"NANDINI..!!" ....
I shouted while thumping myself on the floor with my palms covering my face...

Kyon kia mere sath aisa??? Nandini!! meri zindagi ka sukoon cheen liya tumne mughse.....meri jeene ki wajah cheen Li tumne.....or mughe MAUT ki wajah de ke chli gai..."....

My heart pained. ....with salty pearls descending down...making the floor wet......

Nhi hota mughse...bardaasht.!!!!..kyon kia .???..DAMN IT..!! NANDINI.....kia kasar chod Di mene tumse ishq karne mein .....a aaaahhh. ..... and I punched my heart really hard.......

My pain was increasing by every passing second...and my shouts weren't subsiding it.....

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Meri mohabbat adhuri reh gai...
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Meri wafa k sath gaddari(deceit)kar gayi..
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Mera ishq mukammal nhi hua....
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Meri ashiqui anjaam tak nhi pohnchi. ...
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Mere is tarapte dil ko uski aaramgah nhi mili.....
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Mere anso'on ko pochne wala chla gaya...
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Meri dhadkano ko tez karne wala chala gaya...
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Meri rooh ka rehnuma chla gaya.....
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Meri mehbooba chli gai.........
Meri mehbooba chli gai........

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My heart melodied. ......while my eyes were just stuck on those papers .....

Which took my love.....my life away...

With great difficulty ....I flipped those papers.....

She has signed.........a blurry one though.....because I know she must be crying at that moment..

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Jab nhi hua jata mughse door to kyun gai....kyun gai....!! Aesa kia hua hai k tum mughe itni takleef de rahi ho........

Kia kasoor hai mera....tumse mohabbat karne mein........my complaints weren't ending .....my heart was shattering.....

But there was something which shocked me to the core. ....

My signatures. .....were there......

When did I sign .....

Jeete jee to kabhi nhi kar sakta......

Aur karta to ab tak apne aap ko fanaa kar chuka hota.....

.....

yesterday before breakfast....

I was working in my study area.....on something very important.....

About him....

When she came there...

"Suniye...aap ne kaha tha na k koi employ ane wala kuch documents le kar...to ye lijye aap jaldi se in par signatures karde in. ." She said while handing over the papers to me.....

"Hmmmm ..." I was so engrossed In work .......but still thought to check the papers once.....

I was about to flip the papers when....

"Arey! Ab aap kia inhe bhi check karenge...ye cabir bhai ne bheje hain apne hi to kaha tha....or wese bhi wo employ bhi bahar khara hai...kabse... jaldi karein na...." she said with racing breaths. ....fright was clearly visible on her face...

I noticed the change in her behaviour

"Araaam se meri jaan.....tum to aese Dar rahi ho jese in papers mein tumne kuch garbar ki hai....

Wait ! Kahin tum meri property k papers par sign to nhi karwa rahi. ?"...I said laughingly while opening my eyes wide....

She rolled her eyes...

But....

She looked disturbed....the fear on her face was increasing....

And I signed those papers.....without viewing them.....

She sighed audible enough..

Which became the reason of me being doomed.....

"Ye lo " I forwarded the papers to her....but didn't loosened my grip on them..and her face went pale...

"Dijye "

"Pehle btao k kya hua?"

."ku...ch N. .h..i. ..h..u..a" she stuttered making me more suspicious. ..

"Koi kala kaam kia hai....kya?"
I asked in a serious tone....but couldn't control...and broke into laughters ...

Now she was annoyed...

"Aap k jese kaam nhi karti mein...samjhe aap....agar ap ki ijazat ho to mein us bechare employ ko ye papers de aaun" her sarcastic tone made me laugh again...and she snatched the papers.....and went away ....far away...
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How happy I was in past days....every moment with her was as beatiful as heaven....my breaths used to stay so calm...my heart used to swell ....each and every time. ...when she was with me..

But.....

But.....

Now realization hit me...

She tricked me.....

She fooled me.....

FUCK....!!!

I stood up and vent out my all anger on the tiny creatures......

"Damn it NANDINI! !!! HOW DARE YOU TO FOOL ME......

HOW DARE YOU TO PLAY WITH MY HEART...

HOW DARE YOU ...NANDINI. ...

FUCKING! HOW DARE YOU..."

and with that I broke the last steady thing...... mirror.......making glass pieces enter my fist mercilessly ....

But this pain was nothing in front of that pain
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I shrugged my hand with a force that all glass pieces left my skin....and blood oozed out...

But I don't care ....

Mughe nandini chahiye bas.....kuch bhi hojae mughe nandini chahiye.....

I thought while rubbing my eyes with the back of my palm .....very harshly! ....leaving blood stains there. ..

And zoomed out from the house ......not before beating the hell out of those 20 assigned bodyguards

"Agar aaj raat tak mene tumhara deedar na kiya. ...to kal suraj nikalne se pehle..is dil se dhadkne ka haq cheen Lunga. ....qasam hai mughe meri mohabbat ki"

I promised to myself while gripping the steering wheel more tight.....
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And again my chin got drown with the intensity of tears.. ....

Bohot dard ho raha hai......nandini. ..meri jaan....kyun kia aesa...? Mughse bewafai kyon ki....

