Actually this chapter was supposed to be the last part of previous update but eventually that chp got lengthy so I just framed this scene as a new chapter !
Sorry for the prank I played !

Warning !
Kamzor dil k readers na parhein !😉

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"Suniye!" I tapped his wet cheeks.

I told him about Hassan's physcotic behaviour with me and then even he made me believed that he won't leave him alive but since then I was just crying hiding my face in his neck but when I moved back what I saw made my heart shattered , he was crying with closed eyes.

Aiyappa I've to leave him but how will I leave him when even I can't just stand his tears!

"Suniye kiya hua apko ?" Although my tears were cascading down continuously but I was trying my best to stop his flowing tears.

He opened his eyes .

Aiyappa ye kesa insaan hai jise apne khuda bna k bheja hai !

His beautiful eyes were puffy,his nerves were red,his black lashes were drenched.

He looked in my eyes and we both wept silently.

Suddenly he hugged me absorbing my tiny frame completely in his huge one. I was still sitting on his laps.

He kept his head in the hollow of my neck and even I chose the same place to cry.

He wept badly.

Kia hogya inhe ? What has happened to him ?

"Ma..nik !" I caressed his hair and kissed them when my tears made them damp.

"Yo..u w..on't lea..ve m..e rig..ht?" His broken voice made me terrified.

I've to leave him! He can't love me this much ! I'm not that deserving !

I broke the hug and stood up.

I can't break your heart Habibi! Let me go please !

But before I could move an inch he stood up and pinned me by the wall by holding my waist strongly yet passionately.

"Bolo..chup kyon ho ? Answer na tum aese mughse meri Nandani nhi cheeno gi na ?" He sounded so vulnerable.

Kia hogya aisa !

"COME ON SPEAK UP ! Swear upon me that you won't go anywhere ! Khao kasam meri k tum mere dil k sath khilwar nhi karogi!" First he yelled but again his vocals got low as tears meandered down from his cheeks.

Mein jhooti kasam kese khaon? Aur apne Habibi ki tou bilkul bhi nhi !

I've to divert his mind.

"Pehle ye btaye k aese achanak kia hogya apko !" I wiped his tears and traced his rough yet loveable cheeks.

"Nhi ! First you answer me !" He shooked his head terrifically.

Oh Manik !

"Acha I'll answer but first let us sleep .Aap ne dekha nhi subah hogai hai." I tried to coax him and he looked at the window from where the fresh sun rays were coming.

But again a fresh stream of tears flowed down from his brown eyes.

"Subah ka sapna sach hota hai ." He murmured to himself.

"Manik come ! Mughe neend aa rahi hai aap ko nhi aa rahi kia ?" I removed his hands from my waist and then entangled my fingers with his.

He laid on the bed still clasping my hand while I indicated towards the open windows.

He let go of my hand and I closed the windows.

Akhri subah hai meri iss ghar mein!

I thought and wiped my tears.

I turned only to get froze by his stare.
He has depicted that I'm gonna leave him.

Meri ankhein parh rahe hain ye !

I broke the eyelock immediately and moved towards the couch to sleep when my eyes fell on his feet which were hidden in shoes.

I walked towards him.

"Mat karo ye sab ! Kisi k dil k sath khelna gunah hai janti ho na!" He half sat on the bed like in a position that his laps rested straight on the bed. He tried to move my hands from his shoes but I was acting liking a stubborn head.

Sometime back he was so vulnerable and now I was looking like a one.

He was continuously trying to move my hands while I was adamant to remove his shoes and finally I did.

He wasn't crying anymore but was looking at me with an unknown stare.I know he knows the conclusion.

Inhe maaloom hai k mein aaj jane wali hn.

My unstoppable tears fell on his feet.I bend down and placed a kiss on his feet.When my lips touched his skin my wounded helpless heart couldn't held more and a loud sob escaped from my mouth.

I fell on the floor while crying loudly with my palms shielding my face.

"Manik ki jaan !" He called me and demounted the bed.

I was just shaking my head.

Aiyappa sab apka kasoor hai pehle mere sath itna bura kiya aur phir mughe Habibi diya ! Ab mein inhe kese khud ko doon jab mein khud hi paak nhi !kash aap mughe ese dard na dete tou aaj mein bhi in k sath khushi khushi rehti.

