I miss it....talking to people.... before I started last summer I would be talking to so many people here. role-playing, talking about life, and just talking...

Now at my school I'm know as "the girl that was going to use voodoo on malcom to break him and grace apart to be with him" now yes I was going to use voodoo on malcom, BUT to only get him to be my friend.

But beside that...malcom hates me now....his girlfriend grace won't talk to me really, and I feel like I fucked everything in the band up!

But hey, that's high school for ya right? Making mistakes,  Getting bullied, feeling like shit? At least that's what it's like for me...and I know it shouldn't be that way but I can't help it! I'm trying to be normal, it's just that when I find a guy that I like I get all yandere with it and obsess over them.....then I deny that I like them ( tsundere) and still watching them!

But hey....just don't fall in love with people....and twll them how you feel ok? Because that's why they call them a crush.

But anyway...thats enough of me ranting for one night, I'll hopefully talk to some of you guys later.