i wanted to see you smile,
like the way you smiled with your friends.
i wanted to be the reason for that beautiful smile, for that happiness,
but neither did you smile for me nor was i the reason for that precious thing,
because dumb me didn't realize,
i was the cause of your unhappiness.

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-so this is like a modified version of a dialogue i had read in a book and if you know the book, hit me up, i'll be your bestie-