(this is just going to be a bunch of random journal entries cuz I have no idea what to literally write I'm suffering from writer's block 😔)

Dear journal
I have no clue what today is nor do I know what time it is I know is this really late in the evening I can't sleep I don't want to read the new book that my uncle got me in case I got bored number one cuz it reminds me too much of my life it's a story about a girl who finds out she's part alien (sounds familiar to me) I haven't been here a month and one of the rescue bots named heatwave has already grown suspicious of me should I do I'm getting worried hopefully prime visits soon he's better at explaining things I should probably get to sleep now

(1 month later)

Dear journal
Rescue bots still don't know that I'm a human-bot which is why I'm somewhat relieved but not completely heat Wave is still growing suspicious of me there days where I've been seen eating food and then there's other days where I have to make up a lie stupid me when an entire week without food and heatwave started to get suspicious should I do should I tell them the truth or what I read a bit of my book my uncle gave me the main characters life is a whole lot better than mine. ps: my spark has been acting weird lately I don't know why

Dear journal
Something's wrong some things majorly wrong my spark or heart I should say is acting weird it keeps drawing me towards someone or somebot I should say and I don't know what to do I'm panicking trying to keep my cool I have no clue what to do

(This is all I could come up with so far as I said I'm suffering from writer's block and yeah so I may take a while to write next chapters also having a hard time to find inspiration and motivation so yeah please ignore the video I have chosen for this yeah please I'm trying my best I'm still new to writing books)