And I stopped the car creating a loud screeching sound....

Meri mohabbat ko qubool kyon nhi kia.....aaaaaahhhhh.
And i hitted my head hard at steering wheel...creating a bruise above my right eyebrow...

Nhi manik tu kamzor nhi par sakta...teri mohabbat to kitni pakeeza hai ....or tu itni jaldi haar man gaya bas itni hi mohabbat thi...jab k tughe maaloom haina....WO .... bhi isi sheher mein khule aam ghum raha hai...or nandini k sath koi nhi hai. .
Akeli hai wo.....

My subconscious shooked my shoulders putting some brains in me.....

After remembering him....

My heart beats fastened.....

Nandini Akeli hai
Or wo bhi yahan hai

Nhi.....uske hote hue mein nandini ko tanha nhi chor sakta.....mera ishq itna bhi kamzor nhi k wo ghup andhere mein apni raah na dhund sake.....

I'm coming nandini.....aaraha hn mein....

Par kahan dhundoo use....haan shanno chachi!

I drove towards her chachi's house.....assuring my heart that she'll be there only....
Par mughe maloom hai jise mene chuna hai wo larki dunya ki sabse mushkil larki hai. ....nhi hogi wo wahan

And a smile broke on my lips because..

Wo ashiqui hi kia jisme mehbooba asaani se maan jaye....
Wo ashiq hi kia jise uski maashooqa na tarpaaye....
Hum to aesi raah pe chal pare hain jahan na wapsi hai na koi mor.....
Bas ek awaaz ati hai thora aur chale aao hum aa rahe hain teri ore.....

Engrossed in my thoughts I reached her chachi's home .....

After wiping my salted cheeks....brushing my hair a little....

I rang the bell......

With a little hope....

"Arey manik beta Aao na..." shanno chachi enthusiastically welcomed me ....but her next words made me off guarded. ....

"Nandu kahan hai .....wo nhi aai?" She peeped my sideways in order to find her...

I knew it
...maloom tha mughe....
...par kahan bhago gi meri jaan....
...ye dunya bohot Choti hai....
...or mera ishq bohot Sacha hai...
...dhoond Lunga tumhe...

I smirked amidst my thoughts.....

And here chachi saw my wounded hand ....

"Arey manik beta tum ghar mein to Aao. ...yahin khare rahoge kia darwaze par ...or ye tumhare gal par khoon...or ye kia hey bhagwaan ye haath ko kia hua" She asked frantically taking my palm in her hands.....while i was thinking for a solid reason...

Mein nandini k bare mein nhi bta sakta inhe....warna ye pareshaan ho jayengi. .

"Kia bataon chachi ye apki beti mughpe domestic violence karti hai ....wo subah galti se mene kitchen mein uska haath kia pakar liya...usne Sabzi k bjae mera haath kaat dia or gaalon ka to pochiye hi mat roz raat ko.....Bas mat puchye...mein nhi bta paonga " I answered her with fake tears ....and she stood their shocked...
With wide open eyes and mouth.....

To control my laugh ...I instantly stated

"Chachi bye ...mughe kaam hai baad mein milunga aapse"
And ran towards my car.....

When I was about to ignite the engine I glanced at her.....

She was still in the same position....

Making me laugh....

Tabhi mein sochoon nandini ko aese filmy ideas kahan se ate hain.....ghar chor k bhagne wale...genetic problem hai yaar..

Agar nandini ko Is sab k bare mein pta chal gaya to....from no where my subconscious stated while raising eyebrows at me....

Or kon btaye ga use....
I said while smirking...

Mat puch beta....
.... tu ne jis aurat se uski shikayat ki hai na ...wo international radio hai....ek ek ko khabar lag jaye gi. ..

Arey yaar chod na pehle nandini ko dhoondh ln...phir dekh lenge...
I tried to stay brave in front of him

Warna mughe hi pta hai k agar nandini ko iss bare mein pta chal gaya to meri Hitler biwi mughe ganja kardegi....

And Mr subconscious left. ..
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After driving for almost 4 hours I couldn't find her.....and halted my car on a silent road..

The sun was almost hiding behind the mountains....while moon was ready to open the shiny curtains....

Now my hope was shattering.....

Kahan dhoondu nandini.. har jagah dhund lia tumhe....
Kis jurm ki saza de rahi ho mughe ....

And again I smashed my wounded hand on the steering wheel in frustration ...making the wound fresh...and a red liquid flowed down. ...heavily...

Aaa jao na meri jaan.....mein nhi reh sakta tumhare bina.....
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I was crying like a lost kid.....

Aa jao. ....ek baari aajao...phir kabhi nhi Jane dunga...

But suddenly my crys came to halt....and anger settled in my puffy eyes...
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Because..
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A week shuddering figure just crossed my car......and I know

I HAVE FOUND MY LOST STAR....

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HELLO.....
so maniks vulnerable sight was enough to reflect his emotions haan?
Do tell me ...
Or ab socho angry manik and that weak figure....? Locha hi locha hai bhai...
Chlo wait for next...
Till then
Babye.. have a nice time!

Yours
New wanderer