaviour. Does this alteration in me caused the bad things to me? Is it really not good?

Now I couldn't help but getting drowned in hundreds of thoughts. Neela ma turned around sensing my silence. She cupped my face and looked into my eyes.

Neela: baccha don't think like that you are changing for bad. You were always conservative and silent since the day you lost ayesha ji. You had closed the doors of your heart so that no one could mess up with you but now you have find the actual happiness that had caused this change in you. Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by discomforts.

And that hit me so hard. That means everything is alright. I breathed a sigh of relief and smiled at her nodding my head. We both settled down on our seats and started munching on our breakfast. Umm poha is the best thing in the world none can replace it I thought savouring it's taste.

After I finished having it my phone beeps grabbing my attention. It was Neil's message. He is waiting outside for me. I got up quickly and about to go grabbing my bag but my steps halted hearing neela ma.

"Avni aaj bhi apni car lekar nahi jaogi? Ya phir someone is there to give you free pick up and drop service"

Came her voice startling me. Her tone filled with mischief. My eyes got shut automatically in embarrassment and I  literally ran from there for saving myself from her teasing remarks. This neela ma na always does this. I came outside and saw neil sitting on his bike.
Raking his fingers in his hair while looking in the mirror. He has some serious obsession with his hair I tell you.

He looked at my direction and our eyes met making me smile automatically and He smiled in return. I went near him and climbed over the bike sitting behind him. As always he handed me a chocolate and I immediately took it grinning widely.

He must be laughing in mind but who cares. The best thing I get always while meeting him is this chocolate. We completed the journey in half an hour and reached the college.

I got down from the bike and started moving from there but he pulled me back holding my bag from other side making me annoyed like always.

I tilted my face towards him and he came near my face. Our back touched making me feel something. Something different. I couldn't comprehend the emotions I was going through.

"I will wait for you in canteen"

He whispered and I looked at him holding my breath. I nodded and quickly went from there saying him bye. I could feel his gaze on my back but I didn't dare to look back.

It was his daily sentence of everyday when we come to college and part our ways to the class. All these things has become a important part of my life. Having the chocolate he bought everyday makes me happy and lighthearted receiving his sweet gestures. I just wish it to be never end and him beside me is only I want.

To be continued.

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Z ❤