"Nandani meri jaan!" He again called me and picked me up in his arms.

Still I was crying bitterly while palming my face.

He laid me on the bed and I immediately turned on the other side facing my back to him.

I curled my knees near my chest and cried loudly digging my face in my thighs.

Abhi tou sirf chorne ka socha hai aur itna rona aa raha hai mughe jab chli jaongi to kese rahungi inn k bina.

Suddenly I felt his hand on my arms."Nandani aao mere paas!"He called me with sweetness dripping from his voice but I shrugged my shoulder.

"Aao meri jaan....mein kese tumhari takleef dur karoon jab tum mughe dawa hi nhi lagane deti."he again tried to pull me but I again pushed his hand by shrugging my shoulders.

My sobs turned more loud and he turned me ferociously and hugged my balled frame.

Ahhhhhhh Habibi !

With his hands he freed my knees from my arms and kept his one hand beneath my head while other on my bare waist , pulling me more and more into him.

I dug my face in his chest and wrapped my arms around him still crying loudly.He tangled his legs with mine and I tangled them more tight such that , that our lower delicate parts crashed against each other badly.

He pulled me more into him and I hugged him more tight.We were hugging each other that tight, that our mouths were open gasping for air heavily.

Ek akhri baar mughe apni baahon mein sameit lijye , shayad ye chain , ye sukoon , ye rahat phir kabhi na mil sake mughe !

"Kia hua ab meri jaan mughe btayegi ?" He kissed my hairs lovingly.

Kia btaon ? Kese btaon k jis cheez ka apko dar hai wahi karne ja rahi hn mein !

"Mu..ghe sona hai !" I purred amidst my hiccups and he pressed his palm on my waist,pulling me more into him and my lips rested near his heart.
I kissed his innocent heart.

Yes Nandani you can do it ! You have to do it ! For your love !

"Ok sleep !" He said but I didn't miss the smirk which formed on his face.

He knows ! He knows that you are about to leave him !

You have to be very cautious ! Aaj ye mohabbat ka safar khtam !

After 10 minutes ....

I opened my eyes and titled my head a little up no wonder we were sleeping in the same position,hugging each others curves tightly.

NO ! Actually only he was sleeping I was awake all the time.

I caressed his serene face and kissed his chin.Again ! Again water started flowing from my doe eyes.

With very much precaution I removed his arm from my waist and de-tangled my legs.

He stirred and that made me scared.

Agar aaj ye uth gaye tou phir ye mughe Jane nhi denge. Nandani you have to be fast !

I hurriedly stood up from the bed and wiped my tears but they chose to fell again and again.

With slow steps I reached near the door.

Nandani don't turn you won't be able to leave him then !

No ! Just a last time ! Bas ek akhri baar apni mohabbat ka deedar kar ln.

My crying heart forced me and I looked over my shoulder.

He was sleeping straight with his mouth a little open while his thick hair covered his forehead.

Come on Nandani step out !

Nhi bas ek baari inhe choo lun !

I didn't listen to my mind and followed my heart's order.

With heavy steps I reached near him and roamed my fingers in his hair , inhaling the cotton-like softness of them.

My hands automatically traced each and every feature of his face and lastly they stopped at his lips.

I palmed my mouth to control my cries and bent down.

I just kept my lips on his parted ones and my flowing tear directly fell in his mouth.

"Ha..b..i...bi !" I murmured and pecked his pink lips lightly.

No Nandani you cannot fall weak !
He deserves someone better than you !

And I instantly broke the liplock and turned but my breath hitched.

"Meri Jaan!"

His soft voice sent shivers across my spine.

He was awake ! DARN Nandani now you can't run !

I tried to move without turning back but my stucked pallu didn't allow.

I tried to snatch my pallu without turning back but I felt my feet automatically moving back as he tugged my pallu.

Aiyappa just for once help me please !

Bohot mushkil se samjhaya hai iss naadaan dil ko maine.

"Mu..ghe ja..ana hai!" I mumbled lowly and my fingers fidgeted with the pallu.

Still my back was facing him.

"Kahan jana hai meri Nandani ko ?" He interrogated with his calm voice but I know the danger was on the way.

