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This chapter is dedicated to Sincerely-Me Melon__Jelly and CallMe72 for being absolutely amazing. Thanks to you guys, I am no longer afraid of Wattpad. 

However, real life problems still stand. Im scared. Im so scared. I think I might be depressed, I don't really know, Im scared. And trust me, I am 100% sure that this isn't a fluke. Not like those stupid people that pretend to be depressed cause they want attention. But Im not really sure... Any tips?

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"What did you do?" A voice echoed in a black and white tiled room. The voice belonged to a child, a male child. His voice was traced with venom.

The child stood in the middle of the monochrome room, his blue eyes glaring furiously at the shadow hiding in darkness. His blond hair shining brightly in the colour-less room, almost like representing the sun.

"Huhhh..?" Another voice spoke. This time, deeper," What exactly did I do? Gi-o-tto-kun~?" His voice held amusement and insanity in them.

"Spit it out, you maniac!" Giotto growled," I know you did something to Tsuna! Why else would he be acting this way!?" He yelled furiously.

The man smirked and decided to change the subject," You know something, don't you Giotto-kun? You haven't truly forgotten about your life before coming here, right?" He taunted.

Giotto's cerulean eyes widen. How does he know?

" 'How does he know,' Is probably what you're thinking." He chuckled," I am not obliged to tell you that." He continued.

Giotto 'tch'ed and glared daggers towards the man– No, the sicko," Fucking insane bastard." He spat.

"Tsk tsk tsk. You should not swear in a body like that, Giotto Vongola." The sicko said in his annoying voice.

Giotto sighed, forcing himself to calm down and think rationally," I want answers. Now." He spoke in what his friends back home would call his,' Boss mode.'

The man laughed in glee," Why not? Ill answer the questions I can answer and you can do the same!"

Giotto snorted but agreed," First, what did you do to Tsuna?" He glared.

"Bzzt!" The man made a cross shape with his hands," Cant answer! Okay, my turn! When did you regain your memories?"

"Bzzt!" Giotto followed what the man had done before, just to get under his skin," Cant answer that. Next, how do you know that?"

"Bzzt! Cant answer!"

"Bzzt!"

"Bzzt!"

"Bzzt!"

So.. In the end no one got the answers they needed.

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Tsuna has been staying in his room for weeks already. He never came out to the cafeteria. He would only go out to the experiments that he was forced upon to. He had food delivered to his room, so all in all, there was no reason to go out.

His room was a total mess. Books were scattered around the floor messily. And there Tsuna was, laying flat on his also messy bed. His hair was messier than ever. All he was wearing was a black sweater and white sweat pants.

Tsuna groaned and rolled around his bed," Tooooo laaazzzyyyy tooooo dooooo anyyythinnnnggggg!!!!" He said in annoyance before it suddenly disappeared," No good, huh?" He sighed and got up from the comfort of his bed.

"I thought that maybe acting 'normal' would do something, but it seems like it doesn't work..." Tsuna muttered and walked towards one of his couches and heavily sat down. 

He glanced to his left and saw a scattered book like the rest and decided to pick it up.

"The petals fluttered gracefully and slowly, not caring about the world around it and simply focused on elegantly falling– Time seemed to stop and for once, I felt peace. The wind brushed against my face and my hair flew freely. I felt invincible. But I knew. I knew so well that this was temporary. And just as I thought that– Time continued once again, and the feeling was lost. Never to be found again." Tsuna read out loud. He slowly dropped the book and stared blankly at the ceiling.. 

He stopped feeling a long time ago. At first, when he started to feel numb it was a rare occasion. But he hated it. He hated feeling numb. It doesn't feel right. At first he would have felt in great pain then.. It would just stop. He felt nothing. Absolutely nothing. It terrified him inside, but at the same time not. Tsuna would force himself to feel. But after about 2 weeks, he lost the battle for emotions.

He stood up once again and walked towards the mirror.

The person on the other side looked like shit.

His hair was wilder than before, his face was deadly pale, under his eyes were black bags, his eyes had no light in them anymore.

It was as if he was dead. But he was alive.

Tsuna's mind like to play games. It was never fun games. It would whisper to him like a manifested voice that exactly sounded like him and tell him things. They were never good things. It never was. Then they would show images. Images that he'd rather forget, then they would add the voices in, which made him feel like a useless human being.

The mind would play tricks and the heart would get affected.

There was war going on in him.

His body is getting affected by the war, and before you know it, he's hurt everywhere. Emotionally, Mentally, and Physically.

There was only one thing that Tsuna could feel. Pain. The scars on his wrist are proof. It made him feel human again.

However despite all this, Tsuna was in a state of confusion. Why is this happening to him? What exactly is happening? I wonder if I'm sick.

Now, you must be thinking,' WHERE IS EVERYONE!? WHY ARE THEY NOT HELPING HIM!?'

