Laurel 😍
Okay, I'm just sending this
as one big text and then you
can come meet me in my
trailer if you still want to be
with me after I explain what
happened to Kendall.
delivered

Laurel 😍
It was three years ago. I was
25, Kendall was 21. She
wanted me to go to the football
game @ our alma mater. She fell
asleep while I was driving home.
delivered

Laurel 😍
We were about halfway home
when I saw that someone
was pulled over on the side
of the road, so I pulled over and
got out to help them. It was
an elderly woman who had
hit a dog. I had just called the
police when a car came out
of nowhere and hit mine.
delivered

Laurel 😍
The driver was a man in his
forties who was drunk off
his ass. He is in a coma bc he
hit his head v hard on the
windshield. But Kendall... she
was DOA. If I hadn't stopped,
if I hadn't left her alone in the
car... she'd be alive.
delivered

laurel 😍
That's why certain things trigger
me, like surprises or car
accidents. And that's why i
have Toaster. She's my PTSD
service dog. Which I already
sort of explained.
delivered

Laurel 😍
So yeah. It's my fault my little
sister is dead. I can understand
if you hate me now or don't
want you near your kids.
delivered

Jared 💘
I don't hate you. And of
course I still want you to
meet the boys in Texas
during hiatus.
delivered

Jared 💘
I'm on my way to your trailer
now.
delivered

Laurel 😍
Okay. 💖
read | 5:57 p.m.

alice's note

(12.19.18: i made kendall a few years older for the sake of the story, which i don't know why i didn't do originally? having them be so many years apart was dumb)

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[ edited | 12.19.18 ]