"Ma..nik plea...se!" I almost begged and in the next moment he tugged my pallu such hard that it got unpinned.My body rested straight on his body while pallu leisurely fell on the floor beside our bed.

My blouse turned a little down giving the clear view of my white lacy bra and a little upper part of my melons.

I closed my eyes being embarassed.Feeling no movement I opened them to meet his eyes but no this man.

Oh my Manik !

His face was on the other side. He didn't even tried to take advantage.

Kia karoon ! Kuch samagh nhi aa raha!

I was still on thinking with tears spree when I felt a little movement near my neck.

My hubby was draping the pallu on my shoulders hiding my assets from his eyes which were closed.

Sirf isi wajah se jaana hai mughe !
He is so pure and I'm ...I'm drenched in black.

After covering me with the fallen pallu,he opened his eyes.

He looked in my eyes and I immediately averted my gaze.

Aaj faisla ho kar hi rahega !

I pushed his hands which were resting on my waist without glancing at him.

I kept struggling under his grip when I heard his low voice laced with deep breaths.

"Stop!"

Aaj nhi !

I kept struggling though it was being difficult for me because of two reasons,firstly his grip was very strong on my waist and secondly his hard breaths were fanning my face.

I know he was getting angry but today no backoff!

I kept struggling and finally he left my waist.

I stood up immediately without glancing at him and corrected my pallu.

No Nandani don't turn back ! Leave him! He'll be OK afterwards !

I closed my teary eyes and held the knob of the door but soon my body trembled and my hand immediately left the door knob as I heard his determined tone.

"Rakho tum iss kamre se bahir kadam aur mein yahan apni jaan de dunga!" His voice was filled with determination which made my heart scared in my ribcage.

I turned back slowly only to find him standing in the middle of the room holding a broken bulb in his right hand.

Broken bulb of broken lamp !

"Manik I beg you, let me go. Aap samaghte kyon nhi hain." I cried.

"Fine go ! mein kahan mana kar raha hn, tum jao. Bas jese hi tum jaogi mein apne dil ko dharakne se mana kardunga. You can go I'm not stopping you !" He said still very calmly but his eyes were red , giving the hint of his dangerous anger.

"Aap aisa kyon kar rahe hain.Mughe jane dijye is se aap ko bhi sukoon milega,mein keh rahi hn na!" I plead with my flowing tears and stepped a little forward.I've to snatch that bulb from him.

"Arey mein keh tou raha hoon k chli jao . Wese bhi mein tou ek khilona hn na !

Jab chahe mughse pyaar karo aur jab chahe mughe phek do!"He uttered while looking in my eyes stupendously.

"Nh..i ae..sa nhi ha..i! " again I moved ahead with my flowing tears.

I know he is crazy.He won't think twice before smashing his veins.

"Aesa hi hai I know !
Tumhe thori koi farak parta hai k mein hasoon ya ansoon bahaon ,mein jiyoon ya maro...!" Before he could complete his words I stepped fast and palmed his mouth.

"PAGAL HO GYE HO KIA AAP !
KIS SE POOCH K KAHE APNE YE ALFAZ !
HAAN ! KOI FIKAR HAI APKO MERI ?
KABHI SOCHA BHI HAI K AAPKI INN BAATON SE KITNA DARD HOTA HAI MUGHE !"I shouted at him with my one palm sealing his mouth while my other palm got engaged in snatching the bulb from him.

He jerked my hand from his mouth and glanced at my other hand which was trying to snatch the broken bulb , he looked at me while I gulped seeing his horrific eyes.

"Leave it !" He said calmly.

"NO ! I WON'T !" I barked angrily.

"DON'T RAISE YOUR VOICE NANDANI !" He gritted his teeth badly.

"WARNA KIA ? HAAN ? WHAT WILL YOU DO? MAROGE MUGHE ? COME ON THEN HIT ME !" I provoked his anger more but even he made me angry to no extent.

"OH JUST SHUT UP !" he yelled angrily and held my elbows tightly and finally the broken bulb fell from his hand.

"DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT SHIT YOU ARE SPEAKING ? PTA BHI HAI TUMHE KIA BAKWAAS KAR RAHI HO TUM!" He shouted angrily and I felt pain in my elbow joints due to his strong grip.