Lets have a flashback..

"TSUNA! TSUNA OPEN UP! YOUVE BEEN IN THERE FOR DAYS!!!" Yamamoto yelled, banging the door that separated them and Tsuna. Yamamoto have never been so worried before.

The others were feeling the same and had no intention of stopping Yamamoto, in fact, they encouraged it with their own yells and attempts to get Tsuna to open the door.

"TSUNA PLEASE! PLEASE OPEN UP!! I BEG OF YOU!" Chrome yelled with all of her might. Tears threatening to spill.

"OPEN THE GOD DAMMED DOOR BASTARD! STOP MAKING US WORRY LIKE THIS!" Gokudera yelled too, fury obvious in his eyes. He too was banging the door.

Hibari was already hitting the wall with his tonfas with all his might. Unfortunately, the walls were as strong as steel. In fact, every wall was. The whole institution was like that.

Mukuro was aiding Hibari with his trident, however the results were the same.

Ryohei was punching AND yelling," OPEN THE DOOR SAWADA!!! THIS ISNT EXTREMELY FUNNY BUT THESE DOORS ARE EXTREMELY TOUGH."

Lambo was... crying. He have never been in a situation like this so the only thing that he, and other toddlers would do, is cry.

There was only one person who did absolutely nothing. 

Giotto.

He stood behind the others, simply glaring at the doors, almost as if glaring was enough to make the door open. However, his glare was no joke. The glare was not like daggers but almost like a acid sword that once it touches you, you'll melt. Immediately.

Thats when Giotto decided to have a "little chat" with Dr. Kanou.

Tsuna, who can hear what they have been saying, silently cried in the corner of his room. the lights were off so it was pitch black. This was when Tsuna could still feel, so at this moment he felt relief. It was nice knowing someone cared, however this was his problem. He could solve it himself.

Oh how wrong he was, and now it was too late.

FLASHBACK END.

Giotto sighed and slumped against the door, separating Tsuna and himself, " Im sorry Tsuna. I couldn't get any answers to help you..." He muttered a curse and sighed once more," Im useless..."

On the other side of the door, Tsuna listened closely, unable to say anything.

"Tsuna are you mad at us?" Giotto questioned, tears threatening to spill at any moment.

Silence...

'Of course he wouldn't answer me..' Just when Giotto was about to leave a small voice stopped him.

"I-i... I'm not mad at you. I-i don't h-hate you..." Tsuna paused and took a shaking breath," I-im sorry.."

Giotto's eyes widen at what the teen on the other side has said," You have nothing to be sorry about! Please.. Please just tell me whats going on... I might be able to help." He replied.

Silence...

"Im playing." Was the short reply of Sawada Tsunayoshi but was added by another sentence," A one-man hide and seek. If I get caught... I die."

If you said Giotto was confused, that would have been an understatement. Never has Giotto been so lost before. Was he this useless without his friends or flames and institution around!?

"Giotto? Are you still there?" Tsuna asked, worried that his friend might have left, leaving him all alone.

Giotto decided to calm down. Nothing good will happen if he doesn't calm down. For now, he'll try to comfort Tsuna as much as he can," Yeah, I'm still here. Ne, Tsuna. Can you please tell me more about whats happening to you?" He asked in a soft voice.

Tsuna relaxed once he heard Giotto's voice and replied," I don't know how to explain it... Im scared. I–" He stopped.

Silence.

Silence.

"Tsuna..?" Giotto whispered, feeling a shiver going through his spine.

"S-shhh..." Tsuna shushed from the other side, though it was faint. So faint that Giotto had to press his ear against the door to hear it.

"Whats going on, Tsuna?" Giotto said in an extremely quiet voice.

"We're playing again. Be quiet. I don't want to be caught." His voice quavared a bit.

And so, as told, Giotto stayed quiet. 

Tic toc tic toc tic toc tic toc....

Giotto, who's ear was still against the door started to hear panting and whimpering, though it was very very faint and finally, a sigh was heard," Its okay now.." Tsuna said.

"What was that all about?" 

"Does it matter? I won. At least for now.."

'Its no use. I need more information. Tsuna won't say anything useful.' Giotto thought before standing up," Okay then. For now, I'm going. Lets talk again, Tsuna. With the others too, ne?" Giotto said and placed his hand on the door before leaving.

Tic toc tic toc tic toc..

". . . Bye-bye."

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ASDFGHJKL IM SO SORRY. ILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE TSUNA BACK TO NORMAL. IM SO SORRY FOR THIS BEING SO DEPRESSING. ILL MAKE IT HAPPY AGAIN SOON ENOUGH. UH... THAT MIGHT BE AFTER ALL THE HARDSHIPS AND BATTLES OR WHATEVER THOUGH. MEH.

THANKS FOR READING THIS FAR! *GIVES YOU A PIECE OF CAKE*

CIAO~