Finally I am able to give an update of this story. I know many of you were waiting for it eagerly and I am sorry for making you all wait but trust me, my real life is keeping me too busy to even think about wattpad. Still, I managed today and why not, its our HUNKY's birthday.

So, Happy Birthday to our very own Arnav Ji, Barun Sobti. Wish you get every happiness and success and you be healthy and blissed.

Lots and lots of love to the owner of the king of smirk with a hunky face.

And thank you for being patient enough and a regular supporter and well-wisher of mine, my lovely readers.

Here you go with the update.

Do you really think that I ki-killed our child, Khushi?

You think, I?

He stopped unable to say more and pleading her with his eyes to answer him.

Both of them kept looking at each other helplessly. While he kept waiting for her answer, she kept finding the answer in his very own eyes.

Alas! She found nothing but fear, dreadful fear in his eyes.

But for what?

Fear of loosing her after the revelation or something else?

Tired of comprehending, she closed her eyes only to be haunted by an image of a laughing baby.

Shrieking, she opened her tearful eyes only to jerk her equally tearful husband and shout-

Let's get done with this Mr. Raizada.

I am so helpless and its all because of you. Neither you want to reveal the truth nor you want to fulfill my wish.

I can't punish you for your sins but then I can just protect myself from you.

So, le-lets get separated and move on in our respective life.

You can be with the one you want and have as my babies with that......

Unable to hear more, her husband had locked her lips into a punishing kiss while she too showed her anger and disgust.

Breaking the kiss, he joined his forehead with hers and literally begged-

Stop Khushi, please stop.

Stop before it becomes unbearable for me.

Please, please don't accuse me for something I haven't done.

Pushing him harshly while wiping her fresh tears, she could just shout helplessly-

If you haven't done any wrong then why the hell is your lips zipped dammit?

Speak up!

Tell me the truth and end it once and for all.

Running towards her and caging his wife in his arms rather forcefully, he pleaded his part of truth-

Khushi, I can just say that I-I never did any harm to you and ou-our baby, it was an accident Khushi. No one was responsible for it.

We both were not aware of that happiness which the destiny snatched from us before we could rejoice the news even.

No, again a lie.

You are lying Arnav.

You never told me about it. Why did you hid it?

And why Lavanya knows about it and what about the every damn, shit thing you said?

You clearly said th-that you feel disgusted for being with me.

She cried remembering each and every harsh moment and words but looked like it stabbed her husband who panicked and said-

No-no-no Jaaan, I-I didn't say that for you. I thank God for every minute he gifted me to be with you. How can I say something like that?

Then, whom it was for?

Tell me Arnav.

Is there something which I should know?

Tell me, Is someone forcing you to be away from me, to hurt me and to kill me with your ignorance? She asked determined.

No Jaaan, don't say like that. Don't talk about that. He pleaded.

I can't talk but you can do, right? She said sarcastically and that was the limit.

After thay, she was jerked by her husband whose eyes were red and jaws were clenched in anger with what she had said.

Enoooouuuuggggghhhh!

Enough you said and I beared. Now, shut up, throw the shitty things from your head and.....

He almost warmed but it had no effect on Khushi who stopped him in mid and asked-

And what, be a beggar for your love and attention and spend my entire life and die with pain one day?

Is that what you want?

Khushi, I am warning you, stop talking like that about yourself or else.. He warned dangerously this time and got an equal dangerous reply-

Or else what?

Let's get done with this today Arnav. I am tired. Hell tired and broken.

Its not you who is tired and broken dammit. He said clutching her forearms again but this time roughly.

If you are going through hell then I am suffering the same. He said painfully and added-

Stop accusing and please..

Please what? Came her reply with a rough push.

Today, no excuse of yours will work. Either you tell me the entire truth or it will be a.. She dreading saying the next while he provoked-

It will be a what?

You know Arnav, you hell know. She shouted and what she said next directly clawed the heart of Arnav-

I WILL KILL MYSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.

KHUSHIIIIIII.. He shouted staggering behind but she continued ignoring the face surfacing his face-

Truth Arnav, no matter how harsh and cruel it is, I want the truth.

Khushi please. He pleaded with his joined hands and Khushi felt vulnerable seeing her ever so mighty husband like this.

Walking towards him, she cupped his face and asked-

Is there something that you are hiding Arnav?

Yes or No?

He looked at her pleading with his eyes but she voiced out determined-

Yes or No, Husband?

Slowly his eyes painfully, he finally, finally confessed-

Y-yes. There is something that I have been hiding.

She laughed bitterly at this and asked controlling the anguish-

Great. Now, what is the truth Arnav?

This made him look at her and control his turmoil while saying-

Don't make me helpless Khushi, I-I can't tell you that. You just need to know that your husband only loves you and has never cheated you.

Trust me Khushi, it has always been you whom I have loved and I will love only you for all my life. Only you Khushi.

You love me and not Lavanya? She said with a gentleness laced voice and eyes.

What the hell, No Khushi, She is just a friend. He confronted but her words stabbed him.

Yes, just a friend on whose shoulder you can cry on, leaving your wife craving for your love. She said laughing more bitterly showing her face clearly while he too voiced out his pain while taking her name-

Khushi.

Don't have an explanation Husband? She asked with a smirk full of hatred and said-

Thought so..

Anyways, let's just.. Before she could complete, she heard him pleading-

I will do anything for you Khushi please, don't leave me.

Anything? She asked with a tone which her husband couldn't understand still confirmed-

An-anything..

I will forget every cruel thing life threw or better say you threw at me but for that, you will have to tell me the truth. She blurted making him shriek with her stubborness-

Khushi, I,.....

Truth Arnav. She said distancing herself from him.

Khushi, please try to understand.. He said decreasing the gap.

I will do anything for you except for the truth Khushi. He said and she replied-

I don't want anything else that truth Arnav.

I am helpless. I can't tell you the truth. At least, not now. He tried to buy a chance and he got what he desired when she said-

Fine, then I just only one thing from you other than truth.

And before she could tell what exactly it is, he hugged her too tightly while saying-

I am ready be it anything.

But he didn't know what she wants and what she demanded made him still at his place with a frozen expression on his face and a hopeful wife in his arms.
I want a baby, our baby Arnav.

To be continued..

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