"NHI ! NHI PTA MUGHE KIA KEH RAHI HN MEIN ! KUCH NHI samagh aa raha ! Kuch nhi ! " my loud voice got slow and that made him a little calm.

"Kuch nhi samagh ata Manik !
Zindagi se haar chuki hn mein !"I cried and he left my elbows.

I looked at him,his eyes were closed but a tear crawled down from his closed lashes landing directly on his cheek bone and before it could fell down I kept my lips on it.

I kissed his tear and more fell from his eyes. I licked his both cheeks one by one but they were getting wet again and again.

Bas Nandani it's enough ! Leave him for his happiness ! See you only give him tears!

"I'll miss you ! HABIBI !" I murmured near his lips and smooched his lower lip at my last word. He was about to open his eyes when I turned instantaneously.

Suddenly I heard a sound!A sound when something is SLAUGHTERED !

My heart's beats fastened !

"Manik !" I got panicked.

I was about to move when I felt his right arm wrapping around my tummy and his head resting just above my hips which means he was on his knees! Again !

I looked at his arm and sighed but my mind didn't notice about the absence of his left arm.

I was about to say something when his mellifluous voice disturbed my ears.

"Aap baithe hain baalin pe meri
Mout ka zor chalta nhi hai !

Mout mugh ko gawara hai lekin
Kia karoon dum nikalta nhi hai !

Ye ada , ye nazaqat barasil
Mera dil tumpe qurbaan lekin !

Kia sambhaloge tum mere dil ko
Jab ye aanchal sambhalta nhi hai!

Mere naalo ki sun kar zubanei
Mom hogai kitni chatane!

Meine Pighladya Patharon ko
Ek tera dil Pighalta nhi hai!

Mene Pighladya Patharon ko
Ek tera dil Pighalta nhi hai!

He completed his rythym and cried badly on the last lines.

I kept my palms on his arm which was wrapped around my tummy.

"Manik !" I called his name and he hugged me more tight from the back.

"Tumhe pta hai Nandani mein ne band ankhon se dekha tha k tum mughse apni mohabbat ka iqraar kar, kar ,mere honton ko choom kar , mughe tanha chor kar chli gayi.Kitni raah dekhi meine tumhari lekin tum kabhi wapis nhi ayi!" He cried and my waist got damp due to his tears.

Acha he has dreamt that I left him tabhi subah itne pareshaan the ye.

He was on his knees and I was standing .we weren't facing each other.

Our eyes were shedding tears but today I was adamant to stop his tears.

Aur us k liye mughe inhe chor k jaana hi hai ! I've to make him understand!

"I was ra......raped Manik !"I uttered with shameful eyes and lowered my head but his answer swelled my heart.

"I don't care !Mughe meri jaan bohot shiddat se mehboob hai! "
He answered while rubbing his little stubbled - wet- cheek on my waist.

"I was ... I was fucked !"I stammered and my tears fell with high intensity.

"I don't care ! Meri nandani meri haseen dulhan hai ! Mein tumhe pyaar karunga ! I'll make love to you!" He uttered and kissed my waist.

"I'm not beautiful Manik !" I palmed my face being embarassed like hell.

"Aur meri in ankhon ne aaj tak meri Nandani jesa husn kahin nhi dekha! Meri jaan bohot haseen hai ! Kaha tou tha pehle k wo chand bhi rashk karta hai meri Nandani se!"He spoke lovingly with tears floating in his eyes.

"M..a..n...ik !" I cried loudly.

"Ha...an me..ri ja..an !" He again kissed my waist making me shiver in sheer purity but why his voice looked worn out!

"Ma..ni..k ! I LO..VE YOU !" I yelled and turned but my eyes went wide and I stepped back . I kept my palm at my heart to soothe it's fast beats.My mouth opened wide and my eyes got filled with tears.

HE HAS SLICED HIS VEINS ! THAT SLAUGHTERING SOUND WAS THE SOUND OF HIS APART NERVES!

A tear trickled down my cheek and I held the dressing table for support.My eyes felt blurry seeing the amount of blood pooling around him.

I looked at him and he was smiling with half closed eyes.

"I l..o..ve you too..Man..ik ki...jaa..n!"his voice felt heavy . He was about to fall back when my senses returned and I ran towards him.

"MANIK !" I cried loudly and his head fell on my laps.

" Ye Kia kia Manik ?" I uttered cryingly and kissed his hair. He smiled beautifully.

"Tu...m n...hi ru..k ra..hi t..hi na me..re p..aas isli...ye y..e ki..a !"he answered and it made me angry like never before.

"Ye kia kardia Manik ? Mein aa rahi thi na ! Why are you so impulsive ?
ARE YOU CRAZY ?" I shouted at him and my tears fell on his wet cheeks.

"Sirf ....tumhare... liye !" He whispered with almost closed eyes.

I know what I've to do now !

"FINE ! THEN EVEN I'M CRAZY FOR YOU !"I sneered angrily and in the next second the nerves which were connected to my heart were apart from the same broken bulb where his blood was smudged.

"M..eri Ja..an !" He opened his eyes wide and i saw they were filled with tears but this time I smiled.

"I love you Habibi !" I murmured and bent down to kiss his divine lips.

Our breaths were sonorous !

Our breaths resonated the room !

I kept my bleeding left wrist on his almost lifeless left wrist and our blood got mixed .My saree and his shirt and pants were going red due to leakage of extreme blood.

He kept his right palm behind my head trying to give support to me and murmured with a smile"ch...ummi!"

Even I smiled a little.

I kept my right palm on his chin trying to pull his neck up a little .

And finally with very difficulty our lips met and we cried loudly amidst our kiss.

We tasted each others lips slowly slowly but my hubby got irritated

Abhi bhi zor se chummi karni hai!

and he tried, mark my words, he tried to kiss me hard but no doubt he was lost of energy.

I pulled his chin a little down inorder to open his mouth.

His lower lip parted and I pushed my tongue in his mouth."Mu..nni love..s you ha..bibi!" I murmured in his almost cold mouth and his right palm pushed my head more towards his lips. My lips got more inside his mouth and he chewed them lightly .

"Ha...bibi b..hi ap..ni Munni...se bohot pya...ar ka..rta hai !" He murmured And with my right hand fingers I wiped his tears which were flowing from his either sides of eyes.

He licked my tongue and now we were complete breathless.

He smooched my lips and his right palm fell from my back with a thud! And our last kiss broke!

I kept my forehead on his lips and naturally my lips rested at his forehead.

"Aap ... se ... ishq na ka..rna m..era sa..b se bara g..unah tha !

A..ap ki r...ooh ko tarp..ana sab se bara gun...ah tha !

Par... mein qub...ool karti hn aaj k mu...ghe bhi aap se py...aar bepanah tha !"I murmured heavily with half open eyes.

Mug..he bhi apni jaa..n se py...aar ashi...qaana tha !

Ye m...out to sirf ek ba...hana hai , ham...ein tou ja...nnat mein ek sat..h jana tha !
He also whispered with half closed eyes.

"Ho jay...enge do...no ek sa...th fanah !" I hiccupped amidst my large intake of breaths.

"Ha..mara py..aar ek khoo...bsurat afsa...na th...a!" He also hiccupped and again a sob escaped from his mouth.

"Ke..hte reh jaye...nge ye zam...een wale qay...amat ta...k!" I was almost on the verge of dying.

"EK... DEEWANI ....THI ! E..K DEE....WANA TH...A !" He completed and we closed our teary eyes after glancing at each other for the last time.

"Ha...bibi !" This was the last word I spoke and this was the last word I heard
"Meri...Mun..ni !"

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Hye !
So is this the end of their journey or destiny has stored more fights , more kisses , more hugs , more passionate words for them ?
Well did you guys like it ?
Mughe btao if I'm lacking somewhere !

Do tell me that how was it ? Bohot mehnat lagti hai ! Itne dil se likhi hain meine inki kahani ! atleast tell me do I satisfy you guys or not ?

And yeah if you guys are confused so I'll clear the confusion .In the last chappy from where Nandani thought to confess him was the dream seen by Manik!
When Nandani was crying in his neck he closed his eyes and he just imagined or viewed that she confessed to him and left him ! That's why he was crying !

Aur Suno next chapter ab thore dino k baad !Ab aap log itna satate ho tou mera itna to haq banta hai nai?

Aur koi emotional hua kia?😉

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Remember me in your prayers in dino kuch garbar ho rahi hai mere sath🙈